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Hey! I'm Kristine and I love to write poetry. I guess i'm ok b/c I was set to be published a few months ago! No matter what people may say, I'm not emo. I just have my moments. Ok so there's this guy that I am now getting closer with. We talk a lot and it is getting really flirty. It's not my luck that he would ever like me. I don't want to screw up the new found friendship. He is such a great guy, I need to remember that we are just friends.~ Too late..now he knows. He said he just had a feelin and that it wasn't gonna make him think anything different bout our friendship. I don't think he is right though cause he's barely talked to me since he found out for sure. He won't even talk to me on myspace. He stares at me in class and always looks away smiling. Our mutual friends say that he talks bout me all the time, yet he won't talk to me. I have heard him talkin bout me yet what the heck..he won't talk to me.

Maybe he was right. We are talkin again, more than ever =] Um.. I really hope that there is something going on there. I am starting to think maybe and I never admit stuff like that bout myself. Who knows. I went to his wrestling match with my friends and it was interesting. I was lookin for my friends bro and saw JB lookin up at me from the sidelines. When I saw him he smiled at me and did the headnod thingy! He's so cute. He didn't get to wrestle though. We talked online afterwords. That is the reason that I am so tired today.. we talked until after 11:30 and again this morning before skool. =) This is really nice.. sure we talked bout wrestling, but hey, it's better than nothin. I sound pathetic and lovesick..but I can't help it.. I really like him. I tried to get over him but everywhere I go he's there or someone starts talkin to me bout him. Everywhere I go!
I swear that I didnt go to the wrestling match for him.. even though no one believes me. I am just tryin to be more skool spirited my senior year...j/k! I think I just was sick of sittin at home and i hate being there with my
freakin stepfather. My aunt wants me to have JB teach my 6 yr old cousin some wrestling moves so I can spend more time with him.. um, I am thinkin not.

yea we are talkin bout everyday.. last night was fun it was very random small talk..hey it's better than nothing.
I found out he's allergic to drama lol he's so cute!

um...so we both got really sick this weekend. Is that really weird or what? We were both perfectly healthy on Friday then woke up sick on Saturday. I found out this morning online. I feel so bad for him. He said that his breathing just got back to normal this morning! Um..he's so freakin cute! After last weeks match, he even was like "thanx for comin to c me tho...i appreciate it. peace out and much luv" i got so much crap for that it means nothin, just that we are friends..aka..no progress has been made in the past month and a half.

JB is finally back @ skool yeah, he was sick all weekend and for the past 2 days