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I've edited this thing a million times and i still don't know what to say lol. I guess i'll say that i'm not a follower. I do my own thing my own way. I love music and i play the guitar. But i really love to write. I like meeting new people in new ways and trying new things.

I'm part irish and boy does it show. My emotions are hair-triggered. But when i get depressed, the darkness itself stays away from me. I guess being bipolar doesn't help much. LOL


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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, post this onto your page

I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.
I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.
I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.
I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.
I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.
I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.
I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.
I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.
I'm not stupid... I'm just smarter than you.

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/////(|)\\\\\ if u are suicidal or know
/////(|)\\\\\ someone who is or died from
/////(|)\\\\\ suicide put this on ur page
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Death and Suicide
[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"


Bands i listen to:
Metallica
Korn
Slipknot
Dope
Cannibal Corpses
Static-X
Evanescence
Flyleaf
Drowning Pool
Disturbed
Creed

Love to race



May the Heavens fall down in rain of fire, purifying those of worth...
R.I.P Thomas Coy
April 23 1989-2009

Poem Written To Me: (Memoir of a lost love)

Alyssa baby
I love you so much
Im longing for your kiss
Wishing for your touch

Day by day
Time passes by
Just imagining you here
Laying by my side

As i walk the lonely beach
With the bright moon and stars
All i think of is you
And your always in my heart.

I lay awake, endless
nights
Just talking to you
My true love.

By: Jason a.k.a Lonly Stoner

My Poetry

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My journal entries

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  • Jason
    The one word that makes my heart shiver or my breathing to cease. The one word that shakes me to my soul. The one word i love saying over n over. Jason. His name, so beautiful. The beholder of that name, the protector of my soul. Strong, but gentle. Caring yet insightful. His eyes...so much pain in them. Pain i have
    September 13, In Life, Love, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal, Thoughts.  200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Ouch.
    My body. 1 Its racked with these bone-shattering waves of pain. 2 Splitting my perception. 3 Ripping apart my sanity. 4 God. It hurts. 5 I cant breathe half the time. 6 I cry to release a fraction of an inch of the pain. 7 Still it wont leave me. 8 Will this kill me after all ive tried
    September 11, In Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, My life.  100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • Men.
    some males can be so fucking egotistical, self-centered, sexist pigs. there are some out there my sisters that believe we are nothing better than things to fuck and help spread their names on. ugh! pisses me off really fast. Men: how can you say we are weak when we bare your offspring? when we go through such excruci
    July 25, In Bitter, Contemplative, Thoughts.  100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?

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  • Remix Factory on November 26
    i gonna miss you becuase i wont be able 2 come bak nd check on you. i gonna miss everyone after i cross dis world.
    i luv u soo much, plz stay fine nd do not be sad 4 me sister.
  • Remix Factory on November 25
    - comes flying on yur page and hugs u tight, checkes out yur qoute nd mood, feels happi and dances, -
  • Remix Factory on November 23
    i cannot read sum of yur poems
  • Remix Factory : *hug* on November 16


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