Don't be mad at me.
Life is failing right now.
I'm struggling to exist.
I hope to get on meds so I can function.
I'm without a computer or phone.
Cut off from the world.
Too lazy and depressed to write the old fashioned way.
Too much self-doubt.
Sorry.
I'm gone.
Life is failing right now.
I'm struggling to exist.
I hope to get on meds so I can function.
I'm without a computer or phone.
Cut off from the world.
Too lazy and depressed to write the old fashioned way.
Too much self-doubt.
Sorry.
I'm gone.
- Member since March 7, 2004.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 523 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "ill". - I am a 20 year old girl from Indiana (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm trying to figure everything out.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/violenceisthenewpacifism
- I am in the groups Bi Polars or any other Mental Illness, Black Pen Poets, Eating Disordorders Coping NOT Glorif, OVWA Winter Edition Volume II 2010, Perfect Imperfection of Being a Woman, Typists and Grammar Perfectionists, Writers Block Group
- I have 523 comments, 8 contests, 5 columns, 360 poems, 14 stories, 2 philosophies, 5 journals
My Poetry
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Thanks for the reminder! =O I have terrible memory *o*
I'm severely underslept at the moment or I'd write something, I'll come back to this later =]2 lines, December 31, 2009 -
1 lines, 1 comment, December 8, 2009
My Stories
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All was still as the ghostly tones faded from the eerie hallway. Davis sat still, as though the air were made of thick sheets of parchment
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It was June, early June. School had let out a few weeks ago and my friends and I were looking forward to a few days out of town. The big ev
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She had been anorexic for years. There wasn't a time she could remember eating guiltlessly. She was also bulimic, for a little less time. It got to the point that the only time she could remember what chocolate ice-cream tast1114 lines, 3 comments, January 2, 2008. In 600-2000 words, Eating disorders, Other, Personal, Recovery
My journal entries
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You know how everyone likes to toss around the light insult of "Get a life!"? Well, I find that I've needed one for a while. And guess what? I'm doing just that! =] With my bipolar disorder and my eating disorders, it's easy for me to get wrapped up in my neat little world of chaos and I forget that there's a worldDecember 14, 2009, In Diary, First person, My life, Nonfiction, Personal, School. 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I was sitting quietly in the garage. Two thin fingers held a cigarette like they wouldn't mind being lazy and burning a hole in the jeans below. My listless gaze was only matched by the carefree, yet impeccable way the smoke turned this way and that. I'd been fighting a headache all day; malnutrition's fault. It cameDecember 7, 2009, In Life, My own personal thoughts, Other, Pain, Personal, Spur of the moment, Thoughts. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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Everything fell apart a year ago. At the time, my two best friends, me, and my boyfriend at the time were living in an apartment in Terre Haute. We worked at Sony. My mind was failing me. It was a bad combination of lack of medication, stress with roommates, and 12 hour exhausting shifts. I almost killed myself a gDecember 4, 2009, In Angst, Depression, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Sad, Spur of the moment, Thoughts. 1,000 words. → Make first comment?
Guest Book
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September Rain on November 17, 2009Hey Aims, just wanted you to know I'd not forgotten about ya. Stop by sometime. Take care.
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VoltaicHypnosis on February 14, 2008... I like you. I realise I've read this before, but I read it again anyway. There are things I don't like - two. But you overcame one. I dont dislike your inyourface attitude, but it did irk me for a moment.
You're an interestingly lonely seeming soul.
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HollyxHavok on November 29, 2007Wow...
The intro is amazing and reminds me of myself much more than I expected it to once I started reading...
It's like an inspiration for my own life story, you know?
I don't wanna grow old either, but I'm too scared to die. -
VoltaicHypnosis on September 23, 2007I enjoyed your intro (^^^) much more than I expected. Your depth and honesty are definately your strong points. You say what's in my head but to great to be in my actions.
Nyce.
