GothicFyre• Show poetry

I'm a teenage girl with brown hair, green eyes and glasses. I was born in the Republic of Ireland, moved to Scotland aged 4 and then to Ramsgate in South East England. My family comes from a long line of Roma gypsies, so I do have gypsy blood in me. At least 50% of me is gypsy - yay me! - and I am adopted. I am also Wiccan, and have been for a long time. I believe in the law to "harm none" and the rule of 3.

Best blonde joke: Two blondes had driven across the country to see Disney World in Florida. As they appoached it and got onto the final stretch of the highway, they saw a sign saying "Disney World Left!" After thinking for a minute, the driver blonde said "Oh well!" and started driving back home.

Best quote (so far): "I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had." - Copyright BeautifulDisaster9

I play five instruments and I sing. I do a lot of music - county and school ensembles/choirs etc - and I love it! However, I also love writing poetry and being me. It's great fun!

There are two things that will anger me beyond belief (so please take note!):

1. Don't ever insult my friends or anyone in my family, unless you really want to get a shedload of abuse from me.

2. Never tell me how I should/should not feel. I'll decide how I feel, thanks, not anyone else.

Apart from that, I do have an attitude but if you start off OK with me then we'll get along famously! One case in question: An ex of mine decided to verbally abuse me. That ex ended up getting shedlaods of anger from most of my friends. Don't mess with me or my friends - we stick together and we look out for each other.

Jess xxx

"I have seen the smoke of man. I have seen the smoke of war.
But I have cowered in the smoke of Mother Nature." - Nameless-Faceless

Relationship status: Truly madly deeply in love for the first time ever.

My AP family:

True love: My boyfriend Michael.

Mum: maktub

Dad: Heath Thompson

Sister(s): August Starlight, CrimsonKiss, XxVampirePoetxX, historygeek6190

Brother(s): bird on the wire, xColumbineKidx, nathanielike92

Cousin(s): BabyFreak, Wynd-fyre

Uncle(s): Lowell Poe

Bezzies: Hollowed-Soul, Zander69, Eusebius, SteveS, ViceVersa, Evemauy, nathanielike92

Favourite song(s) atm: "Native Son" and "Don't Slit Your Wrists For Me", by Oysterband, as well as "The Diary of Jane" by Breaking Benjamin and the entirety of Dark Passion Play by Nightwish - great album! .
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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, repost this onto your page

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[Put This On Your Page If you Were Abused Or Are Against Any Form Of It!]

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HATE EMO?
READ THIS:
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE
BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF ING AND DODGING RUMORS
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

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"Post this on your page if you love MCR!!!"

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Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.


• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• trust her over everyone else.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• write her letters.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.

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What A Kiss Means

Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...

Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"

--Advice--

Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone
while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.