I will note a warning. If you notice my dedication to a person whom I believed was real, and an extremely decent awsome person, is gone. They turned out to be a lady's cruel prank and joke. If I find out your pretending to be someone you are not, first i'll tell you the pain your putting others through, second, to tell them that they DIED! in a car crash is just plain cruel. Third, I'll hope to God, that you can see the error of your ways. I've learned that in life we cannot change the actions of others, but we can help them see. Sure, I am furious, but my anger will not be wasted on those who believe that trickery is "cool" "funny" or any other antic. Please, I beg of you on the internet to not use this as a tool to get a daily kick. This may be the cyberworld, but it still hurts like hell.
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-----///\\----- If you
----///-\\\---- Know
---|||---|||--- Someone who
---|||---|||--- Died of
---|||---|||--- Cancer,
----\\\-///---- Then
-----\\///----- Post this
------///\----- On
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About Me: Mess with my family or my friends and you will be six feet under, I am not kidding. I'm fed up with son of a bitching guys , assholes, jerks, and putas, so i'd watch out. Life is a bitch, and the only way to win is to be a bitch back. That explains a lot about me, don't like it? tough, go crawl in a hole...
Ap Husband: BLanceH
In snowpack, (a wolf rp group) , my wonderful, funny, handsome mate is RockerBoy
My ap dad(s)-
Amethyst SilverMoon
Poet-of-the-Shadows
My ap mommehs-
ShadowSlave
-Kari Kismet-
MY ap step - mommeh
Crimson Rose
My ap sisters
*Sarin Darktree
*Mie SilverMoon
*DevotedHuntress
*Larue
*Nephlim
*Barbed-wire-heart
*JohnnyCades-girl
*Pinkydinkerdoo
*damaged-rose
*Morgan Kennedy Night
*beast from the east
*FallenAngelofDrkness
*redneckpiraterenee
*Reflected Pain
*Crystal60521
My ap brothers
*LoveLostButNotGone
*lucian valcor
*DraconicPhantom
My Ap cousin-
Michaelz Baby
My Ap Knight-
Constant Rain
QUOTES BY THE STUPID OR BY THE BRILLIANT
Jess
~Listen to your heart and not your heads
Jess
Honest to God, strike me dead?
Jess, 2-9-08
"If you are sin, then I'd sin everyday just to be with you."
JessTheRentyMess, 4-27-08
Please take a moment in silent prayer for everyone who has been claimed by death...
Family members, never forgotten.
Rest in Peace and in memory:
TatteredWeave
Grandpa B.
Grandma B.
Grandpa H.
Grandma H.
Uncle Butch
Aunt Jodie
Hope
Nelson
Jaime
Micheal Jr. (May God forgive our sins-Rest in peace little one
)
You have all been apart of my life, even in the littlest ways. I hope God will place you next to him, at his great table and drink to your honor. Without you, I would not be. I only wish you could still be here,and may you all, forever Rest In Peace...
We will never forget...
Lately, I have had an expirience that really got me looking at my life. I wouldn't call it an epiphany but rather an insight into myself. I realize that the only thing in life that matters to me, is sacrificing all that I am to help my friends and family...Whether they have hurt me in the past or not. So forgive my rather grim mood, I am never going to forget 1-9-2009, for that was the day I almost died.
/\_/|
\ /
\ /
-----///\\----- If you
----///-\\\---- Know
---|||---|||--- Someone who
---|||---|||--- Died of
---|||---|||--- Cancer,
----\\\-///---- Then
-----\\///----- Post this
------///\----- On
-----///\\\---- Your
----///--\\\--- Page.
About Me: Mess with my family or my friends and you will be six feet under, I am not kidding. I'm fed up with son of a bitching guys , assholes, jerks, and putas, so i'd watch out. Life is a bitch, and the only way to win is to be a bitch back. That explains a lot about me, don't like it? tough, go crawl in a hole...
Ap Husband: BLanceH
In snowpack, (a wolf rp group) , my wonderful, funny, handsome mate is RockerBoy
My ap dad(s)-
Amethyst SilverMoon
Poet-of-the-Shadows
My ap mommehs-
ShadowSlave
-Kari Kismet-
MY ap step - mommeh
Crimson Rose
My ap sisters
*Sarin Darktree
*Mie SilverMoon
*DevotedHuntress
*Larue
*Nephlim
*Barbed-wire-heart
*JohnnyCades-girl
*Pinkydinkerdoo
*damaged-rose
*Morgan Kennedy Night
*beast from the east
*FallenAngelofDrkness
*redneckpiraterenee
*Reflected Pain
*Crystal60521
My ap brothers
*LoveLostButNotGone
*lucian valcor
*DraconicPhantom
My Ap cousin-
Michaelz Baby
My Ap Knight-
Constant Rain
QUOTES BY THE STUPID OR BY THE BRILLIANT
Jess
~Listen to your heart and not your heads
Jess
Honest to God, strike me dead?
Jess, 2-9-08
"If you are sin, then I'd sin everyday just to be with you."
JessTheRentyMess, 4-27-08
Please take a moment in silent prayer for everyone who has been claimed by death...
Family members, never forgotten.
Rest in Peace and in memory:
TatteredWeave
Grandpa B.
Grandma B.
Grandpa H.
Grandma H.
Uncle Butch
Aunt Jodie
Hope
Nelson
Jaime
Micheal Jr. (May God forgive our sins-Rest in peace little one
)You have all been apart of my life, even in the littlest ways. I hope God will place you next to him, at his great table and drink to your honor. Without you, I would not be. I only wish you could still be here,and may you all, forever Rest In Peace...
We will never forget...
Lately, I have had an expirience that really got me looking at my life. I wouldn't call it an epiphany but rather an insight into myself. I realize that the only thing in life that matters to me, is sacrificing all that I am to help my friends and family...Whether they have hurt me in the past or not. So forgive my rather grim mood, I am never going to forget 1-9-2009, for that was the day I almost died.
- Last seen right now. Member since April 8, 2006.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 508 comments.
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, and quote is "People who've come to meet death too many times, aren't afraid to let go, we're afraid to leave those we love behind unprotected. ". - I am a 15 year old girl from Ohio (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm training to be a lifeguard.
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- I am in the groups Celestial Moon Empire, Kingdom of Fenris, Slaughter House, Snow Pack, The Archive, The Darktree Clan, The Kingdom of SaLO, The Solar Kingdom
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Devoted Huntress on October 8Junior year is absolutely the worst year for us all... Ugh, everything is so damn complicated. I am ranked 1__ in my class year and I hate it. I want to be in the top hundred at least. Rank 100 would be better than my current one, though I do not remember what it is... o.o. I am so ashamed of myself. I used to be a good student. Get everything done right away and finish things without question. Now I am like what is the pointof doing all of this anymore? I do not see any point at all in doing any of this.
I really just want to go and vanish from this earth... go somewhere peaceful where there are not likely to be any problems. 


This is so damn complicated. Plus, it does not help that there is some guy majorly hitting on me and is so confident that he will go out with me. His name is ironically, Chris. XD. But yeah, the drama is just pushing me over the edge. Lol... ah, I need you right now sissy! I will message you my number
. We need to keep up our talks. Ok?
Ah, I also need to know if you have free texting or something. XD, then we can talk 24/7 if you do. Hehe -
Devoted Huntress on October 1"Everything is f-ed up straight from the heart. Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart. Gotta pick myself up, tell me where do I start."
I love that song... you should listen to it... the lyrics are on my page. <3 I miss you sissy! You have no idea how much I miss our talks. You and G were and are my saviors who I dearly need now but can never go to because of damned school
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Rose Darkest Night on September 8"I will note a warning. If you notice my dedication to a person whom I believed was real, and an extremely decent awsome person, is gone. They turned out to be a lady's cruel prank and joke. If I find out your pretending to be someone you are not, first i'll tell you the pain your putting others through, second, to tell them that they DIED! in a car crash is just plain cruel. Third, I'll hope to God, that you can see the error of your ways. I've learned that in life we cannot change the actions of others, but we can help them see. Sure, I am furious, but my anger will not be wasted on those who believe that trickery is "cool" "funny" or any other antic. Please, I beg of you on the internet to not use this as a tool to get a daily kick. This may be the cyberworld, but it still hurts like hell. "
I had the same freaking thing happen to me!!!! And it was boy, who I'd actually fallen in love with at 14 years old, and they told me the same back, and then I had to get offline for about a month and they didn't get back on to talk to me. Turns out it was just a girl I knew online, playing with my heart.
Hurts like hell doesn't it? =[ -
Devoted Huntress on September 3Sis.... I have to frisk someone in my Forensics class tomorrow.... and he plans on teasing me about it! x.x XD
