HELLO!!! My name is holly...i'm crazy random...and so are my friends...but i love them and they are my life...i will hurt you with an eyelash curlier if you hurt them...i can take things way to seriously....and can blow off the biggest things...i contradict myself everyday..but who doesn't...i write because it helps me from going crazier....and i laugh because i love to and someitmes to hide the pain....i'm not the best poet but i try....i love words...but it's hard for me to talk about things....so i write...i love ducks, the park, quotes, and wal-mart....i hate beign alone...in fact that's one of my biggest fears...i hate fallin in love but it's just so damn addictve...i'm the kid who never grows up...i'm me and me's alright......
the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls, and tenement halls and whispered in the sounds of silence.
-Paul Simon
you're going to learn one of the most brutal things in the world is your average american boy.
-Philip Caputo
suicide...is about life, being in fact teh sincerest form of criticism life gets.
-Wilfrid Sheed
i was the accuser, god the accused. my eyes were open and i was alone-terribly alone in a world without god and without man.
-Elie Wiesel
they fuck you up, your mum and dad. they may not mean to, but they do. they fill you with the faults they had and add some extra, just for you.
-Philip Larkin
This delinquent is having sex with your honor student.
The good news is that you may have created my past and screwed up my present but you have no control over my future.
One thing I have no worry about is whether God exists. But it has occurred to me that God has Alzheimer's and has forgotten we exist.
Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls, and tenement halls and whispered in the sounds of silence.
-Paul Simon
you're going to learn one of the most brutal things in the world is your average american boy.
-Philip Caputo
suicide...is about life, being in fact teh sincerest form of criticism life gets.
-Wilfrid Sheed
i was the accuser, god the accused. my eyes were open and i was alone-terribly alone in a world without god and without man.
-Elie Wiesel
they fuck you up, your mum and dad. they may not mean to, but they do. they fill you with the faults they had and add some extra, just for you.
-Philip Larkin
This delinquent is having sex with your honor student.
The good news is that you may have created my past and screwed up my present but you have no control over my future.
One thing I have no worry about is whether God exists. But it has occurred to me that God has Alzheimer's and has forgotten we exist.
Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
- Last seen on Jan 31 3:21 PM. Member since April 25, 2007.
- I'm a peridot parrot poet for 36 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Make Love....Not War!".
- I am a girl from Texas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm hanging out with my friends.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/holly_bear07
- I have 36 comments, 10 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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your wings / black, tattered, bloody / from your heavenly rejection / your heart / torn, broken, bleeding / from his mortal arrogance / you
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The burning water / runs down my back / i can feel my skin turn / bright red from the heat / The stainless silver / slides down my arm / i
My Poetry
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we too often love things and use people when we should be using things and loving people. and they say that a loveing heart is the truest wisdom, but the only thing i know is to not look back because something is always gain2 lines, January 21
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almost every night i drown. i'm swallowed by a deep, dark, inner ocean. it's a deep, slow painful suffocation in my mind. it's over wehlming. to be lying next to you. tangled up and so in love, then swept away to watch my lif
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I-ncredible is what i think L-ooking down, standing on the edge9 lines, February 19, 2008. In love
Guest Book
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SecretMe15 : Hi. on May 22, 2007I was reading your page and I totally agree about your perspective of love.
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Crazy-Baby on April 29, 2007hey thanx for the comment on 'fucked up love' im glad u enjoyed it. i feel for u if u can relate to it. its a combination of my experiences so i knw the pain u feel if u can relate. x x x
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Holly-heart attack on April 28, 2007thank you much....i really do appreciate it....
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The Hardest Goodbye : great work on April 28, 2007hey, even though u are a beginner on this site, your poem is a very awesome one, and i applaud you =) keep it up
