JadedEvil• Show poetry

*I'm ready to give up.... Is it really worth it? I'm tired of the pain.*

~ http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=jadedevil ~

ok due to some of the poems ive recently read ive decided to make a list of some authors i really like on this site so here we go.

~ Anathematized (his poerty is awesome read it or else!! lol)
~ Snow Whyte (second fave on this site)
~ Unvivid Dreams
~ FallingDeep
~ CyanideKiss
~ BellaGodiva
more to come as i find em

~*Songs I Can Relate To*~

MEST- (check em out they're awesome

NIGHT ALONE

This wasn't just another night alone
My mind has cornered me against the wall
Bleeding, scratching fingernails are gone
The scars on my wall tell this all

I'm feeling like the worst is yet to come
Because the night has just begun

Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind slipping, my mind slipping away

I never thought this night could come again
My mind has proven me wrong in the end
The confidence in me is wearing thin
No matter what, my mind will win

Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind slipping, my mind slipping away

Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
Please let me breathe, you're choking me and my feelings
My feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind slipping, my mind slipping away

RETURN TO SELF LOATHING

sick of the way i am feeling. waking up watching myself slipping. should i just take out my eyes? no longer want them for this life. acting strong only on the outside. hiding shame and pain on the inside. i've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said). sleepless nights staring at the ceiling. sanity running on empty. try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said). taken for granted again. stranding my thoughts no matter what i said. loosing my mind again. stranded my thoughts no matter what i said. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts no matter what i said.



SHELL OF MYSELF

The nightmares not over.
The sky is still covered with blood that we both spilled.
That night that we last shared.

Lately
I've been
A shell of myself can't you see?
I can not hold back
The feelings of fear within me.

This nightmare has no end.
The walls still black and red.
This figures haunting me.
This fears consuming me.

[x2]
Lately
I've been
A shell of myself can't you see?
I can not hold back
The feelings of fear within me.

JADED

There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explanation, when we're done?

All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong?

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.

Now here i sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, byyyyyyy...

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years....
...spent, so faded and wreckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.