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I am a 13 year old pagan/wiccan,emo, and outcast. I love Marilyn Manson,Anime and is bi. Look me up on myspace. My user name is xxKannaxx! I support all Wiccans,Emos,Satanists and Pagans.i read strange books,listen to what you would call weird music by bands my friends don't even know.my fav.Marilyn Manson,Slipknot,Linkin Park,Alesana,Seether,Tool,A7X,Shiny Toy Guns,Breaking Benjamin,Tokio Hotel,Evanescence,Apocalyptica, Deftones,Paramore, Flyleaf,Three Days Grace,Papa Roach,Shinedown,Drowning Pool, Bullet For My Valentine,Coldplay,Dragonforce,Stone Sour,Scary Kids Scaring Kids,AFI,Psychostick,Tool,Dope,Five Finger Death Punch,Blue October,30 Seconds To Mars,Lamb Of God,Disturbed,Tantric,The Cure,We the Kings, The Academy Is...,Trapt,Killswitch Engage,Lucuana Coil,System Of A Down, Serj Tankian,Three Doors Downs,The White Stripes,Muse,Story Of The Year,The Offspring,Incubus,Thousand Foot Krunch,Ludo,Puddle Of Mudd,Amberlein,Powerman 5000,Korn,All That Remains,& MCR,Sixx A.M., & Buckcherry.i hate ppl who r prepz, think their perfect, girly-girlz, grammar,and two-timers.i like diferent things and hardly speak unless your my friend.my hobbiez are cutting, writting, drawing, singing, listening to what i consider good muzic, and what few friends i have.

My eye colors:
black- depressed
crimson red- dangerous
blue- normal
bluegreen- normal/weird
purple- emotionless
green- blank

my eyes are almost always green or blue cause im blank to people that i don't trust and im sad because everyday is full of drama and bull sh!t that i don't want sometimes even red when you get me mad enough

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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help
(>" >) Him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
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i'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"


"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."


HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

why boys and girls make out
did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years........

to every guy

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything
so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her
when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.



...This one bulletin is for you...


Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

i guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy...


A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... you’re not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die. (SO LIKE ME)...

Repost this on your page if you think love is worth dying for AND YOU REALLY MEAN IT

PASS THIS ON!! POST IT ON YOUR PAGE!!

Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]

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Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, BrownEyedGirlxoxo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior,Mina the Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery.SouthernSecrets15SecretButterfly, SuiCiDaL.h3ARTbREAK, england girl2008, Truelivewire (Kevin),midnights red tears


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Put this on your profile

Weird is good. Strange is bad. Odd is what you call someone who you can't decide what to call them. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, which means weird is good! If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

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A guy and a girl were riding on a motorcycle...
Girl. slow down i'm scared.
Guy. no this is fun.
Girl. no it's not please it's way to scary!
Guy. then tell me you love me.
Girl. i love you now slow down.
Guy. now give me a big hug.
She gave him a big hug.
Guy. can you take off my helmet and put it on yourself? it's bothering me.
Girl: took the helmet
In the newspaper the next day a motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it and only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks were out and he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him she loved him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for a person you love then put this on your profile.

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If you like or are ABSOLUTELY FANS of Twilight, copy and paste this into your profile.

92% of teens have moved onto rap. If your are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your page.

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Can you raed tihs? Olny srmat poelpe can. I cdnuol't blveiee taht I cluod aulactly uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rsceearch at Cmabridge Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. If you can raed tihs, cpoy and ptsae tihs itno yuor pofirle.

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my saying are
"why live forever when you can't love foever"
"why do the good die young"
"i'm not injured... i'm just bleeding"
"i'm not broken... just never whole"
"i have a soul, but barley breath"

//||>•••ive had those times♥
where silently in darkness i cried♫
felt the pain♥
trying to run away♫
forced to stay awake♥
if you ever felt rejected♫
by the world♥
put this on your profile•••<||\\♫

Slowly fading away,
fading to gray.
Blending into the paper she writes on
Becoming one of them.
Fading away,
fading to gray.
Her eyes will be the only reminder of her old self.
Their bright and shining light,
will allow us to forget her fading.
I see her laughing,
but wonder about the pain she feels inside
Why does she do this.
Why does she let herself fade away.
Why does she stop dreaming,
and fade to gray.
When will she see the beauty in the mirror.
When will she stop fading to gray.
WRITTEN BY RunningWithVampires--- Addie

*** put this on your profile if someone you or someone you care about might be or is anorexic or bulimic or used to be

♀ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♂ + ♂ = ♥
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!

Sharp Razor: 5.00$
Towel: 2.00$
New long sleeved shirt: 10.00$
Bleeding yourself to sleep: PRICELESS ♡

~TO EVERY GIRL~
"To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again, because she has been hurt too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTIFUL, NOT HOT.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
To every girl who just wishes he cared more.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING OF HIM.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
To every girl who shows how much she cares but gets nothing back.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO EVER THOUGHT “MAYBE THIS COULD BE THE ONE.”
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS A GUY THAT DOESN’T JUST PLAY WITH HER EMOTIONS, BUT CARES ABOUT HOW SHE FEELS.
To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.
To every girl who fell for all the lies only to find herself alone in the end.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be. "

" -I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be CLOSER to you...
-I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
-I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
-I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
-I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
-I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each one...
-I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
-I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
-I'm the girl who REALLY does want to be friends after a break up...
-I'm the girl who LOVES when you hug me for no apparent reason...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..
-I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU; and doesn't care what other people say about US...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
-I'm the girl who will ALWAYS love you... "

She Was Only 5..this is sad!
Body: Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of shit!

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lying dead on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

A child dies every day from child abuse.
And if you have an ounce of pity in you for Auroura (the little girl),
and you hate child abuse with a passion,
you will repost this and help out those abused children,
and let them know that someone cares for them.
It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds
so please just do it

I am an E.M.O........
Eerie
Mutilating
Outcast
-Crystal Vixen (yea i made this up so dont say otherwise
put this on your page i your a supporter of the darkness
xTheVampyrePrincex, xxEmoVampressxx

My AP family:
mom-
dad-
my twin sis -XxCrystal.luvs.DCxX
sister- The Demons Bride
brother- The Demon

Hello and welcome to the mental health hotline.

* If you are an obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
* If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
* If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5, and 6.
* If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want; stay on the line while we trace your call.
* If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transfered to the mother ship.
* If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.
* If you are a manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.
* If you are dyslexic, press 969696961001
* If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until a representative comes on the line.
* If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.
* If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.
* If you have bi-polar disorder, please leave a message after the beep, or before the beep. Or after the beep. Or before the beep. Please wait for the beep.
* If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
* If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are far too busy to talk to you.

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Quotes i like:
1.a guy gave a girl a dozen roses 11 real one fake and he tells her "baby i'll love you till the last rose dies"
2. It's funny how someone can break your heart into a million pieces and you still love them with every little piece
3.How can i be so happy on the outside when i'm so hurt on the inside
4.i know i love him i can't help it...but i cry every night because i know ...he's hers
5.i can't stand my true reflection
6.&& she's afraid to get close to anyone... because everyone that said "i'll be there"
Left
7.i'm gonna draw a picture... a picture with a twist...i'll draw it with a razor blade... i'll draw it on my wrist.
8...A locked door,
A rusty razor,
A towel stained with red,
A folded note on the floor,
A broken mirror,
A young girl lays there dead,
Their emotions tangled,
The room begins to swirl,
She was Mom's little angel,
And Daddy's little girl...
9.broken smile starless sky grab it all and say goodbye
10.alcohol & nervous witts
razor blades& bloody wrists
deceiving eyes entrapped in lies
can't escape the painful cries
11.sick of crying
tired of trying
yeah i'm smiling
but inside
i'm dying
12.i wish you would love me
13.i never thought i would be able to love again til i found you.....(this idk about)
14.she dropped her smile whispered "i can't do this anymore" as a tear rolled down her cheek.
15. In all blood and lies i found you.
16. Blood lies of the black rose. (Kuroi bara no chi no uso)
17. love in a cold undead heart.
18. why does it hurt so much to see you in the arms of another girl.

Box of Bandades:3.00$
Sharp Razor: 5.00$
Towel: 2.00$
New long sleeved shirt: 10.00$
Bleeding until the pain finally goes away: PRICELESS

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SYSTEM OF A DOWN!!!!!!

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CHILD ABUSE IS WRONG-WE NEED TO CHANGE THE WORLD!

My name is Sarah I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong,
Or else I'm locked up all the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark my folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice
So maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound! I just heard a car.
My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse my name he calls
I press myself against the wall.
I try and hide from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping he shouts ugly words,
He says it's my fault that he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more
I finally get free and I run for the door.
He's already locked it and I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues with more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream but its now much too late
His face has been twisted into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain again and again
Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!
He finally stops and heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

More about me:
[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[_] Skipped school
[x] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[_] Been on a plane
[x] Been lost
[_] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[_] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying....
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[_] Played cops and robbers
[x] Recently colored with crayons
[_] Sang karaoke badly
[x] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[_] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[x] Gone roller-skating
[x] Ice-skating
[x] I'm single
[_] I'm engaged
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[x] I've been the cheatee
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] Get a new girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] Got dumped

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[_] I love to flirt.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] I have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[x] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[x] I am bi but know one knows
[_] I have had sex
[_] I have had sex with more then one person
[_] I regret it
[x] I am a virgin

Drugs/Alcohol

[_] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[_] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.Have you ever


Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Honesty/Crime:
(x) I am a terrible liar.
(_) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(_) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(_) I've run a red light.
(x) I've been suspended from school.
(_) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
(_) I've been arrested.

Death and Suicide:
(_) I'm afraid of dying.
(_) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.

I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.
I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.
I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.
I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.
I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.
I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.
I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.
I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.
I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.

Abortion is Wrong!!

Month One

Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No ...

Month Seven

Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page. ♥

she was only 5 and never loved ...

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'Jessy you love me don't you' a smile; his
Their breathe spirts weep
'Daddy you know i do; what is it?'
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps

His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
Daddy's creeping up my nightie; cold hands
I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong!
They look at one another; nod; something planned

I feel my palms sweat; Daddy's under my knickers
'Daddy I'm going to bed! Night' Pulling again
But there grip is to strong for weak me
I look at both; and ask, who are these men?

His fingers going up me; pulling away
His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
His tongue moving mine; my eyes squint
Lean back and away; 'Why are you doing this?'

No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
I try and scamper away, but I'm not fast
'O Daddy please, i love you'

His friend; pulling at my nightie
And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor
As my Dad lies himself on the ground

I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
And places me on top of Daddy; thrusts within
I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
'O Daddy please you win you win!'

I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
I can feel the blood seep down my leg
'Daddy your hurting me please'
I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg

Daddy's laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
Tying my hands together; moving in and out
'Ride me Jessy' He laughs and groans

They smile at one another; laugh to
They roll me over and spread me wide well
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside

I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
I cough and splutter; cry and weep
I beg and plead; but its no use
They've already made me hurt and bleed

I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care
Would he actually even; see?

Finally they get of and lie me on the sofa
My cheeks blotchy from tears and pain
They play with themselves; all over me
Rub it in; making me feel the shame

'Why Daddy? Please tell me why?'
Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
'Jessy i love you' he smiles and kisses my cheek
'Is that all you have in your heart to say?'

He puts my nightie on me
I walks me to my bedroom door
Ever since that night; His friend
And himself every Friday come back for more

'Night sweet Girl; You are my life'
Closing the door, tears still down my face
Still the smell of him and his friend
Fade into me like disgrace


I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
'Jessy its school' Knocking at my door
I cant help but cry; weep in pain
Because I'm so scared he wanted more

But one night daddy took it too far
Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
They were worried they would get caught
So he and his friend took me to a cemetery lot

I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
'Daddy please!! Not tonight!'
Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight

I begged daddy 'Please no more!'
All he could say 'Shut up you stupid whore!'
Daddy unblindfolded me at last
He said I love you so much

He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
'Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!'
I was dead
After only one swing..........................
RAPE IS SOO WRONG! POST IF YOU AGREE!

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SATAN FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Not all scars show, not all wounds heal you can't always see The pain someone feels.
~ She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story
~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
~Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.
~I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.
~Cause fucking up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed.
~ I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.
~nobody dies a virgin cause in the end life fucks us all

TWILIGHT OATH~
I promise to remember Bella
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
Whenever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my heart fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
When ever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rosalie
Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice
When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Renesmee
When I see that beautiful bronze hair.

And I promise to remember Esme
When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper
Whenever my stomach isn't curled
And I promise to remember the Volturi
When someone speaks of dominating the world
Yes I promise to love Twilight
Wherever I may go
So that all may see my obsession
Because I know what the Twilighters know.
Twilight isn't an obsession...
it's a way of live you know............
post on your page if your obseesed with the twilight saga