Crying alone
Unwanted tears
Demons entering
All my fears.
My name is Cassandra and I've been nineteen since the seventeenth of April. I have greenish hazel eyes (depends on my mood AND what I'm wearing). My hair is currently black. My personality is usually depressed...perky at times. Trying to get better at being a 'Happy go Lucky' kind of thing though... failing miserable on many days. I have been writing poetry since I was eight years old. A lot of my poetry comes from my life and what is happening in it. Sometimes I hate it and other times, I will fall in love with my poetry. Okay, so maybe my poetry will become a LITTLE better. It all comes from my heart and it can come almost at any moment. There are times when my muse DOES refuse to come out and I need to give it a little push to give me one. A lot of my poetry is based around darkness and suicide, but you will find the occasional happy one about my niece or boyfriend.
I tend to get a little over dramatic at times and seem to have many mood swings. I have the most understanding and sweetest guy who loves me. He treats me how I am supposed to be treated, albeit his mother doesn't believe I make him happy. But who cares? As long as I know I'm making him happy. I love him so much.
I'M ALSO AN AUNTIE OF TWO!! A 3-year-old and a 15-year-old.
Favorites
Bands/Artists
*Helen Trevillion
*Evanescence
*Within Temptation
*Sonata Arctica
*Ayumi Hamasaki
*Imogen Heap
*Lacuna Coil
*Celine Dion
*Ben Jelen
...And many others
~RENT
~Sweeny Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street
~Van Helsing
~The Craft
~30 Days of Night
~Vantage Point
~Shutter
~Wanted
~Anastasia
~Rose Red
~The Virgin Suicides
~Rocky Horror Picture Show
~Labyrinth
~The Ring
~X-Files: I want to believe
~Storm of the Century
...And many others
Fantasy Animals/Animals
.Unicorns
.Dragons
.Snakes
.Penguins
Foods
::Strawberries::
::Chocolate::
::Raspberries::
Drink
-Raspberry Lemonade
MY AP FAMILY
MY SWEETHEART AND LOVE OF MY LIFE, JESSE
MY GOOD FRIEND , MAL
MY BEST FRIEND AND DAUGHTER, MANDI
MY SERVANT
MY VAMPIRE, JEN
MY MUMMY, DI
MY GRANDPA JIMMY
MY DAUGHTER, KATRINA
MY BABY SISTER
MY GODDAUGHTER, KATIE
MY GRANDSON
MY NIECE
FAMILY KITTEN
MY OLDER SISTER
MY MENTOR, REBECCA
MY ALTERNATE PERSONALITY, ANGEL
By: Mistress-of-Death
Sisters by blood.
But friends by choice.
You've helped me through so much,
You held my hand when I was scared,
Laughed with me during funny moments.
The years I have known you
Have meant so much to me
You taught me to be strong;
To stand up for what I believe in
You gave me confidence
To sing with all my heart
You are my best friend, my teacher, my idle, and so much more
But most of all
you are my sister
Forever lost in presence,
But never in my heart.
Dedicated to me and my sister for my sister's birthday on August 10th. Thank you Kim for writing this for me.
- Member since May 10, 2005.
- I'm a pyrite eye poet for 1,022 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Actus non facit reum nisi mens sit rea.".
- I am a 19 year old girl from Massachusetts (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a girl trying to find her place in life and in love... and finally succeeding..
- Visit my homepage at www.freewebs.com/ashleighspoems










- I am in the groups A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, A Shoulder To Cry On, Bis Lesbians Gays and Transgendered, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Gay Lesbian and Bisexuals Group, RPG adventure game
- I have 1,022 comments, 14 contests, 1 addline, 5 columns, 116 poems, 33 stories
My Poetry
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Obstacles were fought and fights were argued
Together we would stay strong
37 lines, 3 comments, May 7, 2009 -
Twinkle, twinkle little star
Show the world youre not so far18 lines, 2 comments, April 10, 2009. In Love -
Present memories clash with ones from the past
All I ever wanted was for you to help me let go
My Stories
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2208 lines, 1 comment, January 15, 2009. In 2000-5000 words, Adult, Crime, Dark, Depression, Horror, Murder, Sad, Sex, Suicide, Third person
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3055 lines, 3 comments, August 24, 2008. In 2000-5000 words, Dream, Fiction, Love, Personal, Romance, Young adult
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451 lines, January 24, 2008. In <600 words, Adult, Dark, Depression, First person, Life, Other, Pain, Sad, Teen, Young adult
My other items
- Column: The Working Minds of Cassandra Ellovy at allpoetry
I wrote this one night and didn't realize what it meant till I reread it the next morning. I have come to realize that I wasn't actually consious while writing this. - Column: Nothing Special... Nothing Special At All... at allpoetry
Guest Book
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KatHardKore on October 21, 2007Hey. I wrote a new poem and I was wondering if you would check it out. Here it is: http://allpoetry.com/poem/3528492
Love ya,
Katrina<3 -
KatHardKore on October 17, 2007Hey. How are you?
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KatHardKore on September 29, 2007Do you have myspace? If so add me: www.myspace.com/squirrels_ducks_kats
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KatHardKore on September 29, 2007Hey Ashleigh. OMG i havent talked to you in forever. Im sorry. Do you remember me? Im Katrina btw. I added you on AIM. if someone has added by the name of kmuzyka10 plz add because that is me! I cant wait to talk to you again.
