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Mmkay so my name is Sara, I'm lesbian and I'm currently in a relationship with a girl, and her name is Gabby. She's everything wonderful in this world! I weigh a lot, and I love it. YAY food!!! I have wonderful, friends and family, some who are on here (a.k.a. cado ^_^). I have black hair, and hazel eyes. I love my girlfriend. I love music(mainly rock(and rock variations) and metal). I don't think I'm perfect or pretty in any way but thats just how I see myself. I love quotes, poetry, and Gabby! ^_^ I love crazy people too!! (and f.y.i. i love to kill people in sadistic ways while singing showtunes)


^Quotes^

" The courage to be is the courage to accept oneself, in spite of being unacceptable. " - Paul Tillich

~~Its amazing what you'll find when you just open your eyes sometimes love can leave you blind~~

"Life is like a rollar coaster, its fun for all of five minutes, and when its over you might throw up a little bit."-Me, Sara Rasnick

In The name of God, all impure souls of the living shall be banished into enternal damnation. Amen. -Hellsing


~~I need You like an emo kid needs girl pants~~

"You accuse me of madness
what right do you have to judge what is sane and what is not?
I have fought with the shadows on the edge of your visoin
I have seen the faces that laugh at you in your nightmares
I have visited the realm between worlds where there is no time or space
I have clashed with creatures the sight of which would sear your soul to the core
I have stared into the eyes of Insanity and met their all consuming glare
I have done this all for you, for your protection
And yet you accuse me of being mad, you who have never had your sanity tested so sorely
What right do you have to call me heretic and blasphemer?
You are weak. Vunerable. Human in your frailty
I am strong and yet you judge me
And yet you judge me for my sins, you who art most sinful to the heart?
Only the insane have strength enough to prosper;
Only those that prosper truly judge what is sane"

"Someday Ill walk away and say you f.ucking disappoint me"-A perfect circle.

"Life is Pain anyone who says different is selling something"-The Princess Bride.

"Sing me something soft, and delicate or sing me something loud and out of key. Sing me anything"-Straylight Run

"Sometimes the hardest thing to believe in is yourself. Nevermind trying to believe in God or the president. Believe in yourself, because in the end, you are...whatever you want to be."-Marilyn Manson

"Love might be the last legal drug"-Korn

"I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I want to hold you high and steal your pain away"-Seether


" So you ask why am I like this? Im like this because its who I am"-me

"No you cant cut something thats going to be there no matter what"-Gabby (refering to my heart)

"Goodbye cruel world Im leaving you today Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye all you people theres nothing you can say to make me change my mind Goodbye"-Korn Another Brick In The Wall

"You are someone else I am still right here. What have I become my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. And you could have it all my empire of dirt. I will let you down I will make you hurt"-Nine Inch Nails

"I've been dreaming about you in a pool of your own blood"-From First to last

"Im allowed to be sick of my face because its my fucking face"-Gerard Way

"I think its kinda funny I think its kinda sad how the dreams in which Im dying are the best I've had"-gary jules "mad world"

" Promises are just lies with pretty ribbions wrapped around them"-Not sure

"You lie till they run out of questions"-Flyleaf

"You never call me when your sober"-Evanescence

"How can you see into my eyes like open doors?"-Evanescence

"Death cannot stop true love it can only delay it for a while"-The princess bride

"Praying for love in a lap dance"-Panic! at the disco

"This poisons my intoxication I broke the needle off in my skin pick the scab and pick the bleeding and assume it was all in vain"-The Used

"So deep that it didnt even bleed"-The Used

"I Bured myself alive on the inside so I could shut you out"-The Used

"All the shit I seem to take alone I seem to break"-Korn

"All alone and incomplete"-Edward Scissorhands

"My dearest Friend if you do not mind I'd like to sit by your side where we can gaze at the stars and sit together now and forever for its plain as anyone can see we're simply meant to be"-The Nightmare Before Christmas

"And somewhere deep inside these bones a emptiness begins to grow"-The Nightmare Before Christmas

"Since I am Dead I can take off my head and recite Shakespearen quotations"-The Nightmare Before Christmas

"Whats love got to do with marriage?"-The Corpse Bride

"Why do you want to go up there when people are dying to get down here?"-The Corpse Bride

"Can you break a heart after its stopped beating"-The Corpse Bride

"Its funny how fake a smile can be and no one would notice the pain that lies beneath it all"-I dont know

"Headstone for the broken hearted, love song for the dear departed"-Korn

" i remember I remember I remember when I lost my mind"-Gnarls Barkley

"Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide don't cry"-Evanscence

"If I smile and dont believe soon I know I'll wake from this dream dont try to fix me Im not broken"-Evanscence

"Quoth the Raven "Nevermore""-Edgar Allen Poe

"Its the way he makes you feel its the way he kisses you its the way he makes you fall in love."-Sugarcult

"Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything pretty soon she'll fingure out you can never get him out of your head"-Sugarcult

"I'll be calling you to see if your sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me"-Blue October

"Hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things I didnt do for you Hate me in ways yeah way hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see whats good for you"-Blue October

"Im sober now for three whole months its one accomplishment that you helped me with"-Blue October

" Im in a car underwater and what hurts more is I would still die for you"-Armor for sleep

"We can live like Jack and Sally if you want we can have Halloween on Christmas"-Blink 182

" Your sins into me oh my beautiful one"-AFI

" You cant run away from love if you cannot feel everything falls apart in tradigy"-Cold

" I think im invincible but then you come and happen to me"-Crossfade

"carry on Im stronger than you'll ever know"-Papa Roach

"The scars remind me the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel"-Papa Roach

"Dead as dead can be when the doctor tells me but I just cant believe never the optomistic one Im sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy"-A perfect Circle

"Weak and Powerless"-A perfect circle

"Your tears dont fall they crash around me"-Bullet for my Valentine

"The moments die I hear no screaming would she hear me if I called her name would she hold me if she knew my shame?"-Bullet for my valentine

"If you think I can be forgiven I wish you would"-Counting Crows

"If love is a labor I'll slave till the end"-Rise Against

"Im not insane Im just a little mentally unwell"-me

"Im a disshonest person you can always trust the disshonest ones to be disshonest. Honestly its the honest ones you have to look out for"-Jack Sparrow

"I would say Im sorry if I thought it would change your mind"-The Cure

"You've gone away you dont feel me here anymore"-Seether ft Amy Lee

"every room kept awake by ever sigh and scream we make all these feelings that I gte but I still dont miss you yet only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you why do I love you"-Three Days Grace

"MOTHER IS GOD IN THE EYES OF HER CHILD"-Silent Hill

"Do you not know we will judge angels?"-Silent Hill

"The happiest people are those who think the most interesting thoughts. Those who decide to use leisure as a means of mental development, who love good music, good books, good pictures, good company, good conversation, are the happiest people in the world. And they are not only happy in themselves, they are the cause of happiness in others." - William Lyon Phelps


"Passion there was none, for his gold I had no desire I think it was his eye"-Edgar Allen Poe(The Tell-Tale Heart)

"Like that of a watch enveloped in cotton"-Edgar Allen Poe(The Tell-Tale Heart)

"I took you home, set you on the glass, tore off your wings, then I laughed"-Not sure but its off of Queen of The Damned


"if you look in the mirror and dont like what you see you can find out first hand what its like to be me"-MCR


"Relationships change and the changes can be painful. Be prepared. Forget about bying broken-heart insurance. You're too high a risk. In fact anytime you choose to care about another person you risk a painful but rarely fatal broken heart.
Relationships grow and die. Lovers and spouses leave. children grow up and move away. Parents die. We may even surpass the people we once looked to as models;yes thats a type of loss too. All these events can lead to pain"-Unknown

"eternity became forever,
forever became a life time,
a life time became years,
years became weeks,
weeks became days,
days became minutes,
and minutes became seconds."-Me from one of my poems

“To live is to love pain
to love is to be deceived again
to be deceived is to be mistreated
to be mistreated is to be abused
to be abused is to be unwanted
to be unwanted is to be alone
to be alone is to be the worst
to be the worst must be a curse
to be under a curse is to need help
to need help is to be willing
to be willing is to be able
to be able is to be brave
to be brave is to be outstanding”-I dont know where I got it from

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?"

"come one and all, and see the broken man, talking to himself; he sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here"-Stone Sour(Inhale)

"And I leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies."-Greenday(Jesus of Surburbia)


"Theres something cold and blank behind her smile."-Coma White-Marilyn Manson

"Only One Tear I will give you because from now on you will never make me cry again."


"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." - Abraham Lincoln




++Stop the Abuse!!++

my name is sarah
I am but three
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see
I must be stupid
I must be bad
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.





*****We need to stop child abuse!*****



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-----HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG-----



I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong



~~~~My AP Favs~~~~
-Cado
-Mezeker Mylove List
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**Homosexual Quotes**(mainly lesbian)

“Gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender people are at risk every day of their lives.”-Jeffrey Montgomery

When she lowers her eyes she seems to hold all the beauty in the world between her eyelids; when she raises them I see only myself in her gaze.
Unknown


Why should I paint dead fish, onions, and beer glasses? Girls are so much prettier.
Marie Laurencin

“Lesbianism” would appear to be so little a threat at the moment that it is hardly ever mentioned.... Whatever its potentiality in sexual politics, female homosexuality is currently so dead an issue that while male homosexuality gains a grudging tolerance, in women the event is observed in scorn or in silence.
- Kate Millet

You’re neither unnatural, nor abominable, nor mad; you’re as much a part of what people call nature as anyone else; only you’re unexplained as yet—you’ve not got your niche in creation.
- Radclyffe Hall

Why is it so difficult to see the lesbian—even when she is there, quite plainly, in front of us? In part because she has been “ghosted”Mor made to seem invisible—by culture itself.... Once the lesbian has been defined as ghostly—the better to drain her of any sensual or moral authority—she can then be exorcised.
- Terry Castle

Never to despise in myself what I have been taught
to despise. Nor to despise the other.
Not to despise the it. To make this relation
with the it: to know that I am it.
- Muriel Rukeyser

Lesbian existence comprises both the breaking of a taboo and the rejection of a compulsory way of life. It is also a direct or indirect attack on the male right of access to women.
- Adrienne Rich

We are your daughters, your sisters, your sons, your nurses, your mechanics, your athletes, your police, your politicians, your fathers, your doctors, your soldiers, your mothers. We live with you, care for you, help you, protect you, teach you, love you, and need you. All we ask is that you let us. We are no different. We want to serve, like you. Need love, like you. Feel pain, like you. And we deserve justice, like you.
- Margarethe Cammermeyer

It is the lesbian in us who is creative, for the dutiful daughter of the fathers in us is only a hack.
- Adrienne Rich

Gay men may seek sex without emotion; lesbians often end up in emotion without sex.
- Camille Paglia

Dad and I had breakfast this morning. We had a look at each other’s speeches. He would have used mine, but he’s not a lesbian. I would have used his, but I’m not a Republican.
- Diane Mosbacher

I love, cherish, and respect women in my mind, in my heart, and in my soul. This love of women is the soil in which my life is rooted. It is the soil of our common life together. My life grows out of this soil. In any other soil, I would die. In whatever ways I am strong, I am strong because of the power and passion of this nurturant love.
- Andrea Dworkin