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Hello my name is Madison. I am 18. and live in El paso TX. I'm redheaded-but not hot headed

I have not written much lately... for a long time now. I guess I've gone through a very long stage of writers block and pray that it comes back because some days it's on the tip of my tongue and i miss pulling out a piece of paper and jotting it all down, but it just won't come out. I still have quite a few pieces uncommented I'm sure, and comments are still much appreciated until further notice of writes. Lately it's just been that I write many poems a day [most unfinished] and never find time to type them up on here.
please feel free to read my work!
much appreciated
~Madi~

The rest of this page is prettyyy old.




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I love to write. I could sit down and write anything. I am a very sensitive person at times I'll admit. And I have numbed myself for a long time now. But I am slowly healing with the help of my amazing friend[s] and family.

I like a variety of music but mostly listen to rock, punk and soft rock.

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If I cut myself wide open would you crawl inside and save my soul?


Any teen who can wake up in the morning
and be willing to face another painful, agonizing day
out there in that dark, cold, ugly world
is mentally powerful.
The one with so many shattered hearts and broken dreams,
just searching relentlessly for something, someone to hold on to and believe in.
No one in the world is as strong as a teen trying to persevere
in this media-centred culture we're living in.
Always being pressured to act like someone else,
look like someone else, talk like someone else...be someone else.
Listening to rumours and lies said about them,
crying themselves to sleep at night,
being made fun of for looks and interests,
and as a result: suicides, shootings, depression,
and sometimes leading up to even terrorism.
So think about the things you say and do before you pursue them,
because the actions you perform today
might have an effect on the world tomorrow.







People who have changed my life (in a good way): (not in any order) : my mom, Mrs.Derrick, Jane, Jannette, Melissa, Katie, Carolyn, Erica E., Ashley V., Kelly, Mrs.Martinez, Senora Crump, Sadie, Jazzy (AP twin), Julie C., Aaron M., Danielle D., Meg, Thorn, Charity, Jackie, Mrs. Lora, Mrs. Brandi, Leah Miller,

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some of my sites
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{~Here is my myspace~}:www.myspace.com/snapeschoolnerd

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SOME AWSOME POEMS!-short songs-and dark quotes (the quotes were placed on here long time ago when I was severely deperssed.. i mean more than now... and I still find them as if they were a part of the person I was, but I'm afraid keeping them on here makes me look like some dark freakish person... but oh well maybe I'll remove them someday... :

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Razors and knives, horrible things,
Explanations, slip my mind
Press and drag, for comforting stings,
Soon, addiction's what you find.
No longer can you wait a day,
An hour's far too long,
Despite what you hear them say,
You still don't think it's wrong.
You like the sting, it makes you smile,
While the blood dripping down makes you snicker,
Finally, something worth your while,
As the lines grow thicker and thicker.."




"I'll draw you a picture,
I'll draw it with a twist,
I'll draw it with a razorblade,
I'll draw it on my wrist.
And if I draw it correctly,
a red fountain will appear...
to wash away my sorrows,
to chase away my fears."





LOVE HP!!!! LOVE JKR!!!! LOVE PROFFESSOR SNAPE!!!!


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QUOTES:

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Yesterday was History Tomorrow is a Mystery but today is a gift that's why it is called the present.


"Scars are stories, history written on the body."

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How will you know I am hurting,
If you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body
Tells what words cannot explain."


"And despite what I might say
I measure pleasure by the pain
Measure pleasure by the twisting
Of the metal in the vein."


what if the person you secretly loved
tells you that he already found
that special someone that he wants
to spend forever with.
would you be brave enough to ask him who it is?
or bear the pain inside, not knowing
it was you all along...


Before love I was an optomistic girl
During love I was a happy girl
After love I was a broken girl
Now I'm just a dead girl
Stuck inside a living body
LOVE KILLS


Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.



She's so sick of never being beautiful enough, never being stronger, or better. She?s sick of going home everyday, & wishing she was someone else. For once she wants to look in the mirror & be happy for what she sees back. She's so sick of everyone telling her "you can do so much better then that". Maybe she can't? She's sick of people bringing her down & telling her that she isn't good enough. But i guess all she really wants, is to be more then 2nd best.


"America is a nation of addicts. We're addicted not just to one thing, but often to several – like cigarettes, food, television, music, drugs, sex, even work. Each of these things is a kind of drug -- because each temporarily gets your mind off of your pain."





~Madison G.~
(AKA: madi, mado, RED)

peace.