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My name is Ray, and for the record I'm a girl, Ray isn't my real name, just a nickname. I'm 15, and writing poetry and playing my violin is my life. If I only could have three things to bring with me to a deserted island, it would be notebooks, pencils, and my violin. I love music, music is my life. As you can tell, my favorite band is Evanescence. Amy Lee is such and inspiration, she's the one who got me into writing. She showed me that you don't have to cut to vent or to cope with life, just grab a pencil and paper, and write what ever floats our of your mind. And for that, she is my hero, my role model, I don't care what people say calling her the "creepy goth chick" there are way more to a person then their wardrobe. You have to look in the person to actually know them. And not many people know how to do that. People look at me, and see darm make-up, black hair, "goth" clothes, armwarmers, cuts, wristbands and chains, and they think I'm a bad person. I'm anything but that. I have a huge heart, and will let anyone in my life if they're good to me and to my family and friends. If anyone needs to talk about anything, I'm here. I've been threw a lot, so I know what to say about almost everything. BUT don't come up to me if you have questions about relationships, or anything to do with that. I've never been in one. I don't know anything about them. What else about me...I guess you could say I have low self confidence, if you've read my poems, you can probably tell I've not lead a happy life, and that I'm probably not the most cheerful person in the world, and probably a very depressed person. Thing about me is that I love helping other people, but when it comes to me, I can't do anything. I think I'm done ranting for now. If I want to add anything else, I will.