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My name is Jesska Jhudora Slayde.i write poetry because i find it an excellent way to express emotions and feelings of love (or hate) towards someone. i believe anyone can write poetry and it is good as you make it. remember, you are your own worse enemy.
I am one of the two founders of C-U-T-T-E-R, a support group for people who use to or currently are struggling with depression, self harm etc. both me and the other founder (Angelwithnowings) have had experience in a vast number of horrible situations so we can help people through pretty much anything. if you are interested, search for our joint allpoetry page, C-U-T-T-E-R, and add us as a favorite. if you ever need to talk, just send a message to me or angel and we will get back to you with ant advice we have asap.



HATE EMO?
READ THIS:
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE
BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF ING AND DODGING RUMORS
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS

Rules Of The Deathnote:

*The human whose name is written in this note shall die.
*This note will not take effect unless the writer has the persons face in their mind when writing his/her name. Therefore, people sharing the same name will not be affected.
*If the cause of death is written within 40 seconds of writing the persons name, it will happen.
*If the cause of death is not specified the person will simply die of a heart attack.
*After writing the cause of death, details of the death should be written in the next 6 minutes and 40 seconds.
*This note shall become the property of the human world, once it touches the ground on (arrival in) the human world.
*The owner of the note can recognize the image and voice of its original owner, i.e. a god of death.
*The human who uses this note can neither go to Heaven nor Hell.
*If the cause of death is written within 40 seconds after writing the cause of death will be a heart attack, the time of death can be manipulated, and the time can go into effect within 40 seconds after writing the name.
*The human who touches the DEATH NOTE can recognise the image and voice of its original owner, a god of death, even if the human is not the owner of the note.
*The conditions for death will not be realized unless it is physically possible for that human or it is reasonably assumed to be carried out by that human.
*The specific scope of the condition for death is not known to the gods of death, either. So, you must examine and find out.
*One page taken from the DEATH NOTE, or even a fragment of the page, contains the full effects of the note.
*The instrument to write with can be anything, (e.g. cosmetics, blood, etc) as long as it can write directly onto the note and remains as legible letters.
*Even the original owners of the DEATH NOTE, gods of death, do not know much about the note.


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When a girl is quiet..
Millions of things are running through her head.
When a girl is not arguing..
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks starely at you..
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "I'm Fine"..
She isnt.
When a girl lays her head on your chest..
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says "i Love You"..
She means it.
And when a girl says she misses you..
No one in this world can miss you more than she does

who would've thought
the girl with the biggest smile on her face everyday
cried herself to sleep [e.v.e.r.y] night
because she knew she wasnt good enough


-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

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