Estatic over him• Show poetry

I'm not generally a sad person. I like to be a good person to people that I get along with and who get along with me. I'm straight forward and not your 'average' run of the mill teenager. I've been in love once and lost that person. I can say now that I know a part of me will always love him, but I don't want to be with him. Being friends with him is working out just fine. I write poems because there's times when I just have to write this down other wise it will drive me crazy all day long. Everything that I write comes from the soul. Most people don't have poems from the soul, they're just how they feel, mine come from deep within. The place most people can't touch. people don't understand me and think I'm confusing. but really I'm not. I have a lot of family members and choose not to go into that right now. I want people to read my poems. If you like them ok. If you don't ok. If you think I'm a weird person, whatever.



I write poems to let go of the anger and the pain that resides inside of me. I was in love, and I have payed dearly for the mistakes that I have made. I am a new person, and I dont care what people think about me, as long as they aren't lies. I will defend myself in the fights that people start, but I will not start them myself. I will not judge you and I will not let people lie about me either. Those who want to fight, I will only defend, not go into a war of who is right and who is wrong. Both parties are wrong in the wars they start between eachother, its just a matter of admitting to what you have done and fogiving what they did to you. This is my view on what he said she said is all about. BOTH PARTIES ARE WRONG. Be mature and take responsiblity for what you have done. Forgive the other for what they have done, and move on with your life. If you can't be friends, so be it.

So a little while ago, i fell for this guy hard core. He was great, you know all around, so i kept wondering whats wrong with him. Cause every guy has to have a fall down, you know something bad. Well i gave him the benefit of the doubt and trusted him, even against my insticts. I let him take my binder, the one with most of my poems in it, three years of my life, and read it. he did give it back, but thats not the point. he turned out to be a major jerk. he cheated on his girlfriend with me and me with his girlfriend. now theres more to that story, but everything he did and said was a complete lie. so now i wonder if letting him take my poems for a month and a half was a good things or not. i hope he didn't take them and write them under his name, and thats all that i can hope for. you know what i mean. so if you see any of my poems any other place and they have someone elses name under them, let me know. thats all that im asking, is that you let me know that you did and where you found them at. THANK YOU FOR READING!!!