My name is Amanda and I have just had my whole world ripped apart. Justin has broken up with me, and has told me he hates me. I tried to keep it together, but i guess i wasn't good enough. I am empty and dead. Drowning in my own misery...I would do anything to get him back, but it won't happen. i am just not good enough, on my list of fuck-ups, this is the worst. I thought i could finally do something right, it was a phairytale, but it turned into my worst fear. I am alone in the world again, and its my own damn fault.
- Last seen on May 11 9:40 AM. Member since October 21, 2008.
- I'm a aventurine thought poet for 58 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "hate, pain, misery".
- I am a 18 year old woman from Ohio (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm hating myself, and drowning in misery.
- I am in the groups A Critical Circle, A Place to Vent, Eating Disorders, The Witches Circle, The Witches Circle for TEENS, Twilight Obsessed, the twilight fan club, those who wish to lose weight group mo, xXDarkxPoetsXx
- I have 58 comments, 23 poems
My Poetry
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I caused my own demise
i'm not good enough
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Dead.Sweet on March 19thanks for the comments
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MikeLondon : Leaves of Eve explained on November 22, 2008One of my favorite poems that I have written, and one I continually return too (hence a zillion different versions). The poem is about me and my art. "The Leaves of Eve" is my writing, which should clear this mystery up for you. When I originally wrote the poem in 1995, I wrote "Leaves" because "leaves" is another word for paper, and I combined Leaves with Eve as there is rhyming there. I could probably come up with something better as Eve don't really tie in that well, unless perhaps poetry and writing is part of the "femine mind", whcih of course it isn't. Now the poem is to much a part of me to really change around.
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Myjoy on November 21, 2008Just wanted to say HELLO! I see you are pretty new too so welcome, welcome. Thanks for the lovley comment.
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XxMeaganxStrangexX : Ello on October 30, 2008Hey welcome to the Others. Just saying hi.
-A Strange One.
