FyreFox• Show poetry

Alas, have you ever felt that you were getting everything you ever wanted, and then had to watch it walk out the door? I hadnt until now... I dont know how to go on, and I'm not entirely sure where I've been..... but I'll keep marching, 'cause its all you can really do....

No one has ever really known who I am, save a very select group of people. For many years I have had to come to terms with these facts, but I am finally coming to terms with my life. I finally feel that I am ready to be eighteen... and I cannot see why I have suffered so... although without my struggles, I never would have become who I am...

However, these things all being said, I feel the winds of my life shifting again, as they always have when I finally feel that I understand life's complexities. People move in and out of focus, goals change, things that were once important no longer are... Things that once seem impossibly out of reach. I look at the things I have been seeking, and realize that, one way or another, they areso far away... All that is left now is to wait for things to fall apart again...

It's funny, I never saw my life turning out this way...


FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on/in the:
woods
Let's run through:
rain
Let's look at the:
stars
What a nice:
day
Where did all the:
love go?
Why can't you:
still see me standing in front of you?
Silly, little:
tiger.... it'll be okay
Tell me:
that you still love me
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home:
no
Pictured your crush naked:
(didnt have too)
Skipped school:
kinda (i was "sick")
Broken someone's heart:
Only after he broke mine
Been in love:
Yes, and it hurts so very much
Cried when someone died:
Yes
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have:
yeah... only I did have them, but now the'yre gone
Done something embarrassing:
Everyday
Done a drug:
no
Cried in school:
I've been doing that a lot lately
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm:
His ring (I took it off)
Person You Hate Most:
Myself
Best Thing That Has Happened:
July 24, 2009.... before I left for vacation
Ice Cream:
Cookies and Cream (with oreos)
Makes you laugh the most:
Derek
Has A Crush On You:
Him
Do You Have A Crush On Someone:
Always have
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?:
It hurts
Made out with JUST a friend?:
no
Kissed two people in the same day?:
no
Had sex with two different people in the same day?:
no
Been rejected:
YES
Been in love?:
Still am (its the most pain I've ever been in)
Been used?:
I dont think so
Done something you regret?:
no
Cheated on someone?:
no
Been called a tease:
lol YES!
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?:
Derek
You talked to on the phone?:
Derek
You hugged?:
Some girl at school
You instant messaged?:
Derek
You kissed?:
Derek
You yelled at?:
Derek
Who text messaged you?:
Derek
Who broke your heart?:
Derek
Who told you they loved you?:
Derek

____This is NOT in anyway related to my "relationship status"- I just liked it and decided to post it....______

I'm Sorry
(for all women who have mistreated
by humans of the male persuasion.)

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"