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Hi, you guys probably wouldn't wanna know me coz i kill ur trust, i never repay ur friendship, im a traitor and a liar, but i do try, i have a bad temper coz of so many horrible things that have happened to me....i wanna make friends but it gets difficult. I'm not used to makin decisions for myself, i am so not ready for a relationship....
I have hurt many on this site and so i decided to come and make a new account and try to relieve my self of the guilt and make up for my mistakes.
If i have hurt you, you have to understand that there are two souls im my body, one is the suffering soul, the soul that just wants to make ppl happy and to be happy....the other soul is the soul that reacts without thinkin, has no heart, is a stupid b.tch, is basically the f.cking robot and wakes up when someone swears at me.
i am so sorry if i have ever hurt you....
Thank You for reading.
If u have any questions, just IM me, ill be glad to answer them...


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girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes

He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump

Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead

If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen....
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80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile
(even though im british )

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FACTS FOR GUYS:
When a girl says she likes you,
she wants you to ask her out.

When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see
how your
new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that
ur not
hers anymore

When u break a girls heart, she still feels
it when
bumping heads 3 years later

When a girl just stares deep into your
eyes, she's
HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it
shows
how much she cares: eyes never lie)

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that



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FACTS FOR THE WOMEN:

When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders
if you do?

When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
missed him or any/everything else

IF YOU AGREE WITH THESE, REPOST THEM ON YOUR PAGE.

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My life long friends:
Quiescent Dreamer: Ellen is the best friends u could ever find, she'll sort out ur troubles in a sec, she helped me out so much and i owe her everything i have, thank you ellen

Fulabeans: Dustin!!! The brov of all times, hes the bomb of this site

Creed Trees: Oh hmm, well shes Nicole, the clown of the site, the kindest and nicest girl on AP, the best friend you could ever find (My sis)

Public Enemy No 1: The most helpful brov that i have, (Jeremy)

Rejected Easter Egg: If u crack this egg, ill crack ur brain!!!! (My aunt)

Angel-Cat: The sis thats out of this world, if u mess with her, My claws will get ur throat

Spunkybaier: Ashley is the queen, the grl of da site, mess with her and ill seriously make u blind DONT HURT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE'S SPECIAL!

Katebay: Also a really really (a million reallys) nice girl that has a large heart

Titus: Tonay Tonay Tonay

Places empty in my AP family:
DAD
MUM
UNCLE
BOYFRIEND

If ur my friend but not on here and u wanna be on here then plz IM me and ill put you on there, IF U MESS WITH MY FRIENDS OR EVEN GIVE THEM "THE LOOK" I'LL PERSONALLY STAB UR EYES OUT WITH MY FORK (VERY HOT FORK) AND U'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK AT THEM AGAIN