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Danielle-
I pretend to be someone im not.
Im depressed, have been for 3 and a half years.
I used to cut, luckily i stopped.
I like black nail polish it makes me feel pretty.
Im 19 years old.From Minnesota.
I like dark and depressing music.
I have one gigantic secret i keep from everyone.
Im allergic to Opium
I have Anhidrosis Ectodermal dysplaisia a few big words for i dont sweat.
I dont do drugs, but i could care less if you do.
I love Vodka.Its the best thing ever.
I drink Vodka straight.
Alcohol is my friend. we have had some good times.
I have friends.
I hate meat (xcept for chicken)
I refuse to eat meat.
I work at a daycare as a young infant teacher.
I love kids, but im not sure i want my own.
I hate Halloween. and christmas music.
I love gum. im addicted. its given me TMJ. i am not suppose to have it anymore.
I love my convertible. Even though it doesnt work anymore, i love my SAAB too!
I like to dance, even though i cant.
I like smelling good and im obsessed with perfume i have 22 diffrent kinds.
I try to live my life how i want
My favorite band ever is paramore
I love the Olympics OBSESSED!!! i am going to the 2012 Olympics in London
I hate when i am judged
Sometimes i wish i could go back to 11th grade child development class and change that phone call..
I am too forgiving. I have a fear of being alone
This is me, real.
i express on here what i cant in real life. I live a series of lies.
I wish i could change me. but. it will never happen.
I go to college, criminal justice major.
I have lots of pets! I love them!
I have 2 puppies, Simon and Fiona. I have 3 kittens, Rocky, Daphne, and Oliver. And a fishy named henry the second, who has ADHD (who has recently passed as well from a heart attack while his tank was being changed). (Henry the first was anorexic and died)
I feel pressure all the time. I need to get out of Minnesota. It sucks. I need to travel, GET OUT! Move to Europe. London preferably.
I am going to Italy in May 2009, for 10 days. I am pretty psyched




Surrv about me and my life
...Have You Ever...
( x) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
(x ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating


(x) I'm single
( ) I'm in a relationship
( ) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
( ) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

( ) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
( ) I've been kissed in the rain. =]
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
(x) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

( ) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
( ) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
( ) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
( ) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.
( ) I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

(x) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
( ) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
( ) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

( ) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x ) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone i no has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random

(x) I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news.
( ) I don't kill bugs.
( ) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
( ) I sing in the shower.
(x) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(x ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
( ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
( ) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
( ) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
( ) I eat fast food weekly
( ) I believe in ghosts.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
( its called flirting with the teacher and low cut shirts) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
( ) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
( ) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
( ) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails (more the skin around them)
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(x ) I'm good at remembering names.
( ) I'm good at remembering dates.
( ) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed