-Picks up the ringing phone- (Me) Hello? (Other Line) *Deep, throaty voice* Are you alone in the house? (Me) *Glances to group* Eh…no actually. (Other Line) *Sounds surprised* Oh, alright. I’ll call back later. *Hangs up* (Me) *Blink blink*
-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)
Call me Fred, everyone else should. Do not become confused, this one
is indeed female but that is my most adored nickname, so use it. I've been considered gothic/outcast. Who really cares? Well...obviously they do, meh. I'm playful, depending on if I know and trust you. Many have said I look terribly bored...and on occassions...I probably am. I'm quite cynical at times and almost always sarcastic. I have a cruel streak from hell when someone provokes me, but I'm also very protective of those I love \(Friends, family, etc)\. *Grins* I'm easily amused...and mischievous...How could I forget that? My mom complains about all the things I've done so readily *Grins*. I'm kinda morbid. Surprise, surpise? Not really. I have episodes of melancholy...heh, fun stuff.
Like me my poetry tends to be on the sarcastic side, expressing sorrow, anger, the desire to exist outside of what is...or not to exist at all, among other things. Always on the darker side of things.
Yes, I am odd AND proud of it.
-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)
Music?: I listen to anything that makes me feel. Whatever songs, catch my interest and give me that rush of emotion I end up liking and listening to. *Shrugs some* So basically I'll listen to any once, if I don't like it then, Meh. If I do, I keep it.
"I Must Be Dreaming" [[Evanescence]]
How can I pretend that I don't see?
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming
We all live (but)
We all die (but)
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
Help! you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live (but)
We all die (but)
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
We all live (but)
We all die (but)
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming
Just in my mind
Not real life
I must be dreaming
"Only Hope"
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*
My AP Family:
Martach Shine- Grandma (YAY! Gran'ma Shine)
lovesicklostmunky- Dad
Darkrosemaster- Mom
Afronova- Aunt (Aunt Sesshy-sama! OoOoO..ahhh)
Goddess of Roses- Aunt
All For My Music- Daughter (Darkness)
blazintinkerbell08- Daughter
maiden of tears- Daughter (Winter)
deathofanunknown-Big Brother (Nick)
the-outhouse-poet- Big Brother
Ravaged Carcass- Little Brother (Kyle)
BxRx0xKxExN- Twin sister (Char)
Tiger Girl- Sister
DarkenedAuras- Big sister
Tomonori -Big sis.
rose blood 87- Big sister
theAniMaL- Step sister
Twisted Dark- Lil' sister
Buried Insanties- Lil' sister
Arf- Pet (PUPPY!)
Inherited family who I haven't met yet...
vampirequeenakasha - My sister (Can't find her...)
lonewolf869 - My brother (Same with him...)
Midnight Goddess - Our cat (Wow...everyone is changing their names)
Dragonia Darkwood- My aunt (*Blinks* Can't find)
QueenT-My niece
Alone at Dusk- My niece (Can't find her either.)
Dead Sage- Cousin
BAWAHAHAHAHA!!! Bow down at the awesomeness of my family!!!
There are more...I'm just a little lost at the moment...I should really find out how many family members I've inherited...
(UNDER CONSTRUCTION...Please do tell me if I've erased names and such)
~~~~(~~~~~~)~~~~~(~~~~~~~)~~~~
QUOTES:
*Sometimes I lose myself to my misery and damn them all for the hell they've caused me. There are times I scowl at my obvious weakness and wish I hadn't spent the time crying only moments before...What a waste of time.* -Me
\As soon as we are born we begin to die...There is no true reason to fear death. It is inevitable.\-Me
\It's always the quiet ones...Tread more carefully around those that remain in silence...they have the sharpest teeth.\-Me
"Life is a poetic tale, twisted delicately between the slender fingers of irony"- Me
~~~(~~~~~~)~~~~~(~~~~~~~)~~~~
(Caboose): "I know my name! You can ask me...if you forget."
redvsblue.com- He's an idiot.
[~FOAMY! FOAMY!~]
"Dear Foamy...I don't wanna see that goth girl naked...I don't want to see you naked...I don't wanna see anybody naked. I just wanted to tell you that."
FOAMY RULES!!!!!!! I can't help it. My boyfriend got me hooked on to that damn evil squirrel...You have to love him...he's so cute, in a sarcastic, violent sort of way.
{Squirrel Song}
(Foamy) Singing:
So I'm a squirrel
And you're not,
How pathetic you are.
So I'm a squirrel
And you are not,
You're just human
How pathetic you are.
You don't have a fluffy tail,
You don't have squirrely wrath.
You just build to destory while I collect some nuts.
You all suck!
Pilz-E's Poem: (Heh, my boyfriend's favorite character from Foamy cartoons)
The pills in my head go poppity-pop
In my head of insanity, I see furry red dots
It bothers me not, because I'm high as a kite
Legally so, because it's what the doctor prescribes
Prozac is candy, when mixed with a pie
Codine is fun, when placed in your eye
Nyquil is better when you all want to drive
But using heavy equipment is way out of line
I sometimes get drowsy, mixing Advil and spleen
Morphine is fine, except for the dreams
I once saw a lamb dancing on glass
And the Elvis sightings are a pain in the ass
He stole my fried chicken without any a care.
But the joke was on me, cause it never was there
So as I dose off in my prescription brought dream
I want my free healthcare so I can be as high as I please
Where am I?
I don't know any of you people.
(Bask in the wonder that is Foamy!)
www.illwillpress.com
www.foamytoons.com
//NUCLEAR POWER//
FIGHTER: "Run for the hills! Your swords, as shiny as they may be, are powerless against the spider's wrath! The invisible Spider God will smite us all! No one is safe! All is doomed! The black apocolyptic skies rain with spidery death! Why hath ye Gods foresaken us! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!"
nuklearpower.com
~~~Poe~~~~~
"The thousand injuries of Fortunato I had borne as best I could; but when he ventured upon insult, I vowed revenge. You, who so well know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that I gave utterance to a threat. At length I would be avenged; this was a point definitively settled--but the very definitiveness with which it was resolved, precluded the idea of risk. I must not only punish, but punish with impunity. A wrong is unredressed when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is equally unredressed when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such to him who has done the wrong."
Ah, Edgar Allen Poe...this short story "The Cask of Amontillado" ensnared me before I knew I was captured.
-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~
WHAT ARE THE PROBLEMS WITH THEM:
{\One bright morning and one dark night
Two dead men got up for a fight
Back to back they faced each other
Drew their swords and shot each other
A deaf policeman heard the noise
Went over there and shot those two dead boys
If you don't believe this lie is true ask the blind man
He saw it too./}
[-I come before you, to stand behind you
To tell something of which I know nothing about
Next Tuesday which is Good Friday
There will be a meeting at the women's club for men only
Admission is free, pay at the door
Reserve a seat, sit on the floor.-]
-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)
Call me Fred, everyone else should. Do not become confused, this one
is indeed female but that is my most adored nickname, so use it. I've been considered gothic/outcast. Who really cares? Well...obviously they do, meh. I'm playful, depending on if I know and trust you. Many have said I look terribly bored...and on occassions...I probably am. I'm quite cynical at times and almost always sarcastic. I have a cruel streak from hell when someone provokes me, but I'm also very protective of those I love \(Friends, family, etc)\. *Grins* I'm easily amused...and mischievous...How could I forget that? My mom complains about all the things I've done so readily *Grins*. I'm kinda morbid. Surprise, surpise? Not really. I have episodes of melancholy...heh, fun stuff.
Like me my poetry tends to be on the sarcastic side, expressing sorrow, anger, the desire to exist outside of what is...or not to exist at all, among other things. Always on the darker side of things.
Yes, I am odd AND proud of it.
-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)-)
Music?: I listen to anything that makes me feel. Whatever songs, catch my interest and give me that rush of emotion I end up liking and listening to. *Shrugs some* So basically I'll listen to any once, if I don't like it then, Meh. If I do, I keep it.
"I Must Be Dreaming" [[Evanescence]]
How can I pretend that I don't see?
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming
We all live (but)
We all die (but)
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
Help! you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live (but)
We all die (but)
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
We all live (but)
We all die (but)
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming
Just in my mind
Not real life
I must be dreaming
"Only Hope"
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*
My AP Family:
Martach Shine- Grandma (YAY! Gran'ma Shine)
lovesicklostmunky- Dad
Darkrosemaster- Mom
Afronova- Aunt (Aunt Sesshy-sama! OoOoO..ahhh)
Goddess of Roses- Aunt
All For My Music- Daughter (Darkness)
blazintinkerbell08- Daughter
maiden of tears- Daughter (Winter)
deathofanunknown-Big Brother (Nick)
the-outhouse-poet- Big Brother
Ravaged Carcass- Little Brother (Kyle)
BxRx0xKxExN- Twin sister (Char)
Tiger Girl- Sister
DarkenedAuras- Big sister
Tomonori -Big sis.
rose blood 87- Big sister
theAniMaL- Step sister
Twisted Dark- Lil' sister
Buried Insanties- Lil' sister
Arf- Pet (PUPPY!)
Inherited family who I haven't met yet...
vampirequeenakasha - My sister (Can't find her...)
lonewolf869 - My brother (Same with him...)
Midnight Goddess - Our cat (Wow...everyone is changing their names)
Dragonia Darkwood- My aunt (*Blinks* Can't find)
QueenT-My niece
Alone at Dusk- My niece (Can't find her either.)
Dead Sage- Cousin
BAWAHAHAHAHA!!! Bow down at the awesomeness of my family!!!
There are more...I'm just a little lost at the moment...I should really find out how many family members I've inherited...
(UNDER CONSTRUCTION...Please do tell me if I've erased names and such)
~~~~(~~~~~~)~~~~~(~~~~~~~)~~~~
QUOTES:
*Sometimes I lose myself to my misery and damn them all for the hell they've caused me. There are times I scowl at my obvious weakness and wish I hadn't spent the time crying only moments before...What a waste of time.* -Me
\As soon as we are born we begin to die...There is no true reason to fear death. It is inevitable.\-Me
\It's always the quiet ones...Tread more carefully around those that remain in silence...they have the sharpest teeth.\-Me
"Life is a poetic tale, twisted delicately between the slender fingers of irony"- Me
~~~(~~~~~~)~~~~~(~~~~~~~)~~~~
(Caboose): "I know my name! You can ask me...if you forget."
redvsblue.com- He's an idiot.
[~FOAMY! FOAMY!~]
"Dear Foamy...I don't wanna see that goth girl naked...I don't want to see you naked...I don't wanna see anybody naked. I just wanted to tell you that."
FOAMY RULES!!!!!!! I can't help it. My boyfriend got me hooked on to that damn evil squirrel...You have to love him...he's so cute, in a sarcastic, violent sort of way.
{Squirrel Song}
(Foamy) Singing:
So I'm a squirrel
And you're not,
How pathetic you are.
So I'm a squirrel
And you are not,
You're just human
How pathetic you are.
You don't have a fluffy tail,
You don't have squirrely wrath.
You just build to destory while I collect some nuts.
You all suck!
Pilz-E's Poem: (Heh, my boyfriend's favorite character from Foamy cartoons)
The pills in my head go poppity-pop
In my head of insanity, I see furry red dots
It bothers me not, because I'm high as a kite
Legally so, because it's what the doctor prescribes
Prozac is candy, when mixed with a pie
Codine is fun, when placed in your eye
Nyquil is better when you all want to drive
But using heavy equipment is way out of line
I sometimes get drowsy, mixing Advil and spleen
Morphine is fine, except for the dreams
I once saw a lamb dancing on glass
And the Elvis sightings are a pain in the ass
He stole my fried chicken without any a care.
But the joke was on me, cause it never was there
So as I dose off in my prescription brought dream
I want my free healthcare so I can be as high as I please
Where am I?
I don't know any of you people.
(Bask in the wonder that is Foamy!)
www.illwillpress.com
www.foamytoons.com
//NUCLEAR POWER//
FIGHTER: "Run for the hills! Your swords, as shiny as they may be, are powerless against the spider's wrath! The invisible Spider God will smite us all! No one is safe! All is doomed! The black apocolyptic skies rain with spidery death! Why hath ye Gods foresaken us! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!"
nuklearpower.com
~~~Poe~~~~~
"The thousand injuries of Fortunato I had borne as best I could; but when he ventured upon insult, I vowed revenge. You, who so well know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that I gave utterance to a threat. At length I would be avenged; this was a point definitively settled--but the very definitiveness with which it was resolved, precluded the idea of risk. I must not only punish, but punish with impunity. A wrong is unredressed when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is equally unredressed when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such to him who has done the wrong."
Ah, Edgar Allen Poe...this short story "The Cask of Amontillado" ensnared me before I knew I was captured.
-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~
WHAT ARE THE PROBLEMS WITH THEM:
{\One bright morning and one dark night
Two dead men got up for a fight
Back to back they faced each other
Drew their swords and shot each other
A deaf policeman heard the noise
Went over there and shot those two dead boys
If you don't believe this lie is true ask the blind man
He saw it too./}
[-I come before you, to stand behind you
To tell something of which I know nothing about
Next Tuesday which is Good Friday
There will be a meeting at the women's club for men only
Admission is free, pay at the door
Reserve a seat, sit on the floor.-]
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Lili Liaison on April 28, 2006Hey Momma, I just wanted to tell you that I changed my username. So maybe you should change your AP family list cuz i'm not blazintinkerbell08 anymore.
well, I shall talk to you later.
~*~Austyn~*~
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Eqlipsed Moon on April 11, 2006I wish you would have. I would have LAUGHED, cause I'd have done mine on Thursday anyways. *Snix*
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Oh Dolly on April 10, 2006>.>;; .. er.. *is so going to be sick tomorrow* xD AHAH! your on your OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWN

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Eqlipsed Moon on April 3, 2006*Erupts into laughter* It must have been one of the kids who told her that. Cause my sister sure didn't. They have a way of...embellishing stories at times.
