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I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness

I Love My Chemical Romance And Fall Out Boy. They're my favorite bands. I don't have that many friends because every were I go I'm labeled as goth, emo, cutter, stupid, retard, crack head, etc. And most of it is because I’m half black and I dress in all black and shop at hot topic.

My favorite songs are:
The Ghost Of You by My Chemical Romance
Situations By Escape The Fate
Helena By My Chemical Romance
Dance, Dance By Fall Out Boy
The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You By My Chemical
Thnks Fr Th Mmrrs By Fall Out Boy
I Write Sins Not Tragedies By Panic! At The Disco

I smoke. And i no i shouldn't do it. But sometimes life gets to much. So don't judge me.

I was an ex-cutter, but recently I have stated again. And I am sorry for those of the people who thought I stopped in the past.

One day all my loved ones will die, leaving me to die alone. Remaining a lonely ghost to walk in the dark alone with a broken empty heart.

This World Tonight And Over Time By: Unknown

How sad.
My little world.
Torn by deceit.
Burned by hatred.
Diminished by love.
But yet my soul jumps.
At the very sight of you.
So very wicked.
So very wretched.
What’s this hold?
You have on me?
Stinging Pain.
At The thought of your goodbye.
How you leave me alone.
Crying till the mildew comes.
Dreaming of how you smell.
Reminiscing on the taste.
The taste that lives on your lips.
I see your perfect face
So perfectly unperfect.
But yet again.
So very wicked.
So very wretched.
And still.
I can’t seem to get over you.
Im scared.
And I think I’ll never stop crying.



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