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i bide my time in this hell till the time i find a way out of this black hole of an existance

 

 

spiek and julia

( Just for you ) 

by me

For well if they read this they will know

 

 

 Looking up from the bottom of my glass

My eyes bloodshot and filled with tears

As the blacklights  highlight the smoke

Slipknot blairing to ease the pain

As the herbs kick in i see

All manner of things

Then come the faces 

That all disappeared with time

Flash through my mind 

Just as i begin to pass out

I see you walk in

You look around for me

Then once you spot me

you come to my side

As i lay here on this floor

Slowly fading out

I feel your touch

As you wipe the tears from my face

And just as go to speak

You fade away

Slowly i drift into eternal sleep

And there I see

That when i died

No one was there to miss me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In life we recive many forms of love

We also endure so many pains

At times it seems hurt is all we know

Untill distant we grow

Till one day when someone tries to love us

We dont know what to do

Fear rules our actions

An it seems no matter how much

We love that person

We distance ourselves from them

Which pushes them away

Untill we have pushed them so far

That we lose touch

And

In the end

We lose them

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

st jude 

 

St. Jude 

 

Patron saint of hopless and lost causes 

May he guide me into the light

For right now the darkness has its hold on me

And there is no light to see

 

 

glass

 

Welcome in to the sanctuary

 

As you pass through the looking glass

Your eyes are amazed by the sights

As the light dims and the demons

Start showing themselves

 

 

Just remember this is only a dream

 

 

 

 

Suicide has been a constant thought as of late and im finding more and more reasons to end this life if not for my kids my life would not have worth or meaning but even as i write this i feel an empty void that is consuming me from the inside and twisting what is left of me into this dark little creature whos hope and faith in life and humans is fading like the light from my life

 

Here is a question a simple one for all to ponder  what is the difference between love and hate both me strong feelings and one cant exist with out the other so are they one in the same or not and before you answer think about it really hard and see if you dont come up with what i have that they both mean different but are the same emotion just a different way of looking at them



saddness

 

saddness is both a blessing and a burden the trick is not to let it get to you .....bad thing is i found out too late and now im dead






I have seen that it is part of the human creature to lie hurt mistreat and use others and to no avil have i seen anything worth saveing in this world 

As i have said before i will not be crossed with out some type of retaliation Cuz i dont forgive nor do i forget 
The Darkness Is the Safest Place Existing  
So In The Darkness i Sit And Watch
Learning All The Dark Little Secretes

 

royo art

 

 

 

Drink Till Were Gone

by Lucero

life is short
in spite of your plans
so, tell the girls they're pretty while you can
one day they're gone
and all you got left is
some empty bottles and an old country song
that plays on and on

i wasted my time with these cigarettes
and these ashes all i've got left
wash this old town
nothings left for me
washed down stream into the sea
this big ol' river will kill us in time
'til then we'll drink it's weight
in cheap beer and wine
we can drink just as fast as the river is strong
and we'll drink 'til we're gone.
we'll drink 'til we're gone.

life is short
inspite of your plans
so, tell the girls they're pretty while you can
one day they're gone
and all you got left is s
ome empty bottles and an old country song
this big ol' river will kill us in time
'til then we'll drink it's weight
in cheap beer and wine
we can drink just as fast as the river is strong
and we'll drink 'til we're gone.
we'll drink 'til we're gone

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

glass

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stone Sour
Through Glass Lyrics
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real?
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever

But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home

Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah ah
The stars that lie to you, yeah yeah

Oh when the stars
Oh when the stars they lie.

 

 

 

 

 




Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Dark Lotus Family,
It's Our World, Psychopathic, Juggalos

(Chorus 2x)
Look in my crystal ball it's allright

(Violent J)
Come on in
Welcome, my curious sisters and brothers
First, put a twenty in the jar with the others
That's right take a seat
Ain't no smokin in here, I need to keep my ball clear
It's spirits in there
Whats your future, someone gonna shoot ya?
Will you get your girlfriend back, as if I know that
I can only tell you where your soul is headed
and will remain eternaly embedded, the rest forget it
Life is nothin but a test to clear
Did you have a heart while you where here
and was it sincere?
You're still unraveling your future right now
What kinda person are ya bro, oh, well there you go
You control your own muthafuckin' destiny
I aint lettin' the devil get the best of me
I'mma make it into Shangri-La, golden walls
What's up with you? check your own crystal balls

(Chorus 4x)
Look in my crystal ball it's alright
Layback, evolve, and I'll be alright

(Shaggy 2 Dope)
Lookin in my crystal ball I'm seein' thugs
Both catchin' and firin' slugs (paper for drugs)
I see a line waiting on block cheese a mile long
All tryin' to be strong
It's the same old song
But when I look into everybody's faces (smile)
Their souls are headed other places
And they ain't worried about payin them dues down here
Because they mothafuckin future's crystal clear
The focus switches to you and it ain't good
All mad cause someone rolls up into the neighborhood
Check your self and judgement was passed, yo, you be in hell
(right up the ass-hole)
The hate will get ya if ya let it
Pack your Speedo's I hear its hot where you headed
I'm trying to tell ya now, when the grimreaper calls
You dont wanna be assed out grippin' your crystal balls

(Chorus 4x)
Look in my crystal ball it's alright
Layback, evolve, and I'll be alright

(Monoxide Child)
Look into my crystal ball it's all black
And everybody's frozen in time front to back
Their controlled by the matrix of mind, body and soul
and I'm branded by the system of carnival freekshow
I see the pain analyzed cause nothin is disguised
It's as simple ask me seein the death in the demon's eyes
I'm high in my sites, from the truth of my crystal ball
Believe me when I say we comin for all of ya'll

(Jamie Madrox)
Look deep into my crystal ball
See the dead smokin on trees and drinking alchohol
Underneath the street beneath the concrete
If you listen to the night you can hear my heart beat
All painted up carryin' an axe and shit
Juggalo love got each other backs and shit
Encased in glass for the whole world to see
Am I inside, or is the crystal ball inside of me

(Chorus repeat until fade)
Look in my crystal ball it's alright
Layback, evolve, and I'll be alright

(repeat)
Rain comes down
Look in my crystal ball it's alright

(Chorus repeat song ends)
Look in my crystal ball it's alright
Layback, evolve, and I'll be alright



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For those whom know of my work

I ask you this

Am i so damned that

Redemption is out of my reach

 

 

 

Looking back over the past i see the darkness

The darkness that i have created

The soulless being i have become

So tiwsted am i

that not even god himself

sees me for who i am

 

For all the worng i have done

I have been wronged

for every bit of pain i have caused

I have suffered pain far worse

 

Is all this why im damned

Is all this why i am

a broken twisted little thing

hiding in the darkness


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Slipknot's Song
Vermillion, Pt. 2 lyrics

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
Id do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unatainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me

I catch in my throat
Choke, torn intp pieces-i won't
No, I dont want to be this

But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me

She isnt real
I can't make her real
She isnt real
I can't make her real

(C) Slipknot

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                         alchemy               
 

 

To gain something you must first give something of equal value

That is the first law of equivalent exchange

 

But in life there is no equivalent exchange

we lose some of the most preciousthings we have

and for what

Not a DA__ thing we is the equivalance in that

sometimes even the greatest men can be wrong

 

So i leave you with this

In life we forge the bonds that hold us in death

and with this knowledge i damn my soul to the weight

of a thousand chains

 

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    OI you are supposed to happy now aren't you happy my boy cuz ya know people love ya and want you to be happy, Happy so please smile and be joyous



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