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Junebug = open minded, romantic, funny, adventurous, diverse, sentimental, goofy, freaky, caring, artsy, kinky, spiritual, free spirited, creative, original, charismatic, blunt, stubborn, honest, loyal, young at heart, bad tempered, outgoing, boastful, independent, nudist, unforgettable, friendly, ambitious, open, competitive, poetic, musical, social, energetic, intelligent, sweet, unique...



Personality = I am a goof ball. I love to have fun and party on the weekends. I am a complete dork. I have been my whole life but now I am proud of it! lol. I have a big heart that I hide and put up walls when I first meet people. I am basically 1/2 Cancer & 1/2 Gemini so I have a hard outer shell and even when you think you know me you don’t. But hell I’m fun!



Who loves:  Animals, The Arts, Movies, Songwriting, Photography, Japanimation, Web… Stage… & Costume Design, Special Effects Make-Up, Astrology, Cafes, Music, Philosophy, Pagans, Spirituality, Sexual Experiences, Reading, The L Word, Queer As Folk, Abstract Minds, Fairy Fag Bois (I am a Fairy collector).



My spiritual path....

My Goddess is Isis. I believe in Father time… I haven’t really found my path with my God. So he is just father time to me at this point in my life.
When I was in Colorado I was sitting on my friend Cara’s porch and I was singing “We All Come From the Goddess”. I just got louder and louder until I heard this voice speaking to me. At first I thought maybe I smoked too much or something, lol. Then I felt this calm wash over me. I was at complete harmony with in myself and also with the world around me. As I listened closer I heard the name Isis being said. I looked around to see if there was someone around me which there was not. So I was like oookie I am hearing things so then my ear starting ringing, it was like someone was screaming into my ears “Isis”! My head started to feel pressure on it. My heart began to race and a smile spread across my face. So from that moment on I knew that she was mine and I was hers.
I also believe that faith like people grows. I used to be a very powerful and faithful Christian; I believe it is what I needed at the time. It helped me through a lot of things. When I first started looking into the Pagan side of things I was focused on Wicca. I am now in a point of my life where I am a combination of a lot of things. For example I have a lot of Pagan, Shaman, Wiccian, and Taoist influences. I just believe in protecting the Earth, the Goddess and God. I believe that the creator is a God and a Goddess. Like I said before I believe in Isis and Father Time. I believe that they are my Mother and Father and I treat them as so. I have been pissed at them and I have rejoiced with them. It is a relationship and I feel them everywhere.
I believe that Magick is in everything and if we don't take the time to see the beauty in the Earth it will be taken away. I also spell magick with a k (like most Pagans do) so that people know that it is not in reference to the television and entertainment kind of magic.
I believe in Karma whole-heartedly. I believe that you can not use Magick to alter fate or to change someone. Unless they have harmed you or someone you love. I believe it is okie to use magick for better yourself, like your health or to get that amazing new job you want. However as the ol saying goes, “be careful of what you wish for” I feel this way about Magick. If you use it to benefit yourself or someone else and are greedy with it then it can come back on you three fold (three times as much). I don’t believe it is ok to use Magick to better your life in a greedy manner or to use it against someone while having negative feeling with that person or situation.
I believe that if someone else believes something different than me then it is the most beautiful thing in the world because they are following their hearts. I believe in the 5 elements, earth, air, fire, water. I believe in the pentacle symbol, Earth, Air, Fire, Water, and spirit (or self).
There are gifts I have and things I have discovered I am able to do. I sometimes can see and smell spirits. I most of the time can other wise speak to and feel them. I have flashes of things that are about to happen (sometimes with in seconds sometimes longer). I can make it rain if I am pissed, sad enough or just for the hell of it. I can do tarot readings and palm readings. I can heal people. I talk to my cats and understand what they say to me. I always shake someone’s hand because it is how I was taught but also because I can hold someone’s hand and know what he or she is like and if I want them in my life. Sometimes I can tell what they have been through in points of they’re lives. Um, depending on if they let me in some people have been known to block me. I can interpret dreams. I can let my best friends know I need to talk to them with out telling them on the phone or in person. I can send them a message using power and my mind.
I was once told by a high priestess that I’m a natural witch not a 'learned' witch, which I believe to an extent. Reason being, even though I was born with these gifts I have to learn how to use most of them. I know that if I learned how to control and magnify my gifts I could do amazing things! I want to learn so badly how to use my gifts and how to magnify them.
I don't believe in death I believe in continuance.
I believe that what a person believes is true in their reality. For example, my Mom believes she is going to be going to Heaven, well there is no doubt in my mind that she will be. I believe that what a person feels in their soul is what it true to them. It is their reality and it is how the high being gets through to them.
Pagan/Neo-Pagan/Paganism: Is a term used for followers of polytheistic earth based religion or spiritual paths. The term Pagan means country dweller and was misused by Christian in earlier times.  I think of paganism as a term used for those who do not always fit into the belief or status quo of other major religions. So faiths such as Wicca, Druidry, Shamanism and many others are described as 'paths' of Paganism. It is the only religion that isn't organized and that allows you to believe freeing and as you feel you should. It has no boundaries and only has rules if you chose to follow a certain religion in the faith of Paganism. If you want to believe that dragons are your God and Elves are your Goddess you can, if you want to believe that we are created by moss you can. You just need to be open minded and accepting other people’s beliefs. Paganism is anything not Christian, Muslim, or Jewish. Wicca is a branch of Paganism (you know how Baptist is a branch of Christian that is how it works with Paganism too). Wicca is a nature-based path where people believe (not all but most) that there is a God and a Goddess. They believe in the elements, they believe that you have to respect nature and understand that with out it we would not be here, nature is what keeps us alive. They believe that you can NOT do anything to anyone without asking them first and above all knowing that whatever you do good or bad comes back on you three times as much as you gave it. The number one rule in Paganism is to harm no one unless they have hurt you or someone that you love. That is the only thing I can say for sure that everyone that is Pagan follows.



Quotes:
"The world is a vampire sent to drain" ~ Smashing Pumpkins
"If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead." ~Alice -N- Chains
"We don't know just where our bones will rest to dust I guess" ~ Smashing Pumpkins
"When I was an alien cultures weren’t options." ~Nirvana
"I'm gonna free fall out into the nothing I'm gonna leave this world for a while" ~Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers
"How high can you fly with broken wings" ~ Alice -N- Chains
"Dreams are hopeless aspirations in hopes of comin true, believe in yourself" ~Lisa Left-Eye Lopez
"All five horizons revolved around her soul" ~ Pearl Jam
"I love you because I know no other way"
"The past is never far" ~ Goo Goo Dolls
"The more you suffer the more it shows you care, right?" ~ The Offspring
"I'd rather be hated for what I am than loved for what I am not." ~ Kurt Cobian
"There is no alternative to being yourself." ~Unknown

"The seed of knowledge withers in
the harsh wasteland of ignorance,
yet grows strong in the fertile
fields of imagination."
~Nantala M. Lavarenlavadora

"Beware of they who would deny
you knowledge, for in their hearts
they perceive themselves your
master."
~Nantala M. Lavarenlavadora

"Hey lil guy! I shall call him squishy and he shall be mine; And he shall be my squishy.
Ouch!
Bad Squishy!" ~ Dorie



Movies = Silence Of The Lambs, But Im A Cheerleader, Primal Fear, The Closet, Fight Club, 13 Ghost, The Slaughter House Rules, Gone in 60 Seconds, Gia, Monster, Boys on the Side, Poison Ivy, Firestarter, Alice In Wonderland, Corrina Corrina, William Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet, What's Eating Gilbert Grape?, Bio-Dome, The Waterboy, Happy Gilmore, Billy Madison, The Wedding Singer, Little Nicky, Big Daddy, Jury Duty, In the Army Now, Son-In-Law, Encino Man, American History X, Howard the Duck, The Lord of the Rings, The Labyrinth, Hackers, High Art, Better Than Chocolate, Wild Heart Can't Be Broken, Man in the Moon, Kiss the Girls, Girl Interrupted, L.I.L.Y. Cat, Ninja Scroll, Center Stage, The Cutting Edge, Catwoman, Jay & Silent Bob series, The Never Ending Story.
Anything with  Edward Norton.,Clea DuVall.,anything that Kevin Smith has stared in or directed.,I love Pauly Shore, Adam Sandler, and Jim Carey.,I am a huge fan of horror, independent, cult, low budget, and comedy movies.,I like some foreign, and documentaries. I am a huge movie buff!



Music = Grunge, Classic Rock, Rock, Industrial, Ska, Big Band, Techno, and the rest I am selective on, Rap, R&B, Folk, Punk, Trance, New Age, Celtic, Jazz, Blues and (80's) Rock Ballads..,I like just about anything and am willing to try anything once (that goes with any part of my life)..,.,well almost anything!



My Favorite Bands: Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, The Beatles, CCR, The Doors, The Eagles, Lynard Skynard, Arrested Development, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Blink 182, Smashing Pumpkins, (Old) No Doubt, GodSmack, Green Day, Oasis, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Creed, System of the Down, Alice N Chains, CandleBox, Bush, Live, Kittie, NIN, Korn, (old) AeroSmith, Bloodhound Gang, Tool, Goo Goo Dolls, Hottie N The Blow Fish, Dream Theate, Drop Kick Murphys, The Dave Mattews Band, Cranberries, Silverchai, BoneThugs N Harmony, Enigma, Metallica, Guns N Roses, Boys II Men, Stone Temple Pilots, Matchbox20, Counting Crows, Queen, REM, Eiffel 65, Eminem, Eurythmics, Fleetwood Mac, PM Dawn, Prince, Rammstien, Soul Asylum, Soundgarden, TLC, Marylin Manson, Greatful Dead, & more!



Favorite Male Singer(s)/Songwriter(s): Kurt Cobain, Jimi Hendrix, Roger Waters, Brian Warner, Ozzie Osborne, DJ Sammy, Beethoven, Jim Morrison, Garth Brooks, Freddy Mercury, Arron Lewis, Eddie Vedder, Lane Stanly, Gavin Rosdale, Bob Dylan, Billy Corgan, Trent Reznor, Nelly, Sting, Elton John, Phil Collins, Eric Clapton, John Lennon, Willie Nelson, Jonathan Davis, Jerry Garcia, Daivd Grisman, DJ Tiesto, Robert Plant, Jimmy Page & Many More!



Favorite Female Singer(s)/Songwriter(s): Janis Joplin, Pink, Annie Lennox, Cyndi Lauper, Alanis Morisette, Tori Amos, Eve, Kylie Minogue, Melissa Etheridge, Melissa Ferrick, Enya, Lisa Lobe, Stevie Nicks, Jewel, Madonna, Dido, Bjork, Poe, Beth Orton, Macy Grey, Sinead O’Connor, Katie Lang, Poe, Momma Cass, Amy Lee, Dar Williams, Ripley Caine, Charlotte Church, Alix Olson, Joan Osborne, Teacy Chapman, Cher, Missy Elliot, Carole King, Bjork, Rupaul, Ani DiFranco, just to name a few!



I was onced asked; If you could date any celebrity, past or present, time and age not a factor, who would you date? I answered:  Drew Barrymore, Clea Duvall, Jennifer Connelly, Angelina Jolie, Amy Lee, Jeanne Granofolo, Janis Joplin, David Bowie, Bjork, John Lennon, Taye Diggs, Gina Gershon, Neve Campbell, Ellen Degeneres, Christina Ricci, Liv Tyler, Sinead O’Connor, Annie Lennox, Ashley Judd, Melissa Ferrick, Melissa Etheridge, Ani Difranco, Dar Williams, Anne Rice, Cher, Demi Moore, Whoopi Goldberg, Mary Stuart Masterson, Robin Williams, Adam Sandler, Edward Norton, Kevin Smith, DJ Teisto, Jim Carey, Mary-Louise Parker, Julia Stiles, Sandra Bullock, Fairuza Balk and Oksana Baiul.
Most of these ^ people I would love to date for their minds but there are a few that it is just about the body!