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I have been:

Sword Stalker
Dark Angel Sword
Everything I Know
King Nothing
Draacon
King-Nothing
Wasted Years

Well, I would have to say that everything about me has to do with some form of musical influence, or something else. My favorite band is Korn. My favorite anime will always be Dragon Ball Z. Almost everything I write on here has something to do with darkness.. If you want to contact me personally, check out my list of SNs and please add me on MySpace. I also have a band on MySpace; my band is called In the Shadows; please add us. Other than that, there's not much else I'd want to say on here...Sorry!

I'm gonna speak about the best people I know. They have helped me in a great way!

CARYN: I met her up at Camp Cowles during scout camp. "She's got eyes of the bluest skies as if they thought of rain; I'd hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain. Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place where as a child I'd hide; I'd wait for the thunder and rain to quietly pass me by." That'd be the best way to describe someone I've known for a little over a year. She and the next one on the list changed my depression into something wonderful, and as I told the entire camp in the freestyle I wrote, I owe them my life. She is my newest friend and I can't be more greatful.

TRAVIS: He is another person I met at the camp. He is another great friend who changed the depression. He's almost like my friend Rollin except Travis is more energetic. He is blind in one eye but when shooting 70 arrows he got 30 bullseyes. I can't say how wonderful the both of them are and what they mean to me. Thing is, they don't realize it.

SHANA: She is by far the most wonderful best friend anyone can have. I love her but not in a friend way. She is short but what she lacks in height she gains in friendships and knowledge. She has brown hair that always seems so soft and straight. What I wouldn't give to have a girlfriend like her...

DEVIN: Shana's boyfriend. He is the luckiest guy ever. He has his own band, the Born Again Sinners. If I could be anything I'd wanna be him. He is an awesome guy you can't help but like. Just imagine Shana but as a guy with curly hair and really into punk and some metal. He is another good friend.

CHRISTY: She is another person I love in a non-friend way. She is another short one with straight blonde hair. Her face, eyes....I love everything about her. She recently lost her boyfriend to one of her best friends. Pathetic. I wanted to find a way to help so I wrote the song "Christy." I love her dearly. If only age wasn't a big thing (she's 19 and I'm 17)....

REECE: He is one of the best firends I have that I've never lost. Him and I have been friends since I could remember. He is the funniest guy I've ever met other than Travis. He is a little wierd but I like him for always being there for me.

And those are the extent of my bestest friends ever.

I love them all especially the last two girls.

And there's someone who holds sway in my life....someone who keeps my madness and insanity from boiling over. Someone who gave me another chance at life. Someone who I know loves me back.....someone who I could and maybe will love for the rest of my life. Someone I have yet to thank in person And this person is.......*drumroll* Marisa Miller, the love of my life!!!



Oh! I have an AP family!

wifey: XStuckInANightmareX

Mom: suicidalzombie

Older(er(er)) sister: Astral Dream Eyes

Older(er) sister: dramaqueen469

DAUGHTER: Angel out of hell

Older sister: Midnight Life

Cousin: Simply Katheryn

My twin: you-dont-know-me

Brother: Sword Of Hell

Younger sister: AndStarsDoShine (I fucking love her)

Human(I am her earrings): PiratesLife4Me

Master (I am her horse, so she can "ride" me!!! ) : Bloved

...all I need is another woman to tell me what to do...

If you want to join, tell meh!



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Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son

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You come on like a blood-stained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention the reason I know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run,
I can't let you go!
Stricken - Disturbed
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Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in shame.
And I could not have my pain.
Everyone please let me be.
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free.

Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me.
Beg For Me - Korn
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I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.
Wake Up - Korn
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Let me see (let me see).
How my life has been (taken).
Taken.
This demon (haunts me).
Haunts me.
They're waiting (help me).
Help me.

You fuck me up.
I'm gagged and bound.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.

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Keep knocking.
No one's there.
Pouring down.
Near be felt.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ready to blow my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again.
Dirty - Korn
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Here's something from my lover (She won't stop bothering me about it ): (Here's for you baby!)



I love whispers in the dark...
I love the sound of your voice.

I love the calmness,
The certainty,
The love,
All wrapped into
a melodic tone
that makes me
want to lay by your side
and kiss every inch of your body.

I love whispers in the dark...
I love the feel of your skin.

I love the sweetness,
the smooth,
tickling caress
that makes shivers
crawl up my spine
and a pool form between my legs.

I love whispers in the dark...
I love the taste of your lips.

The kisses, the way they linger,
The tingling,
the wanting
that comes with your
soft,
perfect,
lips.

I love whispers in the dark...
I love the beat of your heart.

The rhythmic sound,
I can hear my name
ring through your chest
and it holds me
it keeps me sane.
I love it.

I love whispers in the dark...
I love you.


--Marisa Miller