Emerald-Spirit• Show poetry

"Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion,
but an escape from emotion;
it is not the expression of personality,
but an escape from personality.
But, of course,
only those who have personality and emotions
know what it means
to want to escape from these things."


~ The thing about life is that you must survive it. Life is going to be difficult, and dreadful things will happen. What you do is to move along, get on with it, and be tough. Not in the sense of being mean to others, but being tough with yourself and making a deadly effort not to be defeated.~

~You have to take the good with the bad, smile when you're sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change, things go wrong, so just remember that life goes on.~

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I hate: The sound of other people eating and chewing, toilets and public bathrooms, dirty feet, shopping, stupid people, when someone is in my personal space, when people come into my room, slow walking people (I want to punch them), school, some animals, having to cut my nails, meat, having to drink pills, lavender.

I love: White sheets, the smell of clean linen, reading, writing, llamas, blood, hospitals, vegetables, Google, nature, walking alone, liberal people, having an adrenaline rush, seafood, watching movies, pretty lingerie, vampires, laughing, collecting cool quotes.

Starsign: Capricorn

Favourite colours: Black and green.

Music: I like lots of different kinds of music, just to name a few:
Pink
Tegan and Sara
Flyleaf
Stonesour
Breaking Benjamin
Dashboard Confessional
Thirty Seconds to Mars
Kings of Leon
Between The Trees
ZOEgirl
Thriving Ivory
The Veronicas
The Used
Linkin Park
Live
MCR
Simple Plan
Avril
Evanescence
Three Days Grace
Seether
RHCP
System of a Down,
and a lot more.

Fav movies:
Gia
Girl Interrupted
Lost and Delirious
Imagine me & you
Show me Love
Twilight
Chasing Liberty
Wanted
Mean Girls
10 things I hate about you
Loving Annabelle
A walk to remember,
The hours
just to mention some.



My Fav Quotes:

One can bear anything. The pain we cannot bear will kill us outright.

Reject reality and create your own.

The truth is, there is a difference between what the mind knows and what the heart believes.

We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an inperfect person perfectly...

When the dark does what the dark does best, it's darkness. So let the dark do what the dark does best, let there be darkness

To know how to say what others know how to think is what makes poets or sages.

If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.

An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind.

I tell you everything that is really nothing and nothing of what is everything.

Losing and illusion makes you wiser that finding a truth.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a sane person trapped in the body of a LUNATIC. Hehe

There is no end, There is no beginning, There is only the infinite passion of life.

I hate remembering but I can't stand to forget.

I hate you today, just as much as I did yesterday..Maybe even a little more..

Someday you'll cry for me like I did for you
Someday you'll miss me like I missed you
Someday you'll need me like I needed you
Someday you'll love me but I wont love you

Love know not its depth until the hour of its seperation.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met.

I love walking in the rain because no one knows I'm crying.

If my heart bled and screamed and no one heard a sound, would it bring me peace if my heart just drowned?

Sometimes in order not to fall apart, you have to let go of what keeps you together.


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...Have You Ever...
[X] Smoked a cigarette
[X] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[X] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[X] Been lost
[X] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[_] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[X] Paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[X] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[X] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Danced in the rain
[_] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[X] Ice-skating

About Me

[X] I'm single
[_] I'm in a relationship
[X] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've cheated in a relationship.
[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on their gf/bf with )
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[X]I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[X] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[_]I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[_] I've been in a fist fight.
[X] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[X] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[X] I take anti-depressants.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[X] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[_] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone I know has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.

[X] My answers are totally honest


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