Grow Your Wings Bck• Show poetry

'Then he said, "Jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom."
Jesus answered him, "Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise."
Luke 23:42
N.I.V

IMPORTANT NOTE- A few people have recently asked me where i get my insprations from...well to tell the truth at the risk of sounding like an attention seeker, all my poems are 100% heart 0%lies if there is something in my poem, a message, a feeling, and emotion, i was saying its or feeling it at some point. Although self harming in my older poems is bassed on me self harming I no longer self harm, yet i do feel the strain sometimes of both satan and the old vampire covens so i believe that the only way of cleansing myself is by drawing blood. So i hope you will not think im a petty self harmer...its more a ritualesque way of cleansing my unclean blood. I hope you enjoy my poems its always great to hear from you.
Thanks for reading
-Matt-

RIGHT PEOPLE I CANT BE ARSED TO GO ON AN ALL OUT PERSONALITY CHECK BUT I GONNA LET YOU KNOW THAT I GET EXTREMELY OPPINONATED (JUST ASK HELOS) SO SORRY IF I OFFEND YOU
-Matt-

Appearance:
Eyes: Dark Brown
Hair: Medium brown and blonde
Height: 5ft 12
Build: Medium
Religion: Christianity (Yeah you better believe it! Im C.A.P. Christian And Proud!)
Ex Brujah (yeah up yours Brujah hahaha i left u!)
C.C.C.P/KPD COMUNISM RULES!!!

Quotes!:

"Mine honour is my life; both grow in one: Take honour from me, and my life is done: Then, dear my liege, mine honour let me try; In that I live and for that will I die."
*William Shakespeare (through Thomas Mowbray-Richard II)


"Death is not the end, it is meerly another path, one that we all must take"
*Ian Mckellen-Lord of the Rings*

"Why then, O brawling love, O loving hate, O anything of nothing first create. heavy lightness. Serious vanity. Misshapen chaos of well seeming forms."
*Romeo-Romeo and Juliet*

"In the absence of light, darkness prevails"
*Hell Boy*

"If we let go of our beliefs and our faith then we become slaves to the goverment and follow them, would you rather follow a man who has expirienced 40 years of life or a being that has seen life from the begining?"
*Me*

"It is not enough for a handful of experts to attempt the solution of a problem, to solve it and then to apply it. The restriction of knowledge to an elite group destroys the spirit of society and leads to its intellectual impoverishment."
*Albert Einstein*

"the Earth is not dying, it is being murdered and the people murdering it have names and addresses'
*Unknown*

"Anarchy is the basis for the anti-establishmentarian movement. Now it is a fad and a corporate logo. The fundamental basis for the anarchist movement is against everything it is now associated with. Corporations and mass profiterring on a political ideal. Would some body try this with Republicans or Democrats? Hell no! Anarchy appeals to the milk-fed, sheltered Hot-Topic shopping misguided children that shoot up our schools representing something they don't understand."
*unknown*

"Hatred comes from the heart; contempt from the head; & neither feeling is quite within our control."
*Arthor Schorperhauer*

"If you hate your parents, the man or the establishment, don't show them up by getting wasted and wrapping your car around a tree. If you really want to rebel against your parents: outearn them, outlive them, and know more than they do."
Henry Rollins

"If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us."
*Hermenn Hesse*

*_Band Lyrics


You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine…
We'll be fine…
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can't describe my face
This feeling's evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
to a happy state
feeling the blood run inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine…
We'll be fine…
Then your body will be mine

Why is everything so bunny hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be!
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?

Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily

I will not die…

Why is everything so bunny hard for me?

I will not die…

Why is everything so bunny hard for me?

I will not die…

Why won't you die?
Your blood is mine….
We'll be fine….
Then your body will be mine (x 2)


_*Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
Linkin Park-Breaking the habit

*-Pushing Me Away-Linkin Park

*I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me pushes me away
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me pushes me away
Pushes me away

*-Recovery-Funeral For A Friend

*Scared to open up these eyes
See just what's inside
This tree is dead and cold
This house is not a home
Help me now
I'm dying here all alone

This is not a new game
So don't think that you know

Casually I confide
Awake and paralyzed
Forever in one word
Forever is the longest time
It's the only cure
I'm not sure I'll survive

This is not a new game
So don't think that you know

Can you see these blood shot eyes?
And can you see...

That my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
Can't go on this way

Promise me, promise me
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
You will not ever leave

And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
It doesn't seem the same
It just doesn't seem the same