ForeverRenee• Show poetry

hi!! my name is Renee (if you couldn't already tell) im 17 years old and i am a senior in high school. i live in a small town in dubois county indiana, very very small. i dont really know what to say about myself. if you want to know anything, please feel free to ask me anything... i have a lot of spanish friends and if you dont like spanish people, then you probably wont like me. i am in love with spanish music, if you can't already tell my my favorite songs listed below. my favorite spanish singer is Flex. i am tryin to teach myself spanish so i can understand them. lol but anyways.. i guess i could say a few things about myself. im an out going crazy awesome girl who loves to hang with my friends, espically celina (nina) and vanessa rose, they my homies. i love them to death.

si en el ultimo minuto de mi vida bajara un angel del cielo y me ofreciera la vida eterna o un minuto mas contigo escojeria un minuto mas contigo porque la vida eterna sin ti no existe!!!

TRANSLATION = if in the last minute of my life it was lowering an angel of the sky and was offering me the eternal life or one more minute with you one more minute with you because the eternal life without you does not exist!!!

my favorite songs:

“Te Amo” - Makano
http://new.music.yahoo.com/makano/videos/view/te-amo--202138237

Nanana nananananana nanana nanana
Ella todavia me llama yo no tengo la culpa
Que no me halla olvidado
Espera por favor no te vayas analiza
Y escucha lo que tengo que decir
Si tu supieras cuanto yo a ti te amo,
Y estar contigo es lo que me hace mas feliz,
Ella no es nada solo fue un triste pasado,
Te amo te amo te amooo… (2x)
Quiciera entender por que motivo no me puedes creer
Si yo yo soy hombre de una sola mujer
Te lo he demostrado en mi forma de ser tienes que creer,
No puedo acepta que dudes de toda mi fidelidad,
Y ahora me grites que yo a ti te engaño, por que no es verdad,
Si tu supieras cuanto yo a ti te amo,
Y estar contigo es lo que me hace mas feliz,
Ella no es nada solo fue un triste pasado,
Te amo te amo te amooo… (2x)
INo dejemos que muera el amor,
No dejemos que el fuego se apague (2x)
Si tu supieras cuanto yo a ti te amo,
Y estar contigo es lo que me hace mas feliz,
Ella no es nada solo fue un triste pasado,
Te amo te amo te amooo… (2x)
Ella (makano) todavia me llama (Panama Music) yo no tengo la culpa
(y el mismo faster la nueva ficha) Que no me halla olvidado
Espera por favor no te vayas analiza y escucha (Dj Greg)
lo que tengo que decir

Te Quiero -Flex
http://new.music.yahoo.com/videos/Flex/Te+Quiero--53015980

Romantinc styling the world
En la monarquía
Mi nena bella
Mi estrella
DJ Flex te canta esta canción
Ay na, na, na, nai
Ay na, na, na, nai, nai (2x) [Para la niña mas linda del planeta entero]
Listen up!
Baby escucha!
(Coro)
Es qué te quiero uh oh
Baby te quiero uh oh uh oh
Desde qué te he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Y es que te quiero uh oh
Baby te quiero uh oh uh oh
Desde que te he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Ay como quiciera en este instante abrazarte
Y mil canciónes al oído cantarte
A tu vida muchas rosas regalarle
Es qué tú me enamoraste
Es qué tú eres el lucero qué guía mi vida
Si no te tengo en mi canción no existen melodías
Tu me haces falta baby de noche y de día
Sin tú inspiración no existiría esta poesía
(Coro)
Tú, qué me haces soñar
Y a las estrella llegar
Con solo pensarte baby
Tú, que me sueles llenar
Eres my aire vital
Sin ti no respiro lady
Tú no te imaginas la falta qué me haces
Cuando no te tengo cerca me muero por llamarte
(Coro)
Yeah, yeah
Nai nai
Y es qué te quiero
Ay na, na, na, nai, nai, na
Desde qué te he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Ay nai, na
No sabes cuanto te quiero
Mi niña linda
Romantic styling the world

Lyrics to Te Amo Tanto :
http://new.music.yahoo.com/flex/videos/view/te-amo-tanto--217280633

Son tantas noches
en que yo me la paso
pensando en donde estas
y si regresaras
pero sabes que yo
aqui estoy para ti
donde quiera que estes
esta cancion es para ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este
mundo me alejo yo de ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este mundo me alejo yo de ti
devuelve niña linda
que yo te quiero besar
devuelve niña hermosa
ven que te quiero abrasar
regalame un instante
quiero volver a soñar
viendo esos ojitos
que me asen suspirar
tu eres la dueña de mi
sueño y fantasia
eres el lucero
que ilumina mi vida
eres la inspiracion de
toda esta poecia
y sin tu yo no podria cantar
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este
mundo me alejo yo de ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en ese mundo me alejo yo de ti
nadie como tu
me ase soñar
me iluminas mi vida
quiero que vuelvas ami
a protejerme ami
en tus lavios
te sueño
solo en ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en este
mundo me alejo yo de ti
te amo tanto
te amo tanto
y por nada en ese mundo me alejo yo de ti

Whats your middle name? Ruth
How big is your bed? Full or Queen
What are you listening to right now? Te Amo Tanto by Flex
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? like im going to tell you
What was the last thing you ate? Spicy Sweet Chili Doritos
Last person you hugged? Gloria
How is the weather right now? decent
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? oscar's girlfriend
What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? body
Favorite type of Food. chinese
Do you want children? yes
Do you drink? no
Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? no
Hair color? natural - blond dyed - brown
Eye colour? hazel
Do you wear contacts/glasses? glasses
Favorite holiday? Troys birthday
Favorite Season? summer
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? yes
Last Movie you Watched? barn yard
What books are you reading? The Plain Janes
Piercings? 0
Favorite Movie? con air
Favorite college football Team? phil. eagles
What were you doing before filling this out? nothing
Any pets? 2 cat
Dogs or cats? cat
Favorite Flower? white rose
Have you ever loved someone? yes, i still do, but i dont think he loves me the same anymore
Who would you like to see right now? troy
Have you ever fired a gun? yes
Do you like to travel by plane? if its necessary
Right-handed or Left-handed? right
If you could go to any place right now where would you go? troys, i need someone to talk to
Are you missing someone? yes
Do you have a tattoo? no
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? yes
Are you hiding something from someone? yes
ARE YOU 18? no
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? my niece kenzie
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? yes
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? why it was sunny
WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? nothing
GRILLED OR FRIED? grilled
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? personality
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? hell no
FAVORITE HANGOUT? anybodys house duh
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? cell phone, friends, music
FAVORITE SONG? Te Amo Tanto
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? nothing
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? both
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? ReneeNee, Nee, Nay, NeeNee, Ray Ray
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME? Carl
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME? Jean
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? troy
FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? dont have one
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER? at&t
FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? my cat
Whats your favorite color? red
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? dignity
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? musician
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11? eating
THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt? brown and white
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED? nothing
`how are you? sad
`who was the last person you hugged? Gloria
`look to your left, what do you see? computers and chairs
`where do you like to be the most? anywhere if it can be with troy
`whats your fave film? con air
`what does the last person you commented on myspace mean to you? i dont even remember who it is
` what did you last laugh about? proally nothing
`where was your default took? sisters house
`whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy? personality
`if your still in school, whats your fave lesson? lunch
`what do you work as / want to work as? photographer
`do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game? dont play
`who never fails to make you laugh? gloria
`what are you listening to right now? j holiday
`who did you last have a sleepover with? gloria
`i bet you miss someone, who?! my baby troy
`are you happy with your life right now? yesno
`why did you last get upset? my 'so-called' friend stole my boyfriend
`who was the last person you texted? oscar
`who do you live with? mom and step dad and step bro
`do you like living with them? no
`whats your mood right now on myspace? in love proally
`did you realise that there was no 23? haha no
`what does your profile song mean to you? dont have one
`who did you last shout at and why? the bitch who stole my boyfriend
`are you normally a happy person? sometimes yes
`what was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who? 'This Is It' with Celina and Carlos and Vanessa and Keko and Arnon
`whats your fave food? chinese
`are you in love? yes
`do you remember how you was 3 years ago? yes
`if so, does it make you cringe? no
`if you could be with someone right now, who would it be? troy, most deffinatly
`do you have any blogs on your myspace? no
`whats your fave thing in your room? bed
`is this quiz boring you? sorta
`if you had one wish, what would you wish for? to be with troy right now and make everything bad go away
`when was the last time you lied? a while a go
`are your lips chapped? no
`any last words? bye
`Make you smile? TROY
`Make you laugh? KRISTEN
`Have the best music? OSCAR
`Be the most perverted? JOE
`Give the best advice? KRISTEN
`Dance the best? GLORIA
`Be your shoulder to cry on? GLORIA OR KRISTEN
`Do something stupid with you? KRISTEN
`Teach you the most? KRISTEN
`Gang up on other kids with you? KRISTEN
`Rob a bank with you? KRISTEN
`Go to the princples offiice with you? KRISTEN
`Hurt you the most? TROY
`Dance crazy in public and dont give a crap what others think? KRISTEN OR GLORIA
`Be the mother figure of your “group”? KRISTEN
`What was your funnest year in high school? SO FAR THIS YEAR (SENIOR YEAR)
`What was your funnest year in elementry school? DONT REMEMBER ELM SCHOOL
`What was your funnest year in middle school? 8TH GRADE
`What is your very first memory you have of yourself? IDK
`What was the funnest family vacation you’ve had? NEVER HAD A 'FAMILY' VACA
`What was the best slumber party you ever attended? NEVER ATTENDED ANY
`Ever been to a lock-in? A WHA??
`Did you ever sneak out of your parents house? Did you get caught? YES, NO
`How many incounters did you have with the cops in high school? OH WOW, TO MANY TO COUNT
`Did you ever go to jail or Juvi? NO, BUT CAME CLOSE
`What was your first drunk experiance like? DONT REMEMBER
`Do you still remember your first kegger? NOPE
`What’s the craziest thing you ever did in high school? NOTHING
`How many time did you have to go see the principal in elementary school? A LOT
`What did you get in trouble alot for in elementary school? HITTING
`What was your favorite thing to do on recess? PLAY SOCCER
`What about gym glass? TALK
`Ever play sports in high school? if so which ones? NOPE
`Any extracurricular activities? Which ones? NOPE
`What is your name? RENEE
`Do you find it annoying when surveys ask for your name? YES
`What do you plan to buy in the future? FOOD
`Where did you get the underwear you are currently wearing? VICTORIAS SECRETS
``How many pairs of Converse do you own? 0
`Who is your favorite “That ’70s Show” character? FEZ
`There is a mummy standing behind you. What do you do? NOTHING
`What do you think of Miley Cyrus? GROSS
`Do you tend to think that you are always right? NO
`Top Five Favorite Songs: TE QUIERO - FLEX, TE AMO TANTO - FLEX, TE AMO - MAKANO, SUFFOCATE- J HOLIDAY, AND FAR AWAY- NICKELBACK
`What was your favorite toy as a child? IDK, DIRT LOL
`Have you thought more about your funeral, or your wedding? YES
`Dinosaurs or Unicorns? FAIRYS
`What is your favorite musical? IDK
`You need new jeans. Where do you go? GAP OR MAURICES
`Do you play the Sims 2? NOPE
`Do you think Harry Potter is at all immoral to read? IDK
`What do you think of Maroon 5? ...
`What about Coldplay?...
`Fall Out Boy?...
`Katy Perry?...
`How about The All-American Rejects? KINDA OK
`Have you ever snuck into an R-rated moviewhen you weren’t old enough to see it without parents? NOPE
`The Wii or Xbox 360? XBOX 360
`Team Demi/Selena or Team Miley?
`you know many Emily’s? EWW YES
`What do you think of the Jonas Brothers? BLAH, JUST THREW UP IN MY MOUTH A LIL
`Have you ever slept in a tent, indoors or out? YES, OUT
`What is your favorite kind of Girlscout cookie? MINT CHOCOLATE CHIP
`Do you enjoy surveys? NO,BUT IT PASSES TIME
`What do you hear at the moment? TE QUIERO
`Why do you think so many people love myspace? IDK, ITS GAY
`What do you think of people who do illegal drugs? NOTHING, THEY IIGHT
`Do you watch the Olympics? NOPE
`What are your top five favorite stores? MAURICES, MAURICES, MAURICES, MAURICES, AND GAP
`Do you like the new Weezer album? NO
`What did you think of Panic at the Disco taking out the exclamation point in their name? IDK
`What is the worst job you have ever had? NEVER HAD A JOB
`Have you ever been to Minnesota? NO
`What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen on TV? IDK
`Do you watch informercials when there is nothing on? NO
`What is your favorite Disney Show? WIZARDS ON WAVERLY PLACE
`Have you ever seen the Wedding Singer? I THINK
`Top five reasons people rank things: KRISTEN, GLORIA, JOE, GLORIA, LORA
`Have you ever gone camping? YES
`What do you miss most about elementary school? RECESS
`What do you do when you want to fill out a survey, but none of your friends have posted surveys that you have not taken yet? IDK
`What is your favorite kind of DQ Blizzard? OREO
`Has anything funny ever happened to you while in Wendy’s? UGH, NOT THAT I CAN RECALL
`What is your current job? If you are applying anywhere, where? AINT GOT NO JOB

.+.I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.+.
.+.I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.+.
.+.I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.+.
.+.I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.+.
.+.I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.+.
.+.I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.+.
.+.I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.+.
.+.I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.+.
.+.I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.+.
.+.I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.+.
.+.I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.+.
.+.I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.+.
.+.I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.+.
.+.I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.+.
.+.I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.+.
.+.I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.+.
.+.I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.+.
.+.I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.+.
.+.I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.+.
.+.I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
.+.I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.+.
.+.I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.+.
.+.I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.+.
.+.I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.+.
.+.I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.+.
.+.I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.+.
.+.I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.+.
.+.I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.+.
.+.I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.+.
.+.I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.+.
.+.I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.+.
.+.I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.+.
.+.I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.+.


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When a girl is quiet..
Millions of things are running through her head.
When a girl is not arguing..
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks starely at you..
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "I'm Fine"..
She isnt.
When a girl lays her head on your chest..
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says "i Love You"..
She means it.
And when a girl says she misses you..
No one in this world can miss you more than she does

who would've thought
the girl with the biggest smile on her face everyday
cried herself to sleep [e.v.e.r.y] night
because she knew she wasnt good enough



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Put this on your page if your in love I AM!

You know you live in 2008 when...

1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years.
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or myspace.
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did

girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes

He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump

Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead

If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

***********Forever will YourAddictedLover have a spot on my page. He was a dear friend, killed by drunk driving. So, people who drink and think its fun to go hot roding..watch out because i will be on your tail faster than a rod can fly.
'Rest In Peace ' Peace Cornell.

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why boys and girls make out
did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years........