A lot of my poetry here is sad. That's because I lost someone that I love very much, and have yet to get over him. However, after a recent spell in hospital I'm much more optimistic for the future. I feel that I can lead a happy and full life without him, because for me, he is still here. Not in any physical sense, but in my heart and my memories. I now don't feel so afraid to make some more happy memories, without him.
Whilst in hospital I met another man. I still feel sort of guilty, but the fact of the matter is that although part of my life ended when Andrew died, unfortunately most of it carried on living, therefore I may as well try and be happy for that part. Plus, I really like him. He's understanding and patient and caring. We're taking it slowly, but hopefully it will work out to be something good. I have seen other men since Andrew died, but they've never worked out - I wasn't prepared to give my 'full' to them, and they didn't like that. Quite understandable, really.
I'm no longer feeling guilty for still missing and wanting Andrew. Some people go through life searching and never find their soul mate. They NEVER do. I did, I just happened to have him for a far shorter time period than I had hoped for. It's sad, and tragic, but it's also a part of life. I have to embrace the fact that I had someone whom I loved and who loved me back.
Whilst in hospital I met another man. I still feel sort of guilty, but the fact of the matter is that although part of my life ended when Andrew died, unfortunately most of it carried on living, therefore I may as well try and be happy for that part. Plus, I really like him. He's understanding and patient and caring. We're taking it slowly, but hopefully it will work out to be something good. I have seen other men since Andrew died, but they've never worked out - I wasn't prepared to give my 'full' to them, and they didn't like that. Quite understandable, really.
I'm no longer feeling guilty for still missing and wanting Andrew. Some people go through life searching and never find their soul mate. They NEVER do. I did, I just happened to have him for a far shorter time period than I had hoped for. It's sad, and tragic, but it's also a part of life. I have to embrace the fact that I had someone whom I loved and who loved me back.
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forever in luv on June 18, 2006Thanks for all th comments and i love that poem also!
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beauty-of-neptune on January 8, 2006I heard something the other day and it made me think of you:
Amor Vincit Omnia.
Love Conquers All.
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Hello there what a horrible habit you have developed.Not replying to those who read your stuff or rather completely ignoring them...thats not nice at all.Anyways it good to hear you are trying to change.Hopefully I'll see you around and my dear I'm not leaving I'm staying right here.
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Becca The Rx Queen on July 24, 2005ey there long time no talk hope you're doing swell I still like your poetry. Well I hope you remember me later days!!!
