...And i will not let her shake me
My hands not hers to hold
I'd rather sit waiting for paint to dry
staring at the sky with my eyes closed
Instead of praying for perfection
I will tell you what i think
Eating is fucking AMAZING!!!
Fuck My Eating Disorder!!!!
♥
Heya I'm Meggen!!!
I am insanely in love with poetry
I enjoy all kinds; like lollies!!!
I am 17!!
...And i've had a pretty good year
Apart from gaining an eating disorder
(Which i am in recovery for!!)
((FINGERS CROSSED KIDS))
I've found a beautiful boy
Who i love so much
And my best friend moved to the same city!!
My year was filled with suprizes!!
beautiful people and moments!!!
♥
I haven't always had a great time in life
Most of it filled with addiction, abuse and heartbreak
But with a pen in my hand and hope in my thoughts
The whole world seems to stop and it's just me
and that moment, those feelings! filled with inspiraion
I AM MYSELF!! lost in rhyme and spirit xD
...Poetry was my first best friend and will always be in my life
If you want to get to know me MSG ME!!! ADD ME!! COMMENT ME!!!
xD i don't bite...much!
♥
Meggen Monster
My hands not hers to hold
I'd rather sit waiting for paint to dry
staring at the sky with my eyes closed
Instead of praying for perfection
I will tell you what i think
Eating is fucking AMAZING!!!
Fuck My Eating Disorder!!!!
♥
Heya I'm Meggen!!!
I am insanely in love with poetry
I enjoy all kinds; like lollies!!!
I am 17!!
...And i've had a pretty good year
Apart from gaining an eating disorder
(Which i am in recovery for!!)
((FINGERS CROSSED KIDS))
I've found a beautiful boy
Who i love so much
And my best friend moved to the same city!!
My year was filled with suprizes!!
beautiful people and moments!!!
♥
I haven't always had a great time in life
Most of it filled with addiction, abuse and heartbreak
But with a pen in my hand and hope in my thoughts
The whole world seems to stop and it's just me
and that moment, those feelings! filled with inspiraion
I AM MYSELF!! lost in rhyme and spirit xD
...Poetry was my first best friend and will always be in my life

If you want to get to know me MSG ME!!! ADD ME!! COMMENT ME!!!
xD i don't bite...much!
♥
Meggen Monster
- Last seen right now. Member since December 24, 2008.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 278 comments.
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, and quote is "♥". - I am a 17 year old girl (Australia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm ..and on my tire swing talking on my banana phone..uh ha!!!.
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- I am in the groups A Dirty Pretty Group, Alone and Broken, Beautiful Minds Dark Addictions, Eating Disorders, To Write Love On Her Arms, those who wish to lose weight group mo, xXDarkxPoetsXx
- I have 278 comments, 4 contests, 190 poems, 9 journals
Poems I'm focused on
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Her eyes started to well up with tears
As her Mother's hand reached out28 lines, 3 comments, November 23 -
21 lines, 1 comment, November 21
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20 lines, 1 comment, November 17
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Us; The beautiful people,
Surrounding ourselves with beautiful things30 lines, 4 comments, November 17
My Poetry
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As Tuesday broke she realized
She'd been trapped for far to long17 lines, 1 comment, December 6 -
You are my only sanity,
Butterflies creep whenever you are near,22 lines, 3 comments, December 5
My journal entries
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Wow 1 1.41am Am i tired..? hm..not sure. Maybe xD 2 Need a smoke brb. ♥ 3 1.46am Ahhhchoo..(sneeze) 4 Well hmm life atm.. CRAZYYY CRAZYYY CRAZZYYYYYY 5 I am so sick. I am going insane..and don't know what to do. Should i recover (like really take this seriously) from my ED or should iDecember 5, 200 words. → Make first comment?
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I didn't realise i was hurting anyone, i honestly thought this was normal. I woke up this morning, i was fine! i was happy. But then i ate...i took that first apple and accepted health. then that peice of toast; i was okay. i can do this! i will not purge today!! i promise i promise Oh wow would you look atNovember 22, 500 words. → Make first comment?
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FUCK THIS!!!!!!!!!! 1 i am sad, angry, just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... 2 And do you know why??!?!?!?!?!? this is the most fucked up reason!!!! and alot of people would kill me if they knew... 3 Because i've been eating normally for 3 weeks...and i hate it!!! i'm going crazy! 4 I try to ignore theNovember 21, In Diary, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Sad. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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glamour glitch. on December 6It is, very beautiful. It's one of my favorite novels as of right now, haha.
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glamour glitch. on December 4Nice page.
Especially the segment at the top about eating disorders -
Beautiful. ♥ -
XxShOoTiNgStArxX on December 3I have to say, love.. the first 9words on your page are amazing. FUCK YOUR EATING DISORDER. I heart you, stay strong.
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x.Floating.in.XTC.x : my sis! ..<3333 on December 2hey just hoping your okay

just wana drop by to say i love you bunches!! <3
hehe
spreading some love
~~ after the darkest hour,comes the dawn of a bright new day.xx
dont lose hope!
:] hehe just leaving some words that might cheer u up
<3
