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My name is Emily.
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I am 18 years old and the world has completely destroyed me...
Here's some things about me.

I have a lot of emotions. So Im pretty sad most of the time. Other times I try to be as happy as I can. I was adopted when I was first born and I have never lived where I was born. My life isnt what I thought it would be but Im doing the best I can to make it a life that is worth living.

I love writing songs.

1st verse

All alone, by myself
thought I could get out of here
And I cant, seem to breathe
Im sinking

Chorus

Im on the edge of this cliff
and it looks like im already falling
And I cant see past the fog
someone save from my broken soul

2nd verse

Broken, crushed in this life
thought that I could survive
and I cant seem to get it in my mind
that Im alone i this life

(chorus)

Believe me I try the best I can to feel better. This site is what makes me alittle closer to myself. When I write poetry I just let the words flow.
Ive began to realize that people on this site arnt always as nice as I expected them to be. If I favorite you I expect you to be as nice as you were when I first met you. If I dont favorite you then most likely we got in disagreements and I dont really wanna talk to you often. I know that is harsh. But my feelings have been crushed way to much on this site...

Remember you dont know me personally, so dont judge me. Dont make me out to be some emo, attention seeker, who is all stuck up... because that is not me. Dont judge me by my cover and I wont judge you.

PEACE

these are things i did or dont do
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
() Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
() started a mosh pit
(x) own a knife
() ran away for more then a day
() get in a fight and lost
(x) get in a fight a won
() get a new girlfriend
(x) get dumped
() get smaked then dumped
(x) smack some one then dump em
(x) go to court
() go to jail
() get picked up by the cops
() tell a cop to :go to hell
() own a gun
(x) love someone
(x) hate someone
(x) love and hate some one ..what?
(x) think some one loves you
(x) think some ones hates you
() is gay
() is lez
() is bi
() is gay but no ones knows
() is lez but know one knows
() is bi but know one knows
(x) isnt any of them
(x) is beat by mom or dad
() works out
() has a tattue
() is goth
() is emo (dont believe in labels)
(x) is something
() is an alien
() is "idk"
(x) has ever been in boot camp
() ever been to juvy
() loves life
(x) hates life(well parts of it anyway)
(x) wants to die
() wants to live
(x) wants to die but not kill them self
() wants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
() likes to cut
() loves to cut
() thinks cutting is wrong
(x) thinks cutting helps
() is a drama king/queen
(x) dosnt care what pepol think
() cares what pepol think
(x) has more then 1 friend
(x) has a best friend
() is a goody goody
() has gone out with a girl for over a month
(x) beleves in one gf one bf relationships
(x) has some one to talk to

() think your smart

(x) think your dumb

() think ur cool

() think your lame

(x) liked this thingy?
() disliked this thingy

About Me

[_] I'm single
[X]I'm in a relationship
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on their gf/bf with )
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.