Findecano• Show poetry

hi,
I don't quite understand how to tell others about myself but anyway here goes. I am a 18 year old who enjoys making models of all kinds and other activities.
I can be nice when I choose to. I like to write in rhyming cuplets. I also like to write short poems. Who knows why I am no good at being myself and/or being wierd because I am both of these all of the time...

Well that is me not much but not bad.

Findecano (Means young child who will Suceed ^^)

Well then that is the simple bit to understand about me. The more complex side of me is slightly worrying but a laugh if you see it differently.
I am very sporty, well as I play Cricket almost everyday thats probably why.
I have probably the most unprodictable mind around, it worries me sometimes as I say things that I wouldn't normally say. Ever!
I love to be socialble, aka talk a lot. Mainly as I hate being pushed away and rejected, which I get most of the time in school. Yeah I know it sucks! My life is always full of surprises and thats why I love it...there is no knowing what might happen ever!

Lol, that is just a little bit of my complex side...if you really feel you want to know more, (No idea why you would..) then just IM me... ^_^

My AP Family:



Sisters:
Silverlininng - Is just everything I could ask for...
Nephlim - A great person, and a great sister also
Moondance20 - Just an overall great sister!
Darkspiritonline - An awesome friend!
Loveableangel - A great friend and person to talk to ^^
Xpianistpassionx - Always been awesome to me! Always been there!

Brothers:
Foxdonut2006 - What to say...umm..awesome?


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I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

Imaginary by Evanescence


What happened to you
You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same

But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

Now I'm in over my head
for something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead

And now I can see
I think it could be
This hypocrisy is beginning to get to me

It's none of my concern
What is luck to me I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard
I bet the makers they don't even know your name

But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I think my time has served me well
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

This came all before
Those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare

What's with my disgrace
I lost the human race
No one left for this to blow up in you face

Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces

Over my head
Better off dead

Over my head
Better off dead

Over My Head by Sum 41

COFFEE, COFFEE NEED COFFEE!!!!!! If you make me a cup of coffee I will be soooo happy!!

I would like to be given 10 cups of coffee by the end of this year. So please give me a cup of coffee by placing a comment in my commenty box thing saying 'Makes You A Cup Of Coffee....' If you could do this it would be nice.

Cups given 1 out of 10