FleshnTears• Show poetry

I consider my poetry to be a part of me that I don't usually share with the world. My poetry tends to be dark and dreary which I am on the inside I am gothic of course, so it does show a little on the outside but if you talk to me I am a really fun person to be around. And I tend to keep it that way I don't like to let people see my cry because I don't want pity so I feel poetry is the way for me to show how I am without anyone ever knowing.....
So I hope you enjoy looking into a little part of me that hardly anyone sees...

I have three beautiful little girls named Charity, Mackenzie and Jesslynn..Charity is five now and Mackenzie will be four in May and Jesslynn is a year old...It seemed like only yesterday that I was coming home from the hospital after having Charity...My life all seemed to go so fast after I had her...Her father left me so it was just me and her, when I started back to work I met the man of my life Jesse, four months later I found out I was pregnant with Mackenzie, then two months after I had Mackenzie..we were married and have been together ever since now three years later we have added another addition to our family. another little girl named Jesslynn.. Now me and Jesse have our fights just like every married couple does..but as I always say to myself:
"You have to have some rain to get a rainbow, well I finally got my rainbow and I am never going to let it go."

I was diagnosed with depression a while ago, boy did that shine a light on things. Explains why I went from dressing up in girly clothes with pretty nail polish and listening to country music to dressing in black clothes, with black nailpolish and jamming to death metal. It all happened so fast and it seemed like the way I was living seemed to make the people in my life blame more and more things on me. So that started my drastic life change, and plus the gothic side of life seemed to fit me more I fit in for once, I had something that suited me DEATH. and until my first daughter came I thought that was all I had. Now my life is a little brighter but I still can't let go of my dark roots which defined me for most of my life. Is that bad?
Well I have to go now and thanks for stopping by and taking a look into my little life.

LOVE, PEACE, AND CHICKEN GREASE

The infamous Ma Petite..aka Amanda