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~*~Elmo's World~*~ last updated:08-11-08


==================>> You can call me by my real Name Cecilia, or Ceci for short, or you can call me anything out of the selection of nick names ive been given, or give me a new one.

Well heres a lil about me



++++Info on moi...

+Name~ Cecilia Andrea

+Age~ 18

+Birthday~ May 4th '90

+Height~ 5'1-5'2 i'm one or the other

+Weight~thick & pretty proud.

+Hair color~ Was naturally jet black, but ive put fusia, chocolate cherry & burgandy in it. so its all faded to a red/brown

+Eye color~ Dark Brown

+Orientation~ Me. You can say im bi, lesbian or gay, or maybe queer. I really dont care. Im just liven mah life as i am & being happy with who ever makes me happy.

+Status~ I am taken by my beautiful gurl Annie, {i love you baby boo}

+Piercings~ my earlobes (twice), nose ( left side), lip ( labret) and eye brow (right).(I also am still debating on gettting a barbell in my right ear. then im getting my cartlidge done on my left side & more holes up my ears and when im more comfortable in my skin i want to get maybe my bell button done)

+Tattoos~ a taurus >O symbol behind my right ear, more to come

+Religion~ dont have one..

+Nationality/ies~ White, German, Scottish, Irish (have freckles on nose & cheeks), Indian (cherokee, black foot & Aztec), Spanish & mexican (natural black hair & dark brown eyes)

+Smoke~ Daily (its gross, but its my dirty habit)

+Drink~ Occasionally


~~Some facts i'd thought you'd like to know or i just wana throw out there~~

XxPersonality TraitsxX

+Outspoken -Sometimes too outspoken

+love to speak my mind -Can be taken rudley, if i dont put thought into it 1st

+Constantly smiling, or laughing

+I know how to get people to trust me

+I am easy to trust

+I can be a bit of a bitch, if you piss me off or im haveing a bad case of PMS!

+I am very easy to talk to

+I usually wont give it up, If you look sad, ima stand there till you spill

+I do care, i do not fake my care & love

+If i tell you i love you, i have to mean it

+I'm terrible about keeping my own secrets, but i can keep yours!

+Funny -ive been told i promise you im not concieted lol

+TOTALLY crazy...just that kinda person you ask your self, why & how you got to talking too

+A bit of a talker -ok maybe just to much of a talker lol


+...(pretty much all i can think of right now, but if you have more leme know, ill add to my list)...+

!!*Family Matters...*!!

!* have a half brother & real brother, A mom, dad & step dad

!*My real father has been put into prison

!*My real father was in jail most the time when i was a baby

!*My father tried killing my mom twice by running her over (with a car)

!*My father is an ex alocoholic

!*Im stuck between loveing my dad (real dad) , & hateing him



~*~Past to be re-lived~*~

*I am a victim of sexual assault & harrasment possibility of rape/molestation

*I was engaged at 15 to an amazing guy Julian. (still really good ass friend to me) , & again engaged when i was 16 to carlos (who i always gave myself up too, just to be torn back down) (TIP: don't give your self up too easily, the eyes dont lie.)




~*~*~Beliefs, & interesting facts about me~*~*~

*I am a very open person about my life. Ask me anything, & i'm sure ill give you the answer, unless its too uncomfortable for me. I have nothing to hide. I'm human.

*I am a ex self harmer, i was a cutter from the ages 15-17. It took me alot to stop. But ive done great. (im really good with advice about that, i can help you)

*I dont regret anything ive done, but do admit im wrong & want to not do it again

*I started likeing girls since i was around 5yrs old

*The relationship im currently in with my gurl Annie is the 1st time that ive had this much trust in.

*9 months is the longest relationship

*1-2 min is shortest relationship

*I am out to my friends & family. Most of them know, those who dont know, arent a big part of my life.

*I do tend to give up time to time, but i always find my way back to reality

*One of my greatest fears is to get to close to a family member (preferablly males)

*I can be called a whore, hoe, bitch or anything else, & be fine with it, but if im called a SLUT, i will flip out (the guy that sexually assaulted me use to call me this name repeadetly as he hurt me)

*I am afriad of the dark, but i love to be in it.

*I am AFRAID of those nasty hairy ass eight legged retards (spiders) They are the grosses things on earth!

*I love to laugh, it's the best medicine out there

*I love to make everyone smile!

*I love to smile

*One of my fears is to let the people i love down

*Afraid to die alone

*afraid of death

*Hate to be alone, but sometimes i just need space

*I have been through counciling

*I was arrested & put into a mental institute for an hr then seen a pshyciatrist one night for 51/50 in 8th grade (i was 15)

*Have been hurt by a male & female

*Had my share of broken hearts

*Have been in love more than once

*I will admit when im wrong

*Have lost a soon to be lover by death on 9~25~06

*Never thought i could love another female, but surprised that i could

*Very open about my life, & me & my thoughts

*Willing to let love come my way, on its own

*Have been in more than one long distance relationship

*I see my self very outspoken

*Prefer to cry over the truth, then cry because i was happy over a lie

*As a kid i was very quiet, & shy, so now i tend to be over loud

*I do tend to have a very strong personality

*I hate to bite my tongue but i do it only because i dont want to regret what i said

*I'm thick & proud of who i am

*Believe in fate, & love at 1st sight

*Im not happy 4 my mistakes, but there always a part of me

*I have been cheated on, more than once, with the same guy

*I cheated once on one guy with atleast two or 3 other guys (bc he cheated on me)

*Unexpected kisses are so sweet!

*I hate been yelled at by the ones i care about (it always makes me feel like im so wrong)

*Hurts when the ones i love are angry or dissapointed in me


*When things are to good, i use to screw them up, so i wouldnt have to lose it all later when i was more attached.

*I was suicidal in 8th grade

*Im willing to try anything

*I wont do any other drug than weed

*Im willing to live life to the fullest

*I believe no one can be a better you, bc only YOU can be YOU

*i don't belive in changeing your self for someone, you change for your self first & then you can start changeing lil things for the ones you love

*I want to say im sorry to all the people ive hurt even if they diserved it

*i want to say i love u over & over again to everyone in my life until my mouth goes numb & they truely understand how much they mean to me

*Ever since 9~25~06 when My best friend lost her friend, also my soon to be gf, ive learned to cherish life a lil more

*I can be a total worry wart

*I never been able to trust a guy, in saying he loves me, but Carlos was the 1st to change that all for me & tore it right back out.

*Im afraid to hurt the ones i love

*(more later)


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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

>>I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

>>I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

>>I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

>>We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

>>I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

>>I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

>>I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

>>I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

>>We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

>>I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

>>I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

>>I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

>>I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

>>I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

>>I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

>>I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

>>I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

>>I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

>>I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.


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Girl Facts~

>When a girl bumps into your arm while walking,
she wants you to hold her hand

>When she wants a hug,
she will just stand there

>When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later

>When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

>When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

>When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
>around.

>When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

>When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

>When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

>When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

>When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that

>When a girl is mean to you after a breakup,
she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever



Guy Facts:~

>When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

>When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

>When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

>When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes,
he means it

>When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do

>When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world

>When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love

>When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

>When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

>When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else


>post this as

>IF YOUR A GUY "WHEN A GUY MISSES YOU"

>AND

>IF YOUR A GIRL POST IT AS "WHEN A GIRL MISSES YOU


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(5o things to do with your loved one)

1. Watch the sunset together.

2. Whisper to each other.

3. Cook for each other.

4. Walk in the rain.

5. Hold hands

6. Buy gifts for each other.

7. Roses.

8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.

9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.

10. Write poetry for each other.

11. Hugs are the universal medicine.

12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!

15. Spend every second possible together.

16. Look into each other's eyes.

17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.

19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.

20. Buy her a ring.

21. Sing to each other.

22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.

23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.

24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)

25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

26. Dance together.

27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.

28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes

30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.

31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.

34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.

36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.

37. Hang out with his/her friends.

38. Go to church/Mosque: pray/worship together.

39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.

40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.

41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.

42. Make sacrifices for each other.

43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.

44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.

47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."



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(Pretty funny SHYTE to read)

THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!
Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.

You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit,
and tell others to eat shit.

Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference
between shit and shineola.
There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.
You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan.

You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.
You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.

Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit,
and some days are just plain shitty.
Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit.

You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird shit.

You can carry shit, have a mountain of shit, or find yourself up shit creek without a paddle.
Sometimes everything you touch turns to shit and other times you fall in a bucket of shit and come out smelling like a rose.

When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the English language.
And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else!!
You could pass this along, if you give a shit; or not do so if you don't give a shit!
Well, Shit, it's time for me to go. Just wanted you to know that I do give a shit and hope you had a nice day, without a bunch of shit. But, if you happened to catch a load of shit from some shit-head...........
Well, Shit Happens!!!

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(BATHROOM SIGNS!)

~>Friends don't let friends
take home ugly men
Women's restroom
Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE

~>Beauty is only a light switch away.
Perkins Library, Duke University, Durham, NC

~>If life is a waste of time,
and time is a waste of life,
then let's all get wasted together
and have the time of our lives.
Armand's Pizza, Washington, DC

~>Fighting for peace is like
screwing for virginity.
The Bayou, Baton Rouge , LO

~>No matter how good she looks,
some other guy is sick and tired
of putting up with her shit.
Men's Room
Linda's Bar and Grill, Chapel Hill , NC

~>At the feast of ego
everyone leaves hungry.
Bentley's House of Coffee and Tea, Tucson, AZ

~.It's hard to make a comeback
when you haven't been anywhere.
Written in the dust on the back of a bus,
Wickenburg, AZ

~>Make love, not war.
-Hell, do both
GET MARRIED!
Women's restroom
The Filling Station, Bozeman, MT

~>If voting could really change things,
it would be illegal.
Revolution Books
New York , New York .

~>If pro is opposite of con,then what is the opposite of progress?
Congress!
Men's restroom House of Representatives,
Washington , DC

~>Express Lane:
Five beers or less
Sign over one of the urinals
Ed Debevic's, Phoenix, AZ

~>You're too good for him.
Sign over mirror in Women's restroom
Ed Debevic's, Beverly Hills , CA

~>No wonder you always go home alone.
Sign over mirror in Men's restroom,
Ed Debevic's, Beverly Hills , CA

~~~ and perhaps the most realistic one ~~~


~>A Woman's Rule of Thumb:
If it has tires or testicles,
you're going to have trouble with it
Women's restroom
Dick's Last Resort, Dallas, TX
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Dedications:





Lu bear: Big Bro i just want you to know i love you & miss you very much. I want to let you know im thankful to have you in my life as my big bro. You have been there for me for as long as i known you. You have hugged me when needed made me smile when i was down, wiped my tears when you could & talked me through things i shouldnt even have had to be going through. But i thank you & everyone else in my life for helping me. Also big bro dont forget the stupid times weve had together...yes like falling at the park, or been stupid at the lake with my parents yeah your such a great big bro & the only big bro ive ever had. You are an amazing big bro & person. Your smile & eyes always lit up & i know i can always count on you. Just know ur lil sis loves you & always here for you too.



lil sis,

ceci



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Ry-Ry: Ry/Ry i just want you to know i love you, & thank you for everything youve done for me. You are such an amazing person inside & out. You have held me through some tough times. Im not the most perfect person here & you know that. Youve seen my strange stages in just about two years now. I know ur hurting right now, but you need to lift your self up, & move on, in time ryan you will see everyday that you lay awake feeling worthless was maybe worth getting to where you are now... (better) I love you ry you are such an awsome person. Im always here for you & owe you 4 all those hugs when were needed



luv

Smiles



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Boo Berry: Boo what can i say to you. Well i hope Watsonville is wonderful. & you find the girl you been looking for. Boo ive always cared about you, i love you, (never told u bc afraid i wudnt hear it back)BUT i care about u like another brother...u guys are like brothers to me i can just be ME around you all & i love it...so thank you boo 4 helping me grow into a better person. Thank you & i miss you...



luv

Celia



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Eddy: Hey Ed well eddy thank you. Yes i said it thank you. You have brought me some great times too. I know we always end up some how arguing...but thats just bc u are as stubburn as me...but im still more. lol. Your a great guy Eddy & wish you could see that. Thank you for everything as well. I love you Eddy



Luv

Cecilia

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Kelcie~Pooh bear, hunni i want to say thank you. Thank you for every thing. You have brought me so much, laughs tears, fighst make-ups...everything. You are one amazing person. Im sorry it took me so long to see how truely amazing you could be. But im glad i did eventaully take the time. Me & you have been through alot together. Where gana have our ups & downs but if we just stop & breath & look back we'll see life is just a huge game that we need to win together with everyone else we love too. I love you kelcie & im always here. Thank you for helping me Breath.



~Eyore

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Toby: Tobz man me & you have been pretty close since like 7th grade we have had some stupid fights but we've always have had a few dark secrets together. Life goes & life brings us choices...life gave us a choice that tore me & you apart. I forgive you tobz, but were not as close as we could be. I want to fully forgive you...but sometimes it's just to much 4 me...i cant 4 get what u did & how u walked away...but in time im sure ill be able to just be "ok" enough to not be so angry...but 4 justin... i will always HATE! i love you & always am here for you.



~Hoochie

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Grizz- You are one awsome kid. I love you so much. I know lately things have just been really tough huh? But you know im ALWAYS going to be a strong person 4 you. I care about you Grizz & i know alot of other people that love you too!!!!!! So plz stay strong!!!!!!! *big bare hugs*

xox
ceci

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MAMA-hmmmm what shud i say to you!....well well well 8th grade yr been dumb and suicidal and now i have u to help me through it all! i love u and thnk u 4 been sucha beautiful person i love u mama! THNX!// Im mad your moveing all the way to san Fran...how could you leave me mama...well i hope you get one these AP pages soon...your a wonderful writer and i know 4 sure you haveing one of these will keep me in contact with you!!!!!!!!! I love you mama & im gana miss you ! but big 's

love

BaBy C



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~People i love...but are to far to touch~





~Vanessa

~Vikki -my wiffie

~Alyssa -My wiffie

~Zach

~Brysin

~Morgan

~Gemmi



(got more but to tired to think, ill be back to edit these dedications)

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~*ALLpoetry Favs & family*~



* vsutton ~ MY AP MOMMY!!!!Mommy you are an amazing writter. I love your work. If i were on more often id be commenting more often too lol. Mommy just know i love you & always here to make you smile or wipe your tears when needed. xox love ur ap daughter_ceci



* PuppiesPeppers ~ Mi prima Alyssa. Hey hun i missed you & ur sis so hella much! You both are amazing people in my life. You have taught me so much with out saying a word, & if it werent 4 ur twos help i dont think id be this far. I love you prima. Keep writting ur amazing! xox tu prima_ceci



* sweetgirl15 ~ My best friend 4 lyfe. Hun you know ur poetry is beauiful & u cant deny. I love you very much. You are also an amazing person in my life. You are one the 1st people in my mind when im ready to say good-bye. dont think i forgot u or dont love u...cuz i do...i promise. I just im all hung on Carlos (as if u cudnt tell) but i do still love you. xox bf4l_ceci

* sevaS-trA321 ~ My sexy sex sis, thats right you heard me, shes sexy, shes a sex phine & well shes my sis...were like TWINS!!!!!!! Love her!!!!!!!!!


* Abidoodle333 ~ My bliernacker lil sis. Glad me & you were able to work our differences & agree on you been my lil sis. HAHA Your such a BLIERNACKER!!!! HAH luv ya lil sis. Im glad your hyper like me!!


* NinaRaz ~ My best friend's uncle's brother-in-law's cousin, WOW!!!!!!!!!!! thats what you are daaaaamn lol!!!! Love ya...um best friend uncles brothers-in-laws cousin. So your not my cousin your my hmmm your my something thats right lol.


* DragonMarine25 ~ My MAMA bryt. hey mama i want u to know i love u. Thank you 4 been here 4 me as much as u have so far. U were one the 1st ppl i met on here & i thank you 4 encouraging me to keep writting. I love u mama. ur lil girl_ceci



* Diarygrl ~ I love your work... and i can relate to alot of it! keep it up and im always here 4 you!



* AMEgirly ~ Oh sweetest thing...wow you are one of the most sweetest people i know! I dont know what i would have done if it werent 4 you and your comments to encourage me to keep writting. I miss your work!!!! keep writting!



* FaLlEnAnGeL ~ My lil sis stevie. I love you lil sis soooooooo much. I just wish we could still be so close...but thats ok. I do hope one day i do take a trip down there to see you & Mike. You two are an amazing couple. & that boi loves you soooo much. LIl sis i miss you...just wish you'd still talk to me..ur writting is amazing...cant wait 4 more...xox

big sis 4 life_ceci



*xOx-Superman-xOx ~ Mike my lil bro. U are one amazing guy all around. You just can make a person laugh & talk to anybody & thats a great thing. I love u lil man. & miss ur gf so much...shes so amazing. just wish me & her were still close. but i do hope one day i go up there & visit my two lil inspirations on ap...MY LIL SIS & u! xox ur crazy big sis_ceci



* evil lil teddy x ~ What a sexy name huh? You were one of the 1st ppl i opened up to on AP if it werent 4 you i probly wouldnt be as open as i am now with everyone. I just want to thank you and tell you your work is amazing just like you! I wish to see more of your work! I miss you lots Kristi & i hope to hear from you soon... its been awhile...

love ya...



* Zev ~ You crazy mex you! lol wow only known you 4 awhile but you have helped me alot more then you think...you help me keep my head up high!..Thank you 4 helping me on some ideas of new writes like my favorites *porcelain dolls/soldiers* couldnt have done it with out you! You are the most wittiest and smartest (at least acts like it with big words lol) that i never understand...your pieces are great...tho i barely understand them! keep up your work and dont let stupid ppl get to ya



* FaLLeN FaiR3 ~ Wow babe...i know we havent talked that much but reading your work and reading all the things you say...we are very much alike...i have just grown to feel so close to you in these few months (now)!!!!!! i wish to hear more from you and read some of your new work...im here 4 you as well and i feel so close to you...and thank you for helping me feel more comfortable with who i am.



* TAWK ~ Hey tawk you are one strong writer & woman of words...though i barely know you, I just know you are strong...after seen how much ppl talk about you on AP...& sorry im such a dork as to get all mad at you that one time...besides that i know you are just an understanding person...& just want to help ppl out! thnx you so much



* justbeyourself ~ Hey sexii (lol)ur a great writter...i expect to see more up. lol. keep it real & safe & just all in all have fun...dont be afriad to be hurt...bc in the end...ull heal even stronger.



xoxo AP family!



ceci

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Now for every one else that i know...who is not either in my dedications or on my Allpoetry favs tell me and ill be sure to put you on here! you know i hate when people hold back! and sorry that i forgot you!!!!!!!!!!

hers a MWAh and im still sorry so speak up!!!!!

love to all!!!!!!



ceci!

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*Laughs of a life time* *laugh*



"Elmo parana"- 8th grade



"EH?"- haha good times with sara (stupid chelsie)



"i can't see anything gill!"- freaking kelcie!



"Maybe it's to hunch back..caaaaaaaaan yoooou heeelp uuuuuus!"- mah # 1 homegurl! love ya kelcie & damn kyle were still cool!



"'This is a porn.' 'this isnt a porn' 'is this a porn?' 'OMG that was a PORN!'"- good times with sara ( haha kelcie! wink wink remember!)



"Lets re-enact this movie...."- mah only bitch ever!(kelcie)



"LETS watch the stalker!"- (haha wink wink kelcie!)



"Rain rain come today, we only love you on PE days!" - damn us chicas lazy! (sara and kristina)



"throw on ur 'i hate beans' tee, and rock to the beat, 'bull shit bull shit'. Throw ur sighn in the air like you just don't care 'shocker shocker"....ICE!!!!!!" - Yeah thats a great song kristina gosh gud times with sara should never fade!



"'Hey whats shocker?' 'this' ''EWWWWWWW!'"- haha im dumb thnx kristina



"with a vroom vroom and beep beep!"- i love my mommy!



"heeeeeelllo clorice....AHHHHHH haha hi mom!"- hehe my mommy silly!



"...like a crow?...NO crow ugl-e!" - OMG funny stuff mommy funny stuff!



"Alright u beaver eater...WIND chimes!"- BIG TITS TIFF OH YEAH! ( yeah beaver eater is nasty...well maybe to you its nasty lol! lol i never knew what it ment!)



"TIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFAAAAAAANYYYYYYYYYYY"- oh gurl plz like i would do that for you! (jk i love u!)



"You know those vroom vroom bikes?" -HAHA NIKKI i have my moments! all the time!



"DONT make me go crazy on you ASS!"- and 4 sure thats ME!



"Ms. g i love u!....stupid beezy!"-me and kristina and duh sara



"Hey baby doll...ima show u my FrEaKy ways!"- haha gurls dat was to funny kristina and sadly sara DONT 4 get that! (poor poor christian..im never liven that one down!



"chables & tairs"- yeah sara try not to fall next time lol (old memories)



"'dont blow it out!' ' Omg you blew it out!' "haha' " yeah we were so dumb fake smoking how gay! lol (sara)



"feed the feeder" - yeah right stacio like we gana give you a hit of a stupid pen! (sara)



"'o yeah & one more thing... i love you' 'HAHAHA' 'what man..its true..man fuck you' *click* " - haha christian...stacio is sooo retarded huh!



" 'ok ryan no more sugar 4 me' 'cookie?' 'COOOOOOOOOKIE!?!' 'hahaha'" - omg ryan ur soo mean trying to give a hyper person cookies! lol





"'Aw look at the cute lil shrimp, ima eat it' 'ITS A MUSHROOM!' " - Dude mingo i knew it was a freaking mushroom geeze...its just i was looking at the damn shrimp too...you lil punk! lol i love you mingo!



" 'LOOK brittany murpher!' 'MURPHER? ITS MURPHY!' " - GEEZE mingo you always cappin on my bad talking lol... i know i know im a brunette im just a lil ditsy thats it i swear... geeze u lil punk what wud i do with out you??? lol



"o0h! Rain tracks EVERY ONE cross your legs & touch the roof" - O_M_G ok you know what kelcie you are too freaking funny hunni its cross your fingers & touch the roof when you go over rail road tracks geeze your to funny!

"'The broncos', 'Thats a football team?' "- FUUUUk baby dont make fun of me! (arvin)

"MR. SPRINKLES!" - MINGO THAT IS MY FAV GUY EVER!!!!!!!

"MR. MOR-RAKA!!!!!!!" -Yeah my ex Arvin & me had some good times...

"They'll NEVER know your gone!"- haha baby!
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Im great with advice!

And you can ask me anything!

Dont ever hesitate to ask me questions

I mean if its something i dont want to answer

(who said i had to answer it?)



If you ever need help or anything im here!

Im very talkitive and i LOVE people!!!!!!



I am easy to open up to, talk to, love ALL of thee above.
Im great with advice, i pretty much live to hear others life stories good or bad.



<3 Ceci / Elmo


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