Foreverdead• Show poetry

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hello
the name is ashley. 16 year old girl. with now multicolor hair, black brown and blonde.
interesting i know.
im a 10th grader and i got to a very small school. cant stand half the people
i havent been on in a while. or written in a while. Im going to try and start up again.
oh i have really cool blue eyes. bout the only thing i like about me.
over the past year and a half ive gotten into the anime/manga world. i love it. and im stick with it.

im what you would call scene/emo girl. get over it :]



LOVES:
jamie
jacki
sawa
ZANE
matt
abigail
dayz







Xanga-> www.xanga.com/graveyardtinkerbell
Myspace-> www.myspace.com/gothmeup




I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
**Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.**



((My Best Dream is Your Worst Nightmare))
__________friends can become complete strangers___________
[love is just another word for pain]
PEACE IS A 4 LETTER WORD((_LOVE_))

Be proud of who you are and what you stand for and NEVER let anyone make you think different!!
_____________________Note to self: I miss you terribly____________________
ADIDAS->All Day I Dream About Staind --lol jamie(and sleep)




White Rabbit-Jefferson Airplane...great song

One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small,
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all.
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall.
And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall,
Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar
Has given you the call.
Call Alice
When she was just small.
When the men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving low.
Go ask Alice
I think she'll know.
When logic and proportion
Have fallen sloppy dead,
And the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"
Remember what the dormouse said:
"Feed your head. Feed your head. Feed your head"





alone once again.......
abigail i love you always, im glad were sisters again!! and im glad u and jarrod are going strong, keep it together, im always here if u need me!