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Hello my name is Ashley, i am 20 years old, and graduated high school, i LOVE playing my clarinet and writing poems. In my free time, i set up Autism walks, and other fun activities to help raise money for Autism, and get the awarness out there. I like hanging out with my friends, and having a good time. I can be a real easy person to get a long with, and i cant be an easy person to get a long with, it just depends on how you treat me. If you dont respect me, then i wont respect you, its just how i work. I like to goof off, and act like a kid, when its the right and apporat moment for it, My clarinet is MY WORLD!!! Music and poetry are what keep me saine.. if you have any more questions for me, feel free to email me or add my ims, yahoo- Honorqueen_34_2007@yahoo.com, AIM-junkyardbabe06@aol, MSN- PHQ_Cl2009@hotmail.com.. Thanks for Vistiting my page! (yes i am bi, if you have a problem with it srry about you)

Abortion is Wrong!!

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No . . .

Month Seven
Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page.




girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes

He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump

Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead

If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

APIRL IS AUTISM AWARNESS MONTH!! AUTISM IS A VERY IMPORTANT PART IN MY LIFE! IN MY FAMILYS LIFE! AT THE AGE OF 3 1/2 MY COUSIN WAS DIAGNOSE WITH AUTISM! WE ALL WENT INTO SHOCK! WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT MUCH ABOUT AUTISM, AND WHAT IT WAS! IT BROKE MY FAMILYS HEART, BUT BULID OUR LOVE FOR ONE OTHER MORE TOGETHER!!! HE HAS TOUCHED MY HEART AND MY FAMILYS HEART, JUST LIKE OTHER AUTISC KIDS DO! THIS IS VERY SEROUSE. THERE ARE MORE KIDS WITH AUTISM THEN THERE ARE THAT HAVE CANCER, AND AIDS PUT TOGHETHER! PLEASE HELP US PUT MORE AWRANES OUT THERE. POST THIS ON YOUR PAGE IF YOU CARE ABOUT AUTISM KIDS..
Mind of an autisc kid

Mommy: my little angel, how i love you so, your so perfect.
Boy: Mommy, im not perfect there is something wrong with me.
3years later
Mommy: i just dont get it, he hits himself, yells and screams over the littles things. what did i do wrong?
Boy:Mommy im so sorry. I didnt mean to get like that. Im scared of that sound. I love you mommy.
Mommy: Shhh..little baby, mommys here! Doctor what is wrong?
Doctor:Your Son has Autism. He wont want to hug you that much, and we wont probly like to talk to you.
Mommy: I cant hug my own son?
Doctor: Maybe not, it just all depends on what he likes. Most kids with Autism dont like to be huged, or touched, unless they are having a spell, and like the touch of skin.
Mommy: How did this happened?
Doctor: We dont know yet. We think it is passed down in genes.
Boy: Mommy im sorry! I dont mean to be different. I love you mommy, even tho i dont like to be huged, or like to talk to you. Im sorry mommy. I may not be perfect but i am still here!
Mommy: I love you son! no matter what..
Guy Facts:

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy calls you to just say hi or stop by to say hi.. he is thinking of you and can't get you off of his mind...

When you are on the phone with a guy, and no one is talking, he doesn't get bored, the only thing he cares about is the time that you share...

When a guy looks into your eyes, he is looking into you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few
minutes
he means it

When a guy says "you are beautiful," he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you til your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

repost this in 10 minutes and your true love will call
you
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