JadedxEvil• Show poetry

allpoetry.com/jadedevil - where alot of my poetry is.
vampirefreaks.com/XxOhItsJustMexX
deadjournal.com/users/xjadedxevil04x

MY FAVES!!
~ Ross ("i like to change my name too much" person. )
~ Unvivid Dreams
~ FallingDeep (CHELS!!!)
~ CyanideKiss
~ BellaGodiva
~ Theostuges (hehe i drive-by tackle him )
~ Lithium (hes an awesome person)

~*Songs I Can Relate To*~

NIGHT ALONE

This wasn't just another night alone
My mind has cornered me against the wall
Bleeding, scratching fingernails are gone
The scars on my wall tell this all

I'm feeling like the worst is yet to come
Because the night has just begun

Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind slipping, my mind slipping away

I never thought this night could come again
My mind has proven me wrong in the end
The confidence in me is wearing thin
No matter what, my mind will win

Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind slipping, my mind slipping away

Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
My feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind slipping, my mind slipping away

RETURN TO SELF LOATHING

sick of the way i am feeling. waking up watching myself slipping. should i just take out my eyes? no longer want them for this life. acting strong only on the outside. hiding shame and pain on the inside. i've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said). sleepless nights staring at the ceiling. sanity running on empty. try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said). taken for granted again. stranding my thoughts no matter what i said. loosing my mind again. stranded my thoughts no matter what i said. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts no matter what i said.


The Real Me- Me (haha)
You say I'm strong
I say you're wrong
I'm actually quite weak inside
You have no idea how often I've cried
You say I have lots of determination
Can't you see I'm full of frustration?
You say I have a beautiful face
Please, the way I look is a disgrace
You see many wonderful qualities within me
I'm sorry, but I have to disagree
Everything you see is just a front
I only let you see what I want
I don't see me the way you do
Oh, if you only knew
For I fear if I really let you in
You wouldn't like what you see within
It's taken many years to build these walls
You can't wander my mind's inner halls
If you're lucky you may get a small peek
Of the inner me that you seek
Just don't be surprised at the view you get
It's not very pretty, this I will admit
For inside this beautiful, strong outer shell
There is a frightened little girl living in hell