FearlessChic• Show poetry

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"I'll wear my best smile as I go to meet him, because no matter how many tears I can shed.. It will never be enough for him to understand the pain i'm in"
--Me, Carrie Dixon


"Cover your face,
Close your eyes,
And go to a world
Where people don't judge,
Words can't hurt,
and hearts arn't crushed.
Because a world like that,
Could only ever exist
In your head..."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"As my heart shatters to the floor,
I realize it's been broken before.
All the pain comes flooding back,
While I slowly and surely remember my past."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"Everywhere I go, I feel your heart with me. I can tell your always here, even in my dreams. Because without you beside me, I'm nothing."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"Music keeps me calm,
helps to keep me sane.
A place to escape,
to someone else's love or pain.
So turn up the volume,
don't be afraid to sing out loud.
Forget all your problems,
just listen to that sound.
Go right on ahead,
I promise the worries will drain,
Because music keeps me calm,
and helps to keep me sane."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"I'm just a bridge. I used to be strong and sturdy, but I'm beginning to crack. One day I will come crashing down. And when that day comes, I sincerly apologize to anyone who gets hurt or trapped under the peices of, My Broken Life."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"And she'll cover her ears with some head phones..
And blast the music until she can't think about anything else.."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"Why speak when no one listens?
Why try when no one cares?"
--Me, Carrie Dixon

"Bringing my knees up to my chest,
as I hug them tight.
I wipe away my tears,
telling myself things will be alright."
--Me, Carrie Dixon

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As you can see I have some very depressing moments. But truthfully, I have just as many happy moments as sad. Although, It may not show because I'm not as good at expressing my happy emotions through poetry. Actually, I don't think i'm good at expressing myself through poetry at all. Justin says differently though.

Now would be a great time to say Justin and I Have been together for a very long time. If i could write happy poetry, every poem would be about how I love him more than anything else in this universe and that i want to spend the rest of my life with him. Its weird, I never believed in soul mates until I met him. We agree on everything, even music.

Music, *sighs happily*, such a wonderful thing. Justin makes life worth living, but music is defiantly a plus too ^.^ I'm a fan of many bands and artists people haven't heard of like, "Never shout Never", "woodale", "Egypt Central", "Sugarcult", "Augustana" and "nine days". I also like a few more well known bands like, "The Spill Canvas", "Paramore", "State of Shock", "The Midway State", "Fall Out Boy" and "Panic! At The Disco". I am VERY picky when it comes to my music and always tend to have songs people don't know about, but love.

Love. What a great thing. You see, that's what fuels my life. Justin's love, my friends love, even some family love. In the end, I guess I got it pretty great. Great house, Great friends, and a perfect guy (OH HUSH, you're perfect to me). And I'm 110% thankful for it.

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