Hellsfinest• Show poetry

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He lept on me, like a wild animal hitting me in the

chest, on the head, throwing me down and pulling

me up again, his blows growing more and more

violent, until I was covered in blood. As I was

biting my lips to stop myself from screaming

with pain, he must have taken my silence for

defiance, for he went on hitting me even harder."


excert from the book,
"Night"
by: Elie Weisel






For aught that I could ever read,
Could ever hear by tale or history,
The course of true love never did run smooth.

excert from the play,
"A Midsummer Night's Dream"
by: William Shakespeare





"How many human eyes...
had snatched glimpses of
their secret anatomies,
down the passage of years"


excert from the book,
"Books of Blood"
By: Clive Barker





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How's it hanging? My name is Jesse but my friends call me "Baretta". I write when I need to vent or when Im about to explode because there are too many delusions of godlyhood running through my mind, and also when I can't explain myself with my mouth which kinda runs on it's own function without censorship from my brain. So when I'm on the internet I'm on here or Myspace. But my real life is me getting caught for stupid shit or getting away with it and laughing with friends. Either way it's my body and I'll do what I want. It's a funny story, actually, my life...


*Troublemaker

*Jester

*Pothead

*Backyard wrestler

*Rap Artist

*Counselor

*Depressive

*Massochist

*Jolly Stomper


Judge me and I'll kill you
Taunt me and I'll rape your thoughts
Worship me and I'll forever be in your debt.

Below are some stats that describe me and my personality...



x Height: 6'3"
x Weight: 220 lbs.
x Eye Color: Changes in different light
x Hair: Short & Black (I cut it off)
x Scars: Many and very profound
x Birthday: Jan. 22 1990
x Age: 18
x Loves: Certain Females in my Life
x Hates: Certain Males who Act like Pricks
x Sex: Sure... your house or mine
x Status: Alone
x Grade: Senior
x Worst Experience: October 10, 2006
x Best Experience: Being able to proove that Im better then they are
x Mental Status: Not so here...but that hasn't stopped me yet. Brick walls do hurt though.


But if you rather see pictures of me, instead of using your imagination use the link below:


www.myspace.com/self_condemtion


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Semper Fi.

I Have Signed Up And I Am Leaving By At Least July 7th And One Day I Will Become A Marine. For The Rest Of You Brave Warriors That Are Called Marines Who Are Currently Enlisted or Once Were, Hold Strong And Hit Hard. Never Let Go And No Matter What Anyone Says You Are an American Hero. And When You Die You Will Have Died Fighting ForYour Country. Because Once A Marine Always A Marine. Ooh-Rah!


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Backyard Wrestling:

"E.c.b.W." aka Extreme Championship Backyard Wrestling

This is the start to my friend's and my dreams of becoming pro. wrestlers!
This is my group, my family, my profession; Deal with it! As soon as we get a whole tape done I'll put a link up for ya'll to watch; if your interested at all!


Members:

Baretta The Jolly - Me
Height: 6'3"
Weight: 213 lbs
Moves:
Jestification - Sitdown Dominator
12 Gauge - Suplex into a Falling Neckbreaker
Switchblade - Half Nelson Bind


Danni "D3" Kinnison
Height: 6'
Weight: 210 lbs.
Moves:
The D3 - Danni's Dungeon Driver - Michinoku Driver
What it do' - Step-up Enzuigiri


"The Genetic" Jeff Douglas
Height: 6'
Weight: 190 lbs
Moves:
No-Mo-Good - Spinning Fireman's Carry to a Neckbreaker
Breathing Machine - Airplane Lift to Crucifix Powerbomb


J.T. Talented
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 129 lbs
Moves:
Trampoline - Repeated Alternating Mule Kicks
Talent Search - Angle Slam


Owen Christopher Linx
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 175 lbs
Moves:
Spear
Demolition - Baldo Bomb
F. T. Cougar S. Falcon Elbow Drop - 180* Floating Elbow Drop


Tank
Height: 6'2"
Weight: 299 lbs
Moves:
Carnage - Black Hole Slam
Choke Slam


Rick "The Sniper" Samson
Height: 6'4"
Weight: 136 lbs
Moves:
One Shot, One Kill - Clothesline from Hell
Samson Hamstring - Inverted Figure-Four Lock


"Adrenaline Junkee" Matt Lewis
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 135 lbs
Moves:
Adrenaline Rush - Reverse Rko


Jose Fuego
Height: 6'
Weight: 247 lbs.
Moves:
Firebomb - High-Lifting Sitout Spinebuster
Extinguisher - Double Pumphandle Reverse Piledriver


Ruben "The Cannonball" Lopez
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 247 lbs.
Moves:
Cannonfall - Emerald Fusion
Splash - Running Frog Splash


Acid MD
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 130 lbs
Moves:
Acid Trip - Reverse Ura-Nage


CHAMPIONS:

E.c.b.W. Heavyweight Champion - Baretta
E.c.b.W. City Tag Team Champs - Baretta & Talented
Texas Throwdown Champion - J.T. Talented
Spring Town Champion - Open


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Here Are Reasons Why I Hate Myself

X Anne
X Tasha
X Ashley
X Bonnie
X Veronica
x Michelle
x Ciera
x Courtney

They Are Memories I wish I could Burn.


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Unofficial Family of Contempt:


(My Heartbeat)

Slit Wrist Cliq:
Flippydatree - Sheila

(My Love)

My Dear Downunder Beauty:
Exsanguination - Nicki

(My Teachers)

Mentor of the Old Ways:
BrokenOne - Willy

Arch-Bishop of Literature & Love:
Anathamatized - Ross

(My Siblings)

Venomous Backstabbing Brother:
Suicide Suspect - Dennis

Sisters of The Inner Evil:
xMorbidxPandax - Amanda
Baby Allen - Tabitha

(My Children)

My Spawns of Darkness:
SodomyScythe - DJ
SkeletonKiss - Mitch

Little Glimpses of Hatred:
No1s Angel - Mandi
xChemicalButterflie - Tabbi


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Here Are Reasons I Live With That Hate

X Teri
X Jamie
X Amanda
x Allyssa
X Brooke
X Tiffany
X Robyn

These Are Memories That Are Ice To My Wounds.


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WHY ARE WE JUST ILLUSIONS OF THE MIND
AND AT EVERY TURN WE JUST IMAGINE
BETTER THINGS IN THE MIRRORS
FOR AN IMAGINATION IS A LOVELY THING
BUT HIDDEN BEHIND A VEIL
A HEART CAN BE SHATTERED JUST AS THE MIRROR
IN WHICH YOU ENCASE IT IN


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Top 25 Heavy Metal Bands:

x Apoth
x Manntis
x Agony Scene
x Darkest Hour
x Stone Sour
x God Dethroned
x Suffokate
x From A Second Story Window
x DemonHunter
x MotorHead
x Lamb of God
x Slipknot
x Arch Enemy
x Dir En Grey
x Beastcraft
x As I Lay Dying
x Scar Symmetry
x Graveworm
x Unearth
x Testament
x Dimmu Borgir
x Dragonforce
x Mortal Treason
x Pantera
x Cast in Grey


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Top 23 Other Genre Bands:

x Godsmack
x Drowning Pool - (R.I.P. Dave William)
x Linkin Park - (Hybrid Theory & Reanimation)
x The Exies
x Hinder
x Billy Idol
x Kajagoogoo
x Guns'N'Roses
x Nirvana
x ZZ Top
x The Cure
x Lords of Acid
x Skindred
x Queen
x Three Days Grace
x System of a Down
x Korn - (Before "Korn Gave Head to Christ")
x A Fire Inside
x Trapt
x The Offspring
x Soundgarden
x Queens of the Stone Age
x Evanesence


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Top 20 Heavy Metal Songs:

x "Man in the Box" - Alice in Chains
x "Firestarter" - Prodigy
x "In and Above Men" - Moonspell
x "Now You've Got Something to Die For" - Lamb of God
x "Right Side Of The Bed" - Atreyu
x "Prey" - Agony Scene
x "Pulse of the Maggots" - Slipknot
x "Fear the Dark" - Graveworm
x "Godspeed to Your Deathbed" - Hell Within
x "Bid Farewell" - Killswitch Engage
x "I Tried Voodoo Once" - From A Second Story Window
x "Not Ready to Die" - Demon Hunter
x "Enter the Sandman" - Metallica
x "Terminal Show" - MotorHead
x "The Dream Is Over" - Mushroomhead
x "White Walls" - Still Remains
x "On Wings Of Lead" - Bleeding Through
x "Sharks in Your Mouth" - I Killed the Prom Queen
x "Left to Die" - Apoth
x "Jack" - Rhenium


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Top 20 Songs of Other Genres:

x "Lips of an Angel" - Hinder
x "Welcome to the Jungle" - Guns'N'Roses
x "Clint Eastwood" - The Gorillaz
x "Little Sister" - Queens of the Stone Age
x "Steady as She Goes" - The Raconteurs
x "Vermillion Part 2" - Slipknot
x "Poem" - Taproot
x "Inside Out" - Eve 6
x "In the End" - Linkin Park
x "Stupid Girl" - Cold
x "Nemo" - Nightwise
x "Ugly" - The Exies
x "Headstrong" - Trapt
x "Paint it Black" - Rolling Stones
x "Zombies" - The Cranberries
x "Bohemian Rhapsody" - Queen
x "Bottom of A Bottle" - Smile Empty Soul
x "Pitiful" - Blindside
x "Sweet 666" - His Infernal Majesty
x "Weak and Powerless" - A Perfect Circle


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Top 8 Sexy Chicks Of Metal:

x Tarja - "Nightwish"
x Amy Lee - "Evanesence"
x Cristina Scabbia - "Lacuna Coil"
x Angela Nathalie Gossow - "Arch Enemy"
x Otep - "Otep"
x Candace Kucsulain - "Walls of Jericho"
x Juliya
x Lita Ford


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Ring
Click
Recording-"Hello.Welcome to the psychotic hotline."
If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press one repeatedly.
if you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2.
If you Have multiple personal personalities, please press 3,4,5 and ,6.
If you are paranoid-delusional, I know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line until we can trace the call.
If you are schitzophrenic, listen carfully and a little voice will tell you what number to press.
If you are manic-depressive, it dosn't matter wich number you press. No one will answer.


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Top 15 Movies:

x The Brother's Grimm
x Underworld
x Silence of the Lambs
x Freddy vs. Jason
x Queen of the Damned
x Saw
x Silent Hill
x The Omen
x Bad Boys II
x It
x Exorcist
x Constantine
x The Butterfly Effect
x Without a Paddle
x Cable Guy


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Top 15 T.V. Shows:

x Wolf's Rain
x Family Guy
x Yu Yu Hakusho
x C.S.I.
x Futurama
x T.N.A. Impact Wrestling
x Metal Asylum
x The Boondocks
x The Ultimate Fighter
x WWE Raw
x Mind of Mencia
x Wild-Boyz
x The Unit
x Criminal Minds
x Law & Order


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"CURFEW"

Part 1

Solemnly, mournfully,
Dealing its dole,
The Curfew Bell
Is beginning to toll.

Cover the embers,
And put out the light;
Toil comes with the morning,
And rest with the night.

Dark grow the windows,
And quenched is the fire;
Sound fades into silence,
All footsteps retire.

No voice in the chambers,
No sound in the hall!
Sleep and oblivion
Reign over all!

--Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


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Top 10 Deranged Killers:

x Rasputin
x Jack the Ripper
x Elizabeth Bathory
x Marc Sappington
x Edward Budd
x Richard Trenton Chase
x Joe Ball
x Bela Kiss
x Jeffrey Dahmer
x Albert Fish


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Top 10 Movie Killers:

x Freddy Krueger - (Nightmare on Elm Street)
x Pennywise - (IT)
x Djinni - (Wishmaster)
x Michael Myers - (Halloween)
x Max Schreck - (Shadow of the Vampire)
x Pin Head - (Hellraiser)
x Headless Horseman - (Sleepy Hollow)
x Predators - (Predator Movies)
x Jigsaw - (Saw)
x Hannible - (Slience of the Lambs)


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"CURFEW"

Part 2

The book is completed,
And closed, like the day;
And the hand that has written it
Lays it away.

Dim grow its fancies;
Forgotten they lie;
Like coals in the ashes,
They darken and die.

Song sinks into silence,
The story is told,
The windows are darkened,
The hearth-stone is cold.

Darker and darker
The black shadows fall;
Sleep and oblivion
Reign over all.

--Henry Wadsworth Longfellow



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WRESTLING SECTION:


Rest In Peace:
Eddie Guerrero
Bam Bam Bigelow
Chris Benoit



WWE}
World Heavyweight Champion: - Edge
WWE Champion: - Triple H
ECW World Champion: - Kane
Intercontinental Champion: - Chris Jericho
United States Champion: - Matt Hardy
Cruiserweight Champion: - vacant
Women's Champion: - Mickie James
World Tag Team Champions: Cody Rhodes & Hardcore Holly
WWE Tag Team Champions: John Morrison & The Miz

TNA}
NWA Heavyweight Champion: - N/A
NWA Division X Champion: - Chris Sabin
NWA Tag Team Champions: - Team 3D

UFC}
Heavyweight: Randy Couture
Light Heavyweight: Quinton Jackson
Middleweight: Anderson Silva
Welterweight: Matt Cerra
Lightweight: Sean Sherk


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Quotes From Movies:


"How Many Times Will You Cut Yourself To Stay Alive!" - (Saw)


"Why do I do this? Three reasons: the pay is good, the scenery changes and they let me use explosives." - (Armageddon)


"You're not quite evil enough. You're semi-evil. You're quasi-evil. You're the margarine of evil. You're the Diet Coke of evil, just one calorie, not evil enough." - (Austin Powers: Spy who Shagged Me)


"On a mountain of skulls, in a castle of pain, I sat on a throne of blood! What was will be! What is will be no more! Now is the season of evil!" - (Ghostbusters II)


Mick: "We were staring down this big tunnel of white light."
Anton: "And then what happened?"
Mick: "We were like, forget that, man, it's too far" - (Idle Hands)



Dr. Frankenstein: "Igor, would you give me a hand with the bags?"
Igor: "Certainly, you take the blonde and I'll take the one in the turban" - (Young Frankenstein)


Wolverine: "It's me!"
Cyclops: "Prove it!"
Wolverine: "You're a dick."
Cyclops: "Okay" - (X-Men)


Magneto: "That's quite a talent you have there. What's your name?"
Pyro: "John."
Magneto: "What's your real name?"
[Takes a flame from a lighter into his own hand]
Pyro: "Pyro." - (X-Men 2)


Mason: "Are you sure you're ready for this?"
Stan G.: "I'll do my best."
Mason: "You're best. Losers always wine about their best.
Winners go home and fuck the prom queen!"
Stan G.: "Carla was the prom queen."
Mason: "Really?"
Stan G.: "Yeah!" - (The Rock)


"One, two, Freddy's coming for you!
Three, four, better lock your door!
Five, six, grab your crucifix!
Seven, eight, better stay awake!
Nine, ten, never sleep again! - (Nightmare on Elm Street)


Ash: "Lady, I'm afraid I'm gonna have to ask you to leave the store."
Evil woman: "Who the hell are you?"
Ash: "Name's Ash. [cocks shotgun] Housewares" - (Army of Darkness)



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Quotes From Life:

Jesse, You Dont Eat Babies!!!
--Ciera--

Tighten the noose I can still breath
the rope is too loose i can still speak
--Myself--



I Carved Your Name In The Bullet So
Everyone Would Know You Were The
Last Thing To Go Through My Head.
--xChemicalButterflie--



Life is a matter of death
--xMorbidxPandax--



Bad things go to people who wait,
Good things never come
--Myself--



Time with you is like time on an acid trip
--allpenitence--



Once you're born you start dying
--xMorbidxPandax--



If people could read my mind,
Then suicide would be
a common thing
--Myself--



Sometimes people build up walls
not to shut others out;
but to see who cares enough
to break them down.
--shadow of love--



Sticks and stones may break my bones
when there's anger to inpart.
Spiteful words can hurt my feelings
but silence breaks my heart."
--Anonymous--



Sacrifice is just a way to deal with
the problems you wish you had!
--Myself--



Dream as if you'll live forever,
Live as if you'll die today
--James Dean--



In the morbid sunset
The freezing winds come to me
My sad soul cry alone,

Painful tears of serenity
--Unholy Dreamer--



I want to be remembered as
the boy who always smiled,
the one who brightened up
everyone's day...even if
I couldn't brighten up my own.
--shadow of love--



Everything with you ends up with dancing
--allpenitence--



We thought that orangutans would make great pets,
but we were wrong, there viscious little bastards
--The Wildboyz--



We hurt the ones that love us
and love the ones that hurt us.
--Shadow of love--



Mrs. I Have A Question For You,
Are you Down with the Fucking Clown?
--Flippydatree--



Because that's Just How we Roll
--Kinnison & Me--



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Fuck It All! - Fuck This World!
Fuck Everything That You Stand For!
Don't Belong! - Don't Exist!
Don't Give A Shit!
Don't Ever Judge Me!



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Lyrics:


The sore on the edge of your mouth it mirror the ones on your arm of black tar you've known the ripping. And I've seen you pissing your condition into the dirt. I know you don't want to live in the dirt you want to know nothing but dirt you know you can't beat weakness. Kill the flux. Stretched to breaking an obscene canvas on a stretcher of parasitism. You piece of shit I won'y say your name but I will say this- FUCK OFF AND DIE (sooner the better). You've shot out your eyes but I'm seeing that you cannot feel anything of worth. Know that you've pissed life away, lost in your narcotic dreams. Heart pumping futile shit through your veins. Why does it bother? I want to punch in your sunken face and see your dusty blood smear through the air in a polluted crimson arc,splattering in a useless pattern on the concrete. Moribund.

"Pariah" by: Lamb of God


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So now you're suffering
the fallacy of what you said
When you uncover the depression
from where you've tread
Breathe over the glass you wrote on
Swallow all that you waste your throat on
You wear the make and wave the banner
they made with sin
Revealing every single lie
that you've been breeding within
Wash over the skin you've broken
Think over the tone you spoke in

So lost in your affliction / addiction
The solemn comfort of your grave
If you close your eyes
the light can't take it away

Not I - I won't conform to what I see in you
Not I - I won't surrender what I am
Not I - And even if it was a part of me
Not I - I'll never be that way again

The blind will follow on the path
that you created in vain
No guiding light, but just the shadow
of the dead will remain
Dig open the pain you're hiding
Give your hand to the faith you're fighting
The void you suffer is a curse
forever bleeding inside
Now you embrace the fatal sickness
you should despise
Remember the day you lost that
Where is the shame that will
bring your soul back

So lost in your affliction / addiction
The solemn comfort of your grave
If you close your eyes
the light can't take it away

Not I - I won't conform to what I see in you
Not I - I won't surrender what I am
Not I - And even if it was a part of me
Not I - I'll never be that way again

Reach back behind your pride
And pull the thorn from your burning pain in your
side

Sing me a new song
A broken song of redemption and regret
Sing me a new song
And beg for all the mercy you can get

Not I - I won't conform to what I see in you
Not I - I won't surrender what I am
Not I - And even if it was a part o me
Not I - I'll never be that way again

Most popular songs by Demon Hunter:
Undying
Not Ready To Die
One Thousand Apologies
Deteriorate
Not I
The Tide Began To Rise
My Heartstrings Come Undone
Infected
I Play Dead
The Flame That Guides Us Home

"Not I" by: Demon Hunter


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Betrayed - by my soul
The blame - placed on my shoulders
Weight - I will carry all the way to my grave
I cannot be saved abandoned is my faith
Awaken now the dream is over
Daylight breaks on a broken home (disconnect)
Stakes are high and the temple's gone (resurrect)
Rebuild this structure stone by stone (reinstate)
Overcome this overload (restrain)
Pain
Remains
This pain
Remains
Betrayed - by my soul
The blame - placed on my shoulders
Weight - I will carry all the way until I'm
Broken down and I'm on the run (defense)
From myself and the damage done (prevent)
Future falls and past mistakes (avoid)
Conflict calls and complicates (destroyed)
Pain
Remains
This pain
Remains
Rise up from the ashes rethink my beliefs
The world rusts on it's axis
As my heart pleads for relief
Need relief



"The Dream is Over" by: Mushroomhead


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This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiments
And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate
But cohesing is posssible if we strive
Theres no reason, theres no lesson
No time like the present, telling you right now
What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose
Except your soul...just listen

I fight for the unconventional
My right, and its unconditional
I can only, be as real as i can
Bacause advantages
I never knew the plan
This isnt the way just to be a martyr
I cant, walk alone any longer
I fight, for the ones that cant fight
And if I lose, at least I tried

We, we are the new diablic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots

I wont, be the inconsequential
I wont, be the wasted potential
I can make it, as severe as I can
Until you realize
Ill never take a chance
It isnt, just one side aversion
We've dealt, with a manies diversion
And I wont, let the truth be perverted
I wont leave another victim deserted

We, we are the new diablic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots

"Pulse of the Maggots" by: Slipknot


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Have you ever been hated, or discriminated against?
I have, I've been protested and demostrated against
Picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times
Sick as the mind, of the mothafuckin' kid that's behind
All this commotion, emotions run deep as oceans explodin'
Tempers flarin' from parents just blow 'em off and keep goin'
Not takin' nothin' from no one, give em hell long as I'm breathin'
Keep kickin' ass in the mornin', and takin' names in the evenin'
Leave them with a taste sour as vinegar in they mouth
See they can trigger me, but they'll never figure me out
Look at me now, I betcha prolly sick of me now
Ain't you mama, I'ma make you look so ridiculous now

I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleanin' out my closet

One More Time

I said,
I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleanin' out my closet
Ha!

I got some skeletons in my closet
And I don't know if no one knows it
So before they throw me inside my coffin and close it
Imma expose it, I'll take you back to '73
Before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' CD
I was a baby maybe I was just a couple of months
My faggot father must've had his panties up in a bunch
'Cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
No I don't, on second thought I just fuckin' wished he would die
I look at Hailie, and I couldn't picture leavin' her side
Even if I hated Kim, I'd grit my teeth and I try to make it work
With her at least for Hailie's sake I maybe made some mistakes
But I'm only human but I'm man enough to face 'em today
What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb
But the smartest shit I did was take the bullets outta that gun
Cause I'd of killed 'em, shit I woulda shot Kim and them both
It's my life, I'd like to welcome ya'll to The Eminem show

I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleanin' out my closet

Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition
Take a second to listen for who you think this record is dissin'
But put yourself in my position, just try to envision
Witnessin' your mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen
Bitchin' that someone's always going through her purse and shit's missin'
Goin' through public housing systems, victim of Munchhausen Syndrome
My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't
'Til I grew up, now I blew up it makes you sick to your stomach, doesn't it?
Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me, MA?
So you could try to justify the way you treated me, MA?
But guess what, your gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely
And Nathan's growin' up so quick he's gonna know that your phoney
And Hailie's gettin' so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful
But you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral *hahaha*
See what hurts me the most, is you wont admit you was wrong
Bitch, do your song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom
But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get
You selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit!
Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be!!

"Cleaning Out My Closet" by: Eminem


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Hold up on the double, these boys want trouble
They call me Flintstone and my boy is born Rubble
Rebel, Devil, chase em' through the ghetto
Break these muthafuckas off with just one dedo
Metal bracelets, facin' worse incarceration
Aim for the dome gotta keep my concentration
Since elementary, it was destined for me,
To see the penitentiary
Late Friday, or was it Early Saturday?
I hit him with the shotty that I bought from the academy
Duck for cover, you marked muthafucka
Didn't Mama say not to play with niggas from the gutta?
I smell undercovers, I die with my brothers
And when I'm on the mic I represent all colors
Last summer, I escaped from an asylum,
You know the three digits, BITCH you better dial 'em

No matter where you at, do you represent your city?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you take fools out like the homie Frank Nitty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Did your crib get raided by this little piggy?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Have you ever whooped a nigga til' he really look silly?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)

I suck the blood like mosquito, facin' Judge Ito,
Joint in my mouth, lookin' big as a burrito
Turnin' ten into twenty, twenty into forty
Forty into eighty, everything is gravy
Why don't you play me in your deck-uh
Microphone Checker
Quick to grab a chickenhead and clutch by the neck-uh
Double decker, hoes on my Woody Woodpecker
Niggas call me Grind say that I'm a homewrecker
Berreta under my Raider sweater
Fuck a fine loca by the name of Jueta
Stackin' mo chedda, then speedy Gonzales,
Smoother than the head of Mister Telly Sevalas
Tu sabes haciendo jales, movin' yales
Order two tacos with the beans and nopales
Dont blame us, just because I'm famous
And got my middle finger up your Baby Mama anus, BITCH

Do you raise Ben Davis or do you sag Dickies?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Does your bitch got your name tattooed on her titty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you bump Tupac or do you bump Biggie?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you sleep with your wife or with a nine milli?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)

I got sacks for sale in the land of Hell,
My enemies don't even get a chance to yell
In the black seville, with my man Miguel
Little beings wanna put my fuckin' ass in jail
Stack my mail, where the bastards dwell
Puffin' on Jane cuz that's my gal
Never brag or tell, but I blast'em well,
I shoot more shots than Sam Cassell
Well, pick the chosen and form an alliance
Move in silence we got the loyal clients
Corporate giants, with street science
Cookin' dope on a kitchen appliance
Don't try it, if you can't keep quiet
I put seventeen bullets in your diet
Layin' in a puddle cuz you hoes wanna rumble,
SPM like Tarzan, King of the jungle

Do you got 5 screens in your '86 Rivi?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you flip Snow White quick, fast, in a jiffy?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
When you buy new tennies do you spend one fifty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you smoke Swisher Sweets or do you smoke Phillies?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Have you ever bought a TV from Dope Fiend Willie?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you sip Cognac or do you sip Remy?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Have you ever slapped a bitch for givin' you a big hickey?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you get shit crunk or do you get jiggy?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Will you still be fuckin' when you way past sixty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Could I hide in your house if the cops is tryin' to get me?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Would you fuck a thick bitch even though she wasn't pretty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
If I was doin' bad would you smoke a blunt with me?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Are you a young city slicker or a country hillbilly?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you like Fonzarelli or Lenny and Squiggy?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
When you wake up on a Sunday do you feel shitty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you pass on the ass if you don't got a Jimmy?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Just to fuck a fine bitch would you eat out the kitty?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Have you been with two hoes that wasn't strictly dickly?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)
Do you hit anything or are you really picky?
(wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy, wiggy)


"Wiggy Wiggy" By: South Park Mexican


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Stapled shut, inside and ouside would and I'm
Sealed in tight, but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catostrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me upon all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Fray the stings
Throw the sheathes
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm Wiggled like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscrestions
I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles

Locked in flesh
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

My end
It justifies my means
All I have to do is delay
I'm given time to evade
The end of the road is my end
It justifies my means
All I have to do is delay
I'm haven't time to evade
THE END OF THE ROAD!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!


"Before I Forget" By: Slipknot



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That's enough for now, but there will be plenty more to add...