ForeverRenee• Show poetry

hi!! my name is Renee (if you couldn't already tell) im 17 years old and i am a senior in high school. i dont really know what to say about myself. if you want to know anything, please feel free to ask me anything... i have a lot of spanish friends and if you dont like spanish people, then you probably wont like me. i am in love with spanish music, if you can't already tell my my favorite songs listed below. i am tryin to teach myself spanish so i can understand them. lol but anyways.. i guess i could say a few things about myself. im an out going crazy awesome girl who loves to hang with my friends, espically oscar, he my homie. i love him to death..

Whats your middle name? Ruth
How big is your bed? Full or Queen
What are you listening to right now? Te Amo Tanto by Flex
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? like im going to tell you
What was the last thing you ate? doughnut
Last person you hugged? oscar
How is the weather right now? cold
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? ben
What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? body
Favorite type of Food. chinese
Do you want children? yes
Do you drink? sometimes
Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? no
Hair color? natural - blond dyed - brown
Eye colour? hazel
Do you wear contacts/glasses? glasses
Favorite holiday? 4th of july
Favorite Season? summer
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? yes
Last Movie you Watched? barn yard
What books are you reading? none
Piercings? 0
Favorite Movie? con air
Favorite college football Team? phil. eagles
What were you doing before filling this out? nothing
Any pets? 1 cat
Dogs or cats? cat
Favorite Flower? white rose
Have you ever loved someone? yes
Who would you like to see right now? oscar
Have you ever fired a gun? no
Do you like to travel by plane? if its necessary
Right-handed or Left-handed? right
If you could go to any place right now where would you go? oscars
Are you missing someone? yes
Do you have a tattoo? no
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? yes
Are you hiding something from someone? yes
ARE YOU 18? no
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? my niece kenzie
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? yes
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? why it was sunny
WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? nothing
GRILLED OR FRIED? grilled
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? personality
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? hell no
FAVORITE HANGOUT? oscars house
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? cell phone, friends, music
FAVORITE SONG? Te Amo Tanto
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? nothing
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? both
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? ReneeNee, Nee, Nay, NeeNee, Ray Ray
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME? Carl
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME? Jean
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? oscar
FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? dont have one
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER? at&t
FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? my cat
Whats your favorite color? red
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? dignity
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? musician
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11? eating
THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt? brown and white
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED? nothing

my favorite songs:

“Te Amo” - Makano
http://new.music.yahoo.com/makano/videos/view/te-amo--202138237

Nanana nananananana nanana nanana
Ella todavia me llama yo no tengo la culpa
Que no me halla olvidado
Espera por favor no te vayas analiza
Y escucha lo que tengo que decir
Si tu supieras cuanto yo a ti te amo,
Y estar contigo es lo que me hace mas feliz,
Ella no es nada solo fue un triste pasado,
Te amo te amo te amooo… (2x)
Quiciera entender por que motivo no me puedes creer
Si yo yo soy hombre de una sola mujer
Te lo he demostrado en mi forma de ser tienes que creer,
No puedo acepta que dudes de toda mi fidelidad,
Y ahora me grites que yo a ti te engaño, por que no es verdad,
Si tu supieras cuanto yo a ti te amo,
Y estar contigo es lo que me hace mas feliz,
Ella no es nada solo fue un triste pasado,
Te amo te amo te amooo… (2x)
INo dejemos que muera el amor,
No dejemos que el fuego se apague (2x)
Si tu supieras cuanto yo a ti te amo,
Y estar contigo es lo que me hace mas feliz,
Ella no es nada solo fue un triste pasado,
Te amo te amo te amooo… (2x)
Ella (makano) todavia me llama (Panama Music) yo no tengo la culpa
(y el mismo faster la nueva ficha) Que no me halla olvidado
Espera por favor no te vayas analiza y escucha (Dj Greg)
lo que tengo que decir

Te Quiero -Flex
http://new.music.yahoo.com/videos/Flex/Te+Quiero--53015980

Romantinc styling the world
En la monarquía
Mi nena bella
Mi estrella
DJ Flex te canta esta canción
Ay na, na, na, nai
Ay na, na, na, nai, nai (2x) [Para la niña mas linda del planeta entero]
Listen up!
Baby escucha!
(Coro)
Es qué te quiero uh oh
Baby te quiero uh oh uh oh
Desde qué te he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Y es que te quiero uh oh
Baby te quiero uh oh uh oh
Desde que te he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Ay como quiciera en este instante abrazarte
Y mil canciónes al oído cantarte
A tu vida muchas rosas regalarle
Es qué tú me enamoraste
Es qué tú eres el lucero qué guía mi vida
Si no te tengo en mi canción no existen melodías
Tu me haces falta baby de noche y de día
Sin tú inspiración no existiría esta poesía
(Coro)
Tú, qué me haces soñar
Y a las estrella llegar
Con solo pensarte baby
Tú, que me sueles llenar
Eres my aire vital
Sin ti no respiro lady
Tú no te imaginas la falta qué me haces
Cuando no te tengo cerca me muero por llamarte
(Coro)
Yeah, yeah
Nai nai
Y es qué te quiero
Ay na, na, na, nai, nai, na
Desde qué te he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Ay nai, na
No sabes cuanto te quiero
Mi niña linda
Romantic styling the world

Lyrics to Te Amo Tanto :
http://new.music.yahoo.com/flex/videos/view/te-amo-tanto--217280633

Son tantas noches
en que yo me la paso
pensando en donde estas
y si regresaras
pero sabes que yo
aqui estoy para ti
donde quiera que estes
esta cancion es para ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este
mundo me alejo yo de ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este mundo me alejo yo de ti
devuelve niña linda
que yo te quiero besar
devuelve niña hermosa
ven que te quiero abrasar
regalame un instante
quiero volver a soñar
viendo esos ojitos
que me asen suspirar
tu eres la dueña de mi
sueño y fantasia
eres el lucero
que ilumina mi vida
eres la inspiracion de
toda esta poecia
y sin tu yo no podria cantar
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este
mundo me alejo yo de ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en ese mundo me alejo yo de ti
nadie como tu
me ase soñar
me iluminas mi vida
quiero que vuelvas ami
a protejerme ami
en tus lavios
te sueño
solo en ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este
mundo me alejo yo de ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en ese mundo me alejo yo de ti

Rape is the most shameful crime!


RAPE IS WRONG

Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends

'Jessy you love me dont you' a smile; his
Their breathe spirts weep
'Daddy you know i do; what is it?'
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps

His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong!
They look at one another; nod; something planned

I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
'Daddy im going to bed! Night' Pulling again
But there grip is to strong for weak me
I look at both; and ask, who are these men?

His fingers going up me; pulling away
His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
Lean back and away; 'Why are you doing this?'

No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
I try and scamper away, but im not fast
'O Daddy please, i love you'

His friend; pulling at my nightie
And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor
As my Dad lies himself on the ground

I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
'O Daddy please you win you win!'

I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
I can feel the blood seep down my leg
'Daddy your hurting me please'
I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg

Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
Tieing my hands togather; moving in and out
'Ride me Jessy' He laughs and groans

They smile at one another; laugh to
They roll me over and spread me wide wel
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside

I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
I cough and splutter; cry and weep
I beg and plead; but its no use
Theyve already made me hurt and bleed

I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care
Would he actually even; see?

Finally they get of and lie me on the sofa
My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain
They play with them selfs; all over me
Rub it in; making me feel the shame

'Why Daddy? Please tell me why?'
Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
'Jessy i love you' he smiles and kisses my cheek
'Is that all you have in your heart to say?'

He puts my nightie on me
I walks me to my bedroom door
Ever since that night; His friend
And himself every Friday come back for more

'Night sweet Girl; You are my life'
Closing the door, tears still down my face
Still the smell of him and his friend
Fade into me like disgrace


I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
'Jessy its school' Knocking at my door
I cant help but cry; weep in pain
Because im so scared he wanted more

But one night daddy took it too far
Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
They were worried they would get caught
So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot

I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
'Daddy please!! Not tonight!'
Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight

I begged daddy 'Please no more!'
All he could say 'Shut up you stupid whore!'
Daddy unblindfolded me at last
He said I love you so much

He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
'Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!'
I was dead
After only one swing..........................


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