God is a woman• Show poetry

Well this is me myself and I
I like music and dancing and drawing. I left school because I was being driven to the edge. I have my own way of doing things and if you don't like that then as my friend would say "Get the f**k out". Like most of my friends will tell you you I am somewhat mature (Alyssa, Chris no laughing) I am also lazy and argumentative, personally I think the lazy thing really just makes me an instant Mac Guyver. Cause if you think about it lazy peps look for easy ways to do things with out much movement it was something my sister thought, I just simply agree with her.
I was born in the year of the monkey like some of my friends which I find very cool.Monkeys are intelligent, inventive, clever, entertaining but also dangerous and easily discouraged. Because of their extraordinary nature and magnetic personality, they are always well liked and make close friends. However, they can't be trusted. They should guard against being an opportunist and distrusting other people. The sign suggests success in any field they try. The best matches are Dragons or Rats while the worst are Tigers. Or so a website says.

Would it help if I were someone else
Or if i didn't exist
well maybe i might just jump then what?
Would you take it all back and say how much you loved me
Well if it helps you sleep then you can say what ever you like just leave me alone.
This world was over before I came and it will be dead long after I'm gone
Don't blame me for hating every one for ever little thing that I couldn't stand
Just trust me I hated myself more that the level of hate I showed you.

I'm getting better, someday i might be ok but I don't know. Maybe one day.
I would like to say that I am art happy , as in i kinda want to hurt someone but I'll hold it in for now, I'll just hurt me instead how about that?

My special friends
I am very protective of these people cause I know them and I like them, a very rare thing that. It also makes me fiercely loyal to them. The only thing that is allowed to hurt them other then each other is their own stupidity.
That is a simple fact. Tal and Michael haha you are now one of us , you can be afraid very very afraid and disturbed now.
Alyssa(aka Scribbleheart) I've known her since I was 9. What can I say she's my best friend, everyone needs an Alyssa just for fun. I love her like a sister and hate her like only a sister could. She is so majorly my family and I am glad I know her cause she EPIC OWNS. Hurt her and you die a very painful death.
Chris(aka Ascry) I've known him since I was like 5. He is my oldest friend not that he's older then me actually I'm older then him. He's a great guy, if anyone tries to hurt him I will tear them apart with help and I mean it cos he is the nicest person ever, no matter how annoying he can be. If I had to be stuck with anyone during a zombie attack, it would be him. He owns.
Tal ( aka Evil-incarnate) I don't know her all that well but I'm starting to and I really like her. That said she kind of reminds me of Alyssa even if they say they are nothing alike. Hurt her Chris will bet the crap out of you. Cant wait to read the Zombie story she and Chris are writing.
Michael ( aka ImOnlyATraveler) well i meet him when i had this thing with Chris and the more I talk to him and hangout with him the more I think he is a great guy.
Simone ( aka s-i-m-o-n-e ) i have known her for a really long time and i love her like a little sister that i never had. If she ever has any problems with people giving her crap or trying to I will beat them so badly cause no one but me and mine are allowed to. She counts as family like alyssa and chris.
I'm Happy

Now for some lyrics from some of the artists I like listening to
Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self lyrics by PInk

Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Conversations with my thirteen year old self

You're angry
I know this
The world couldn't care less
You're lonely
I feel this
And you wish you were the best
No teachers
Or guidance
And you always walk alone
You're crying
At night when
Nobody else is home

Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling
I promise you that it won't always feel this bad
There are so many things I want to say to you
You're the girl I used to be
You little heartbroken thirteen year old me

You're laughing
But you're hiding
God I know that trick too well
You forget
That I've been you
And now I'm just the shell
I promise
I love you and
Everything will work out fine
Don't try to
Grow up yet
Oh just give it some time

The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare
But you can wake up anytime
Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you
You're the girl I used to be
The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me

Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Conversations with my thirteen year old self

Until we meet again
Oh I wish you well oh
I wish you well
Little girl
Until we meet again
Oh
I wish you well
Little girl
I wish you well
Until we meet again
My little thirteen year old me

"Fake It" By seether

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

[Chorus:]
Good god you're coming up with reasons
Good god you're dragging it out
Good god it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah you're such a fucking hypocrite

And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Yeah

[Chorus]

Whoah
Whoah

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of em all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

[Chorus]

Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Woah you're such a fucking hypocrite