I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.
only we can stop the violence, the prejudice, the insecurity, and most importantly, we are the only ones to blame. we have let these things go too far. change a person's life. try accepting them, rather than making them feel as though they were nothing, just because they are different. you can be the change, but only if you are willing to change yourself. take a chance, and be the person we all aspire to be.
DARKNESS CONSUMED
by One-Last-Rose on may fifth(my b-day. thanks for the awesome present Rosy!)
the sun sets on a beautiful day,
as the sky turns a deep shift red,
his friendliness haunts me
the things that he said.
i thank him with my heart,
he made me whole again
i never have and never will
have such a great new friend.
i trust him with everything,
and even more to spare,
if he had changed anything about him,
i simply wouldn't care.
i know what it's like to feel again,
to have emotions at my door,
DarknessConsumed332, i can't thank you enough,
today, and forevermore.
( i cried when i first read this. you have no idea how much i appreciate this Rosy! you always have my heart. -Kevin)
Through Love
by One-Last-Rose on July 26
Sometimes friends can be mean,
sometimes they can be amazingly nice,
sometimes, just sometimes,
it can develop into something more.
i have a wonderful friend,
who has helped me through,
Unimaginable stress and problems,
and not once did i lose his support.
yes of course i had my doubts,
on whether he believed me or not in the beginning,
but i was foolish for such things,
for i found no one more trusting than him.
something urged me, telling me that,
i can trust him with my darkest secrets,
and he completely understood,
not many would have been like that.
readily he took the weight of my problems,
upon himself, yet he still managed,
somehow, to keep me strong,
i guess it really just developed from there.
his presence, even from far away,
grew in my heart where i thought,
it was permanently sealed away,
i love him more than anything.
i don't know where i'd be without him,
for he was the reason i kept,
myself alive through these hardships,
without him, i'd be dead.
i want to be with him forever,
i want him to see how much i care,
i need him to see how much i love him,
even if he already has somebody else.
i didn't expect him to give up anything for me,
nobody ever has before,
and then suddenly i let him into my life,
and he's willing to stay by me, no matter what.
i've never had a friend like him,
and i don't think i ever will,
no matter what, my heart is always with him,
whenever he may need me.
i love him with my life,
and with all the world to know,
for one day, i shall return the strength he gave me,
hopefully, through love.
this poem is forever dedicated to my dearest friend DarknessConsumed332. At first, i had just thought that i had found somebody i could trust,but as time went on, i had somebody who i could not only trust,but who i could depend on being there when i needed to talk to somebody, and who i could confide my fears and secrets into, knowing he will never let me go. i am forever in debt to his kindness, and one day, we will meet, and i will finally know that i have found someone as amazing as him,when finally i will know that its not all too good to be true. DarknessConsumed332, i don't know where i'd be without you. you are my lifespirit. forever shall you have my love.
i just want every gay person who reads my author page to know that if they need someone to talk to, im here. anyone who needs help they can come to me if needed. yes im gay but im also human and do want to help lots of people.^.^, i know this might sound selfish or that im full of myself but i do want to help people.
PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE YOU NUT AND DRINK IT ALL UP!!!!
LET ME TELL YOU HOW....LOL
i'm starting an ap family!!!
my sister is XxtootiexX-lauren YAY!!!
second sister Angelpoet122005-Liz YAY!!!
awesome bands:
evanescence
seether
within temptation
nightwish
lacuna coil
green day
marilyn manson
alanis morrissette
ozzy ozbourne
the killers
koRn
rob zombie
disturbed
dido
Yelle
Shiny Toy Guns
Teh Britney spears
Tori amos
Siouxsie and the Banshees
Angelspit
I:Scintilla
Emilie Autumn
Dope Stars INC.
Frou Frou
Lady Gaga
Kevin Rudolf
Lil' Wayne
Mary Magdalan
coldplay
Psyclon nine
Porcelain and the Tramps
mind.in.a.box
Ayria
Rihanna
Pussycat Dolls
Madonna
Nine Inch Nails
Epica
Fireflight
Linkin Park
Zeromancer
...
...
...
Favorite quotes:
a flower that hides its petals, never blooms. -me
stupal fabbiland- my brother when he was attempting to say "stupid fabricland" but got a two second lisp
Shall we go to ze feztival of red ballooooons?!?!?!?-Vanessa Hoggingshead
You always adopt a nice asian girl. "mommy people at school say we different. they say we not related."..." oh thats stupid, they don't know what they're talking about. now shut up and do my nails!"- Vanessa Hoggingshead
start swalking you swank. swo swoopid!!!- My friend Katie
if i were Jesus, i would make the world tie die.-My friend Megan
"maria, what are you afriad of?"..."bears"..."no Maria what are you really afriad of?"...."the north american grizzly." "well....i'm really afraid of being sucked into a hideous cult!!!WHY??WHY AM I SO AFRIAD!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"-Maria Bamford
wait...when's ur twin's birthday?"- my friend Sarah
"evil goth ninja's unite!!!!"- again my friend danielle
"someone told me you died last night...is that true??"- some girl who came up to me at my school.
"Jesus told me he hates you."-me to some christian lady when we talking about how jesus is the one talking to me and not other spririts when we were having a controversial debate about the hysterical fits people go into during ritual provocation.
"We are Adam and Steve."- my wonderful gay friends adam and steve...hee hee
"love me like you hate me, that would devotion" - me
my friend sarah to this guy Steve who was drunk on the phone "do you really want me to stay on the line Steve? or can i go?"..."Sarah, on a scale from one to ten...i really want you to stay."
"You have to be pessimistic to be optimistic."-me
"I wish you were a beaver, because then i could feed you wood all night long..."-my friend Danny
"I Wish I was a beaver."-Me
"Well let me put my clutch into gear and then we'll go for a ride."-me(then my Friend Kelly licked me...tee hee...it wasn't ment to sound like that...)
"Giddy up, giddy up!!"- my gym teacher when she grabbed my bondage pants straps and started to pretend i was a horse, in front of my entire gym class...i was embarressed.
"I gotta pee. hand me a towel and a bottle and i'm good to go."- My lovely charming boyfriend
"If god is a man and a woman, he definitely is a trannie. so that makes rosie o'donell the closest thing to it." - My friend Lauren
"If walls could talk...i'd live outside." - My Friend Toni
and there will be more...i rpomsie!!!
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.
only we can stop the violence, the prejudice, the insecurity, and most importantly, we are the only ones to blame. we have let these things go too far. change a person's life. try accepting them, rather than making them feel as though they were nothing, just because they are different. you can be the change, but only if you are willing to change yourself. take a chance, and be the person we all aspire to be.
DARKNESS CONSUMED
by One-Last-Rose on may fifth(my b-day. thanks for the awesome present Rosy!)
the sun sets on a beautiful day,
as the sky turns a deep shift red,
his friendliness haunts me
the things that he said.
i thank him with my heart,
he made me whole again
i never have and never will
have such a great new friend.
i trust him with everything,
and even more to spare,
if he had changed anything about him,
i simply wouldn't care.
i know what it's like to feel again,
to have emotions at my door,
DarknessConsumed332, i can't thank you enough,
today, and forevermore.
( i cried when i first read this. you have no idea how much i appreciate this Rosy! you always have my heart. -Kevin)
Through Love
by One-Last-Rose on July 26
Sometimes friends can be mean,
sometimes they can be amazingly nice,
sometimes, just sometimes,
it can develop into something more.
i have a wonderful friend,
who has helped me through,
Unimaginable stress and problems,
and not once did i lose his support.
yes of course i had my doubts,
on whether he believed me or not in the beginning,
but i was foolish for such things,
for i found no one more trusting than him.
something urged me, telling me that,
i can trust him with my darkest secrets,
and he completely understood,
not many would have been like that.
readily he took the weight of my problems,
upon himself, yet he still managed,
somehow, to keep me strong,
i guess it really just developed from there.
his presence, even from far away,
grew in my heart where i thought,
it was permanently sealed away,
i love him more than anything.
i don't know where i'd be without him,
for he was the reason i kept,
myself alive through these hardships,
without him, i'd be dead.
i want to be with him forever,
i want him to see how much i care,
i need him to see how much i love him,
even if he already has somebody else.
i didn't expect him to give up anything for me,
nobody ever has before,
and then suddenly i let him into my life,
and he's willing to stay by me, no matter what.
i've never had a friend like him,
and i don't think i ever will,
no matter what, my heart is always with him,
whenever he may need me.
i love him with my life,
and with all the world to know,
for one day, i shall return the strength he gave me,
hopefully, through love.
this poem is forever dedicated to my dearest friend DarknessConsumed332. At first, i had just thought that i had found somebody i could trust,but as time went on, i had somebody who i could not only trust,but who i could depend on being there when i needed to talk to somebody, and who i could confide my fears and secrets into, knowing he will never let me go. i am forever in debt to his kindness, and one day, we will meet, and i will finally know that i have found someone as amazing as him,when finally i will know that its not all too good to be true. DarknessConsumed332, i don't know where i'd be without you. you are my lifespirit. forever shall you have my love.
i just want every gay person who reads my author page to know that if they need someone to talk to, im here. anyone who needs help they can come to me if needed. yes im gay but im also human and do want to help lots of people.^.^, i know this might sound selfish or that im full of myself but i do want to help people.
PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE YOU NUT AND DRINK IT ALL UP!!!!
LET ME TELL YOU HOW....LOL
i'm starting an ap family!!!
my sister is XxtootiexX-lauren YAY!!!
second sister Angelpoet122005-Liz YAY!!!
awesome bands:
evanescence
seether
within temptation
nightwish
lacuna coil
green day
marilyn manson
alanis morrissette
ozzy ozbourne
the killers
koRn
rob zombie
disturbed
dido
Yelle
Shiny Toy Guns
Teh Britney spears
Tori amos
Siouxsie and the Banshees
Angelspit
I:Scintilla
Emilie Autumn
Dope Stars INC.
Frou Frou
Lady Gaga
Kevin Rudolf
Lil' Wayne
Mary Magdalan
coldplay
Psyclon nine
Porcelain and the Tramps
mind.in.a.box
Ayria
Rihanna
Pussycat Dolls
Madonna
Nine Inch Nails
Epica
Fireflight
Linkin Park
Zeromancer
...
...
...
Favorite quotes:
a flower that hides its petals, never blooms. -me
stupal fabbiland- my brother when he was attempting to say "stupid fabricland" but got a two second lisp
Shall we go to ze feztival of red ballooooons?!?!?!?-Vanessa Hoggingshead
You always adopt a nice asian girl. "mommy people at school say we different. they say we not related."..." oh thats stupid, they don't know what they're talking about. now shut up and do my nails!"- Vanessa Hoggingshead
start swalking you swank. swo swoopid!!!- My friend Katie
if i were Jesus, i would make the world tie die.-My friend Megan
"maria, what are you afriad of?"..."bears"..."no Maria what are you really afriad of?"...."the north american grizzly." "well....i'm really afraid of being sucked into a hideous cult!!!WHY??WHY AM I SO AFRIAD!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"-Maria Bamford
wait...when's ur twin's birthday?"- my friend Sarah
"evil goth ninja's unite!!!!"- again my friend danielle
"someone told me you died last night...is that true??"- some girl who came up to me at my school.
"Jesus told me he hates you."-me to some christian lady when we talking about how jesus is the one talking to me and not other spririts when we were having a controversial debate about the hysterical fits people go into during ritual provocation.
"We are Adam and Steve."- my wonderful gay friends adam and steve...hee hee
"love me like you hate me, that would devotion" - me
my friend sarah to this guy Steve who was drunk on the phone "do you really want me to stay on the line Steve? or can i go?"..."Sarah, on a scale from one to ten...i really want you to stay."
"You have to be pessimistic to be optimistic."-me
"I wish you were a beaver, because then i could feed you wood all night long..."-my friend Danny
"I Wish I was a beaver."-Me

"Well let me put my clutch into gear and then we'll go for a ride."-me(then my Friend Kelly licked me...tee hee...it wasn't ment to sound like that...)
"Giddy up, giddy up!!"- my gym teacher when she grabbed my bondage pants straps and started to pretend i was a horse, in front of my entire gym class...i was embarressed.
"I gotta pee. hand me a towel and a bottle and i'm good to go."- My lovely charming boyfriend
"If god is a man and a woman, he definitely is a trannie. so that makes rosie o'donell the closest thing to it." - My friend Lauren
"If walls could talk...i'd live outside." - My Friend Toni
and there will be more...i rpomsie!!!
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(33)- I am in the groups A Place For Evanescence Lovers, Bis Lesbians Gays and Transgendered, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Gsa, Ocean Souls, The Enchanted Realm, the wiccan arts
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crawling down into two,
hollowed out through,49 lines, 1 comment, November 15 -
It ain't about darkness,
or bein' afraid.55 lines, 3 comments, November 8
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"oh my god!'' she screamed as she came around the bend. My friend Kelly had just walked in on Scott and I pulling our pants up.
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722 lines, 9 comments, June 19, 2005. In <200 lines, Depression
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I really loved your answers to the questionnaire. Lol
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Sarah B. on October 26You are my random pick of the day!! I love you're page, I love the intro you had AND I totally agree with you. People everywhere are asking others to stop the hate and discrimination and they totally forget that change start from home!!
I've bookmarked you're page and will be back to read all your poems, and stories.
Keep up the awesomeness!!! -
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