JustEm• Show poetry

ForeverForgotten



~* Forever Loved and Never Forgotten! *~
+ R.I.P. ~ Grandpa & "Mom"!! +
"You only realize how much you love someone when they're gone"



*"It's funny until someone gets hurt...Then it's hilarious"*
"What's the point in caring when all it brings is pain?"
"Love is like war easy to start, but hard to end"
"A 1000 mile journey begins with a single step"
"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world"
"Life is a journey not a destination"
"Your friends should alwayz come first, but remember true friends would never make you choose"
"Opportunites are lost in a blink of an eye, but regrets last a lifetime"

~*"Some of the smallest, simplest things in life mean the most"*~

**"What good is a miracle if you don't care anymore?" (JJ)

~~Some people put up walls. Not to keep others out; but to see who cares enough to knock them down.~~ (Something I do)


DEMOCRAT ALL THE WAY!!!

My name is Cyndi (Cyndienthia) (Sunshine) and I went to Bryant High School. Now I am going to UALR. I love to dance and listen to rock music. Some of my favorite bands are: Three Days Grace, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Three Doors Down, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Shinedown, Alice in Chains, Smile Empty Soul, Stone Temple Pilots, Skillet, Seether, Tantric, Revis, Creed, Eminem, Stonesour, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, Chevelle, Papa Roach, Bush, Disturbed, Evanescence, Nirvana, Korn, Guns N' Roses, AC/DC, Godsmack, Marilyn Manson, ICP, Drowning Pool, Breaking Benjamin, Nine Inch Nails, ect...



**"Mom"** ~ Hey Mom!...whats up?....have you seen any planes lately?...god it has been about 10 years now...you mineness well be my mom even though you're really Heather and Alex's mom...you're also mine!...I remember when me and Alex were younger I would you call instead of my mom or someone else in my family to just talk to about my problems or whatever...I would and still do call just to talk to you and not Alex...we even have our own inside joke...the plane...lol....love ya alwayz "Mom"!
I still can't believe what happened...I don't think it will ever fully sink in...I just talked to you that night...I still have that guilt that I never did call you back that night...I am SOOO sorry...if only I could turn back time...I feel so lost now that I don't have you to talk to...you alwayz knew what to do...it was just a couple days before it happened that you said "alwayz remember that you can come to me and talk to me about anything...it doesn't matter what itz about... anything"...you treated me as if I was your second daughter...I was so happy knowing that I could stay with you if I ever needed to...and there were plenty of times that I did that...I still catch myself trying to call you on your cell to talk to you...I guess some habits just die hard...and I will alwayz keep that one promise that I made you...I just wish you were still here...I miss you so much and my love can only grow!!....love you alwayz "Mom"!!

**Grandpa** ~ Saved the best for last!...You were more to me than just my grandfather...you were more like my father...my world...everything I did revolved around you...you alwayz told me that all you had left to do was see me graduate and start college...I wanted you to do that so bad...I will still definately do that...just for you...thank you so much for everything that you did for me in those eight years that we had together...I know that it happened way back on December 15, 2002...but that shock never goes away...it took me well over a year to drive past our house and down the street that we lived on...now when I do...tears come to my eyes everytime... remembering all our memories that we made in that house... with all the cats and dogs, snowball fight that we had, when that ice storm came, walking around the circle, my bedroom, your bedroom, Taylor living down the street...the list goes on...eight years I lived there with you...I miss every moment of it...I would give anything to go back and freeze time...I like my life that I have now and all the friends that I have made...but I would give it all up in a heart beat to go back to what I had with you...I miss you soooo much...my love has only gotten stronger over the years...it will never fade...ever...I still can't wait till we are back together again...I love you more than anything in the world!!!....love you forever and alwayz Grandpa!!!

Well anywayz...I hope you enjoy my poetry!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

**Three Days Grace**
"Wake Up"

I'm not sober all the time
You bring me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don't want you

I must be running out of luck
Cause you're just not drunk enough to fuck
And now I've had it up to here
I don't, I don't want you

Chorus:
It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I'm not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I won't hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

I'm not angry all the time
You push me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don't want you

Chorus

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you

Chorus

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

**Three Days Grace**
"Let You Down"

Trust me
There's no need to fear
Everyone's here
Waiting for you to finally be one of us

Come down
You may be full of fear
But you'll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Chorus:
I will let you down
I'll let you down, I'll
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Trust me
I'll be there when you need me
You'll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Chorus 2x

Never want to come down
Never want to come down
Never want to come down

(Down, let you down)

Chorus 2x

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

**Evanescence**
"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Chorus:
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Chorus

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

Chorus