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(o.o)--i tied up the evil bunny
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preveous names:
snowboardingnut
acrazykid
marinclaric

Iris by the goo goo dolls!

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now


And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive



And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

-put this in your profile if u know someone who has survived or died of cancer-

hey, im a 15 year old kid, I'm also i big time snowboarder, andi love to play the drums.but your prably reading this cause you saw my poetry =p so you can comment if you want or sign my questbook.

HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided
in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody
will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through
the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because
they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of
being taken away from the two fathers who are the only
loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the
attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and
in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just
weeks before graduating high school. It was simply
too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when
she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should
use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the
children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I
am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support
system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out
my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support
system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because
I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted
to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating
me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could
be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal
with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because
I don't believe, but because they closed their doors
to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love .

REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG! IF YOU BELIVE GAY PEOPLE SHOULD BE SHUNNED, I THINK YOU SHOULD BE SHUNNED!

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favorite bands:

~10 years~

~3 doors down~

~afi~

~all american rejects~

~avril levigne~

~blink-182~

~blue october~

~breaking bejamin~

~chevelle~

~daughtry~

~disturbed~

~drowning pool~

~edwin mccain~

~evanescence~

~fall out boy~

~fly leaf~

~the fray~

~greenday~

~goo goo dolls~

~hinder~

~lifehouse~

~linkin park~

~mudvayne~

~my chemical romance~

~nickelback~

~papa roach~

~the red jumpsuit apparatus~

~relient k~

~seether~

~simple plan~

~staind~

~system of a down~

~three days grace~

~trapd~

and a bigilion more!

favorite band: breaking benjamin

favorite number: 1 bigilion

favorite color: red!

favorite animal: baby polar bear!

favorite poet: Alice Guerin Crist

favorite author: darren shan!

favorite song: breathe- breaking benjamin

role model: Shaun White

favorite video game: halo

favorite thing to do:write!

favorite sports: footbal, basketball, track!

favorite resturant: friendlys

favorite food: fish chowder!

favorite instrument: drums!

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i hate:

~swimming~

~summer~

~jerks~

~itunes~

~bugs~

~edited music~

~bugs~

~skiers~(not really)

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A.P family (if you wanna join my family just ask!!)

babyfox: cuz

xacidxtearsx: lil sis!!

FullMoonReflection:step half-sister twice removed!

game master:sis

Trixie08: sis!

Tomorrows Window: cuz!

grizzled: uncle!

blackarc: close friend!!

Angelic-whispers:sister!

Abidoodle333: cuzin!

Excul:close friend!

my muse: sis

A Shade of Requiem :court jester

gnay: cuzin

brother in laws cat: antigonelives!

girlfriend:Alured Arousement you are the best poet ever! i love your poetry soo much. your also great to talk to and keep me smilin. luv ya. *hugs*

grandmother:Vivela!

sister: darkrulingpoet!

big sis: ChildeOfChaos you are the most amazing person ever!! your so fun to talk to and your poetry is amazing!! much love!!

lil sis xXMiss PerceptiveXx: A.K.A: one who changes her name every week =p. defenitly the bestest poet ever!! she just joined allpoetry but she'll pass me in no time! freakin amazin! much "wov"!

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No kid should have to go through this........
Read and thank God that u don't have a life like his. no child has the right to go through this pain...

My name is Chris

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I cant do a wrong

I cant speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When I'm awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Chariles bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

Im so afraid now

I starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

Hes already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Brawled on the floor

My name is Chris

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me top the soul,

And if you read this

and don't pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness

Because you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be effected

By this Poem

And because u r effected,

Do something about it!

So all i ask you to do

Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

I put this on because I have been in abusive relationships with people and i can relate to the little boy that is a fact that makes me cry but its true.

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( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
( ) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
(x) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane (obviously...)
(X) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
( ) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
( ) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating