Ok well I guess to start off my name is Mercadez Im an average teen with alot of problems to handle I dont mind talking to you If you have a problem I would love to help you out in any way possible but as a reminder im not a miricle work I cant fix problems but I can listen.. I am with the most amazing guy he is so sweet and I adore everything about him, he is my reson for waking up in the morning I cant stand being even one day with out him. friend Clayton has been my inspiration he is the reason Ive kept hanging on if it wasnt for him I would have killed myself already. I want you all to know I am here if you want to talk I may be young but I may understand more than you think,Oh and as a note I AM BISEXUAL so thats pretty much me Im here its clear get the fuck over it
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This next poem is not mine it is from another authur on this site it maks me think of how I feel about my boyfriend Tim
Every Breath I Take By Kleroo
Breathing in every scent of you
Memorizing everything you do
Hold me tight Lets be slow to speak
The things I do show how I feel for you
Breathing out every "I Love You"
Sharing everything we do
Loving you was the best mistake I ever made
Whispering takes more of my breath away
Breathing in the night thats come
Let us now be as one
Breath out one more phrase
before our dreams takes us to a
different place
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sum of my favorite quotes are:
1.)If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
2.)Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin you love but you dont
You give your love but you wont
3.)I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then Im through with you
4.That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way That he makes you feel
It's the way That he kisses you
It's the way That he makes you fall in love
5.'m in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
6.No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
7.*Play with a toy, play with a knife. Play with an emo and we will play with your life. we’ll fuck it up so badly and this is true, that you may just become an emo too!
8.I`ll slit your throat and smile
as I watch you bleed out
You stupid fuck-you mean nothing much
your worthless-uselsess trash
9.I have to move on
I can't stand the pain
Of Loving you
When you don't fell the same
10.So I say goodbye give me the smack it will go straight inGive me a high, im sick of tears sick of whys
You were my world you were a lie
I love you baby this was not your fault
I am broken and lost a [heroine] baby
[A pill popping queen]
This is the end my very last [scream]
11.'ll cut my wrist and hide the scars, Before I kill myself and let you see you hurt me
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I want that one boy
Who dosent mind if I eat more than him
Who listens to all my problems and fears
Who dosent mind my sarcasm
Who sings along to all my favorite songs with me
Who will talk to me about antthing and everything
Who is never Shy to hold mt hand or hug me
Who knows I act crazy & wierd sumtimes but still loves me
Who laughs at my stupid jokes then tells me they are stupid
I want the boy who will hold me tight and whisper
"I Love You"
When a girl is quiet..
Millions of things are running through her head.
When a girl is not arguing..
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks starely at you..
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "I'm Fine"..
She isnt.
When a girl lays her head on your chest..
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says "i Love You"..
She means it.
And when a girl says she misses you..
No one in this world can miss you more than she does
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..._...|..____________________, ,
....../ `---___________----_____|] = = = D
...../_==o;;;;;;;;_______.:/
.....), ---.(_(__) /
....// (..) ), ----"
...//___//
..//___//
I was willing to take a bullet for you. Instead,you put a bullet in my heart.
& so I'll put your name on the bullet so everyone sees you were the last thing that went through my mind
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DID YOU EVER
When you were little, endure
your parents' warnings, then wait
for them to leave the room,
pry loose protective covers
and concider inserting some metal
object into an electrical outlet?
.................................Did you wonder if for once
.................................you might light up the room?
When you were big enough
to cross the street on your own,
did you ever wait for a signal,
hear the frenzied approach
of a fire truck and feel like
stepping out in front of it?
................................Did you wonder just how far
................................that rocket ride might take you?
When you were almost grown,
did you ever sit in a bubble bath,
perspiration pooling,
notice a blow-dryer plugged
in within easy reach, and think
about dropping it into the water?
................................Did you wonder if the expected
................................rush might somehow fail you?
And now, do you ever dangle
your toes over the precipice,
dare the cliff to crumble,
defy the frozen deity to suffer
the sun, thaw feather and bone,
take wing to fly you home?
...............................I do...
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This next poem is not mine it is from another authur on this site it maks me think of how I feel about my boyfriend Tim
Every Breath I Take By Kleroo
Breathing in every scent of you
Memorizing everything you do
Hold me tight Lets be slow to speak
The things I do show how I feel for you
Breathing out every "I Love You"
Sharing everything we do
Loving you was the best mistake I ever made
Whispering takes more of my breath away
Breathing in the night thats come
Let us now be as one
Breath out one more phrase
before our dreams takes us to a
different place
.............................................................................................
sum of my favorite quotes are:
1.)If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
2.)Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin you love but you dont
You give your love but you wont
3.)I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then Im through with you
4.That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way That he makes you feel
It's the way That he kisses you
It's the way That he makes you fall in love
5.'m in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
6.No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
7.*Play with a toy, play with a knife. Play with an emo and we will play with your life. we’ll fuck it up so badly and this is true, that you may just become an emo too!
8.I`ll slit your throat and smile
as I watch you bleed out
You stupid fuck-you mean nothing much
your worthless-uselsess trash
9.I have to move on
I can't stand the pain
Of Loving you
When you don't fell the same
10.So I say goodbye give me the smack it will go straight inGive me a high, im sick of tears sick of whys
You were my world you were a lie
I love you baby this was not your fault
I am broken and lost a [heroine] baby
[A pill popping queen]
This is the end my very last [scream]
11.'ll cut my wrist and hide the scars, Before I kill myself and let you see you hurt me
.....................................................................................................
I want that one boy
Who dosent mind if I eat more than him
Who listens to all my problems and fears
Who dosent mind my sarcasm
Who sings along to all my favorite songs with me
Who will talk to me about antthing and everything
Who is never Shy to hold mt hand or hug me
Who knows I act crazy & wierd sumtimes but still loves me
Who laughs at my stupid jokes then tells me they are stupid
I want the boy who will hold me tight and whisper
"I Love You"
When a girl is quiet..
Millions of things are running through her head.
When a girl is not arguing..
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks starely at you..
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "I'm Fine"..
She isnt.
When a girl lays her head on your chest..
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says "i Love You"..
She means it.
And when a girl says she misses you..
No one in this world can miss you more than she does
..........................................................
..........................................................
..._...|..____________________, ,
....../ `---___________----_____|] = = = D
...../_==o;;;;;;;;_______.:/
.....), ---.(_(__) /
....// (..) ), ----"
...//___//
..//___//
I was willing to take a bullet for you. Instead,you put a bullet in my heart.
& so I'll put your name on the bullet so everyone sees you were the last thing that went through my mind
.............................................................................................
DID YOU EVER
When you were little, endure
your parents' warnings, then wait
for them to leave the room,
pry loose protective covers
and concider inserting some metal
object into an electrical outlet?
.................................Did you wonder if for once
.................................you might light up the room?
When you were big enough
to cross the street on your own,
did you ever wait for a signal,
hear the frenzied approach
of a fire truck and feel like
stepping out in front of it?
................................Did you wonder just how far
................................that rocket ride might take you?
When you were almost grown,
did you ever sit in a bubble bath,
perspiration pooling,
notice a blow-dryer plugged
in within easy reach, and think
about dropping it into the water?
................................Did you wonder if the expected
................................rush might somehow fail you?
And now, do you ever dangle
your toes over the precipice,
dare the cliff to crumble,
defy the frozen deity to suffer
the sun, thaw feather and bone,
take wing to fly you home?
...............................I do...
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- My mood is , and quote is "Just because she comes off steong dosent mean she didnt fall asleep crying & just beacuse it seems like nothings wrong maybe just maybe shes really good at lying".
- I am a 15 year old girl from Illinois (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm laying in his arms.
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Myth Of Twilight on January 3love your page and from what i have read about you you are a veary insertive person who dont give a fuck what others say your a great poet from what i have read and you are a TEEN with PROBLEMS your normaly dont worry but your strate forword and you tell it how it is so in other words your a good person that as i do know both sides of the world nice to meet you ^_^
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Myth Of Twilight on January 3love your page and from what i have read about you you are a veary insertive person who dont give a fuck what others say your a great poet from what i have read and you are a TEEN with PROBLEMS your normaly dont worry but your strate forword and you tell it how it is so in other words your a good person that as i do know both sides of the world nice to meet you ^_^
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