ImNotDeadYet

• Last seen on Oct 22 5:24 AM. Member since April 15.
• I'm a topaz horse poet for 15 comments.
• My mood is , and quote is "Just wanna die.".
• I am a 14 year old girl from Virginia (United States)
• When I'm not writing, I'm Just being me..
• I am in the groups Alone and Broken, Angels Cry Suicide, Beautiful Minds Dark Addictions, Little Fawns Family, Love hate anger confused, Midnight Freaks, Music Rules My Soul, So you want comments, The Night Your Guardian Angel Fell, To Write Love On Her Arms Tonight
• I have 15 comments, 11 poems, 4 journals

My Poetry

• I'll never be good enough

  Ill never be good enough for you,
  Ive never been of any value.

  14 lines, August 11. In Angst, Pain, Sad, Depressed, Emo
• Almost Forgotten

  Its almost as if, I never exist.
  Its almost as if, I'll never be missed.

  18 lines, 2 comments, July 12. In Pain, Sad, Emo
• Since you care so much.

  Yeah, I get it.
  You don't love me,

  23 lines, 1 comment, May 21. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Teen issues
• Closer to the end

  You got what you wished for.
  Im half dead.

  18 lines, 5 comments, May 8. In Sad, Pain, Personal, Emo

My journal entries

• My wonderful summer. -major scarasim-

  I hate my life so damn much!! there is ALWAYS something wrong with me or something I do! And OH HAPPY FUCKING JOY, My 9yr old cousin who is perfect in my parents eyes came to stay with us for the summer, and now if I don't want to help her make brownies at 1am I'm HORRIBLE, I didn't want to walk her to the pool and s

  June 11, In Angst, Depressed, My life, Teen issues.  200 words. → Make first comment?
• Ehhh Life sucks so bad

  My life sucks, My cousin who is 9 came to stay with us for the summer, long story about why, but anyhow, my parents decided to fix her up a room, they painted it, put a border up ad got like new furniture and everything, and made me get rid of the stuff that I had in there, because it was like a storage room. Well I

  May 31, In Depression, Hate, Teen issues, Teenage thinking.  200 words. → Make first comment?
• I hate myself

  Oh My God!! I feel AWFUL and I hate myself right now. There was this one girl at my school who transferred because of issues at her old school. Well she was kinda mean to me anyway, But today I found out that she cuts her self, and it was like really bad because she didnt have any bandaids or anything on it and they

  May 1, In A moment, My own personal thoughts, Other, Personal.  100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?

Guest Book

• sophia moonfairy on April 26

  Hello, I see you are new to Ap! so welcome to Ap. I hope you really enjoyed your stay here and everything. It's a wonderful website. To express and tell your feelings that other writers and poets can relate to. thanks for the random favorite. I am sure they're other poets that can relate to your work. Also if you ever feel like venting just go to alljournal.com and sign in with your ap name and you can just write it's easy and fun

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