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Hi..x
Welcome to my page...
There is absolutly nothing special about me, but I am not a adverage/ typical girl.I am 15 years old and you can call me Bekkie.I'm a vegetarian...please don't dislike me because of this!

I started writing poems because of many reasons...one of them is because I can just be myself...and I can say what I like...another is because I am always having to hold all my emotions in when I am school...and it hurts alot...I can't say anything to some people without having my head blown off!!...So writing helps release a little emotion.

I am a proud Christian and I publicly declared my faith in September the 6th by getting baptized (full immersion).Sometimes I have problems eating well(because I used to be obese and I knew I was fat so I decided to go on a "Diet"...as you have guessed it went down hill).My mind sometimes gets to a point where it can be quite overpowering...but I am learning to control it.I am proud of myself because I am slowly changing with the help of God and Joanne (my phyciatrist). When I first started going I was very against it because I thought it was for people that have mental illnesses or mental issues, but it has nothing to do with that.They are wonderful people that help change people lives to make it more manageable.I have someone that loves me very much (apart from God) and I am deeply blessed that out of so many people that have less faults in their lives, he chose me."I live to love and love to live." Without Gods love I don't think I would be here today.I am absolutly mad about my guitar...I wouldn't say I was good...but I spend all my free time just playing it and learning more.I also love singing and if I got took away the ability to sing I would be very depressed!I can't go a day without doing something music related!!Every Sunday I go to church.It is a place where I can calm down with all the people I love and all the weight that I carry on my shoulders from school and everything can just be lifted.You could call it meditating.

Please don't judge me.

If if you don't understand me and think I am bragging about my problems please don't waste your time doing so because...yes its personal and it dosn't help getting comments from people that think I am attention seeking and am being over protective.No one understands me apart from God so don't worry.

Feel free to read any of my poems and comment, but all I ask is that you spare my feelings because they are all written from the heart.Thank you and take care.

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Thank you for taking a moment of your time to read my page. God Bless & Take Care x