lovin' it.
i told the doctors that they could go to hell and that i wasn't taking any more of the meds that they had me on for so long. i had been on them so long i'd forgotten the basics, who i am. and now i'm not taking any more of them, i know that it makes me a "highly volitile" and a "high risk being" but i don't care~! i went out, got another tatto, cut my hair, wear glasses sometimes in place of my contacts and have a whole new look to go with a whole new me.
the doctors kept telling me that i was gonig to gain waite if i stopped me meds, like that should be a valid reason to take 8 pills every night ad day!
bi-polar
masacistic
manic depressive
anti anxioty
anti psycotics
a few other daylies
and then the oxycodoxe
darvos.
methylyanPREdnessoloncodine
and a few anti biotics for being sick.
well, i stoped all but the ones for being sick and i love it.
i'm not a shell anymore.
i'm happy again and to hell with you and the rest who think i should take them.
i told the doctors that they could go to hell and that i wasn't taking any more of the meds that they had me on for so long. i had been on them so long i'd forgotten the basics, who i am. and now i'm not taking any more of them, i know that it makes me a "highly volitile" and a "high risk being" but i don't care~! i went out, got another tatto, cut my hair, wear glasses sometimes in place of my contacts and have a whole new look to go with a whole new me.
the doctors kept telling me that i was gonig to gain waite if i stopped me meds, like that should be a valid reason to take 8 pills every night ad day!
bi-polar
masacistic
manic depressive
anti anxioty
anti psycotics
a few other daylies
and then the oxycodoxe
darvos.
methylyanPREdnessoloncodine
and a few anti biotics for being sick.
well, i stoped all but the ones for being sick and i love it.
i'm not a shell anymore.
i'm happy again and to hell with you and the rest who think i should take them.
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the pauper prince : hey there smiley on May 2, 2007you are so god damn great, i barely know what to do with myself sometimes.
i miss you when you aren't around, and have been dreaming of you as of late.
nothing quite like you dreams, but nonetheless they are dreams still.
one of the dreams that i have had of you, was last night and we were partying somewhere, and there was Janis Joplin (i'm reading her bio now) and everyone was making fun if her because she was ugly. and you and i were like, "yeah, well she can sing better than anyone.
it was weird standing beside one of my favorite singers.
but most importantly, you were there, and it made it all the worthwhile.
lots of love,
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the pauper prince on April 18, 2007lisa is great, because her poetry is a reflection of what she experiences. the beauty of it all is that she is speaking of the truth.
we live in an an age where truth speakers are few and far between.
she is everything that i look for in a woman, and i love her dearly.
she is my queen
love rich
