HayleyMai• Show poetry

I'm a 15 year old girl from canada

I like school, because it enriches my mind. I love learning.

right now my some bands i like are , rise against, the maine, alexisonfire,theory of a dead man, slipknot, appcolyptica, seether, teegan and sara,
others that i can't think of right now

I don't think i'm a very fascinating person, i write pretty crappy poetry
mostly personal experiances
i get good grades in school
i half play the viola
i love to sing
i dye my hair red
I like drawing people, and i like fashion ( i dont like the media though, very hyprocritical i know )
I used to row, but it's over now the school term. I run cross country, but i really am terrible at sports. I haven't found my thing yet.

I have 4 siblings, a step mother and step father, my parents are divorced
it's pretty chaotic.

on the outside, apart from being overweight ( not obese , but not stick thin) my life looks perfect.

i'm 5"2 ( 158 cm) and i weigh 150 lbs

..Have You Ever...
[ ] Smoked a cigarette
[ ] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[ ] Seen someone die
[X] Been to Canada
[X] Been to Florida
[X] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[_] Been on the opposite side of the country
[ ] Gone to Washington , DC
[X] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[ ] Played cops and robbers
[ ] Recently colored with crayons
[x] Sang karaoke badly
[x]paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[X]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[X] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end ( if you mean peed my pants )
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[ ]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[X] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[X] Iceskating

[ ] I'm single
[ X ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X ] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on )
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[?] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[?] I am bi but know one knows
[ ] I have had sex
[ ] I have had sex with more then one person
[ ] I regret it
[X] I am a virgin
( ) Gone to jail
( ) Been picked up by the cops
(_) Own a gun
(X) Love someone
( ) Hate someone
( ) Love and hate someone
(X) Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
(X) Works out
( ) Has a tattoo
(_) Is a goth
(_) Is emo
(X) Is something
(_) Is an alien
(X) Is "idk"
(X) Is no one
(_) Has ever been in boot camp
( ) Ever been to juvy
( ) Cusses regulary
(X) Loves life
( ) Hates life
( ) Wants to die
( ) Wants to live
( ) Wants to die but not kill themself
( ) Wants to kill themself
(_) Has ever cut
(_) Likes to cut
(_) Loves to cut
(_) F*cking loves to cut
(_) Thinks cutting is wrong
(X) Thinks cutting helps
(_) Is a drama king/queen
( ) Doesn't care what people think
(x) Cares what people think
(x) Has more than one friend
( ) Has a best friend
(X) Is a goody-goody
(_) Is a bad-*bitch *
( ) Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
(X) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(_) Has someone to talk to
( ) Thinks your smart
(X) Thinks your dumb
(_) Thinks your cool
(X) Thinks your lame
(X) Liked this thingy
(_) Disliked this thingy

Honesty/Crime

[X] I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[/] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[X] I've been suspended from school.( not for a cool reason tho)
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[_] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I Have taken anti-depressants.
[was] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[_] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[_] I'm addicted to self harm
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[/] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ish] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
{ ] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[x]I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] i have x's in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_change spider to tiny sporpian then yes] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[x] I bite my nails
[ ] I play video games
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest