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I hope that getting started on poetry will allow me to find some of the things missing in my life. I feel like I'm waiting for something. Something to fill this void that my mother left in my heart. I hope God can give me some answers soon. Whatever He has to offer, I hope that I am ready for it. I trust people too easily and I feel that if I trust someone other than God to give me some answers, I'll be let down. Big time. I don't share the same morals other than a few selective people in my life. Well, a lot of people I know lack any sort of morals . I'm more of the straight-edge type, if you will. See where the difficulty plays into this? I have been told that I was labeled with the sterotype of being the type of girl that only cares about guys, looks, lacks values and etc etc and first glance. I'm not sure exactly what "girls that look like me" are into.
Well, looks CAN be decieving, eh?

I wont sit here and list all the things I like to do, cause quiet frankly, there is an endless list to that. But I am quiet passionate about a few things in my life. Family is always going to be my number one priority. I am closest with my sister, whom I absolutely adore. I LOVE to read. Anything of my own choice of course..not the books that teachers at school think are oh so important to our learning. I can't even count how many books I've read in my 18 years. I love anyything written by Chuck Palahniuk (the guy who wrote Fight Club..you know, also the movie with Brad Pitt) and The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chobsky truly helped me to get through some obstacles in my life. I feel like reading allows me to escape this chaotic world that I seem to live in. Also, I have 4 tattoos, all dedicated to certain important people in my life. I am going to be getting another one soon as a dedication to my mom. Anyways, I have been swimming and playing soccer since I was 3 years old. Everytime I feel like I'm stressed, I swim laps till my muscles ache. Music is my everything. I don't play an instrument or anything but I constantly have to be listening to music to help me get through a day. Jack Johnson is one of my favorites..I find his music very soothing. But I basically listen to everything..although country is not one of my favorites.



I don't live to find myself; I create myself.