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TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!! I'M 16!!

I write what I feel,  when I feel like it. So if I'm happy then I write happy things. It jus all depends on me. I've wrote more depressing poems than happy. That's jus how I am. I like dark, depressing, sadistic things it interests me very much so.

I'm goth, and no that doesn't mean I worship the Devil even though I don't believe in God, so don't go all whack on me. Please don't ask me why I don't cause it's my own personal reasons that I don't want to share with anybody. I am a Wiccan though. I'm dedicating myself to the God and Goddess.
I got back together with Trevor on the 29th of October. Hopefully things will go better now.

My Family
-faerie-(AP Sister)

Elfin (AP Mama)

Queen Maab(AP Auntie)

sweetanjil(AP Auntie)

Justreadme(Ap sister)

Meribellez (Ap sister)

rose blood 87(AP Sister)

starry-eyes(AP Sister)

-nymph- (AP Brother in-law)

Pretty in punk(AP sister in-law)  

mysticaldreams (Faerie's "special friend"


THE Nieces:

autumns ashes

eternal tears

Giddy Green Eyes  

Sinful angel

XswinglifeawayX

-veni vidi vicious-

Faerie'sGranddaughter(don't know what that makes her to me)
~ fairy girl

My fave band is ICP. I love them! DOWN WITH THE CLOWN TILL I'M DEAD IN THE GROUND. My fave song by them is 'Under The Moon'Great Milenko. This is also mine and Tabetha's song cuz when she'd run away she'd always tell me that we would always be together cuz we're both under the moon!
'UNDER THE MOON'
I'm still here under the moon


I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would approach me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?
The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit
Cuz I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit
But you would always help me and stand there by my side
We were only seventeen, we'd be together till we died
But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day
Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay
You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race
I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!!
I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years
I would do the time just to equal all your tears
The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom
Is that we'd always be together, cuz we're both under the moon

I'll forever love you, even if you're doomed
We'll always be together cuz we're both under the moon

I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone
I justified your pain, but now I sit alone
I write another letter, I write one every day
I never got a letter back, I write em anyway
I try to call collect, your number has been changed
I'm staring at the lightbulb and I start to feel the rage
You never came to visit me, I sit facing the glass
No one's on the other side, now it's in the past
My head is always spinning, I'm pounding at the wall
I feel like I'm forgotten, no sign of you at all
You're probably getting married, you're probably getting fucked
I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that motherfucker up
I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode
My teeth are turning into dust, skin is growing mold
I'm staring at the window of my eternal doom
I know that you are out there, somewhere underneath the moon


Many, many years, many more to go
Does she still remember? God, he only know
I now become a savage, they chain me to a wall
I still can see your body, I still can hear your call
I'm nothing but a maggot, I'm locked away and lost
The world it doesn't want me, my dignity is tossed
And to the girl for whom I feel this doom
Look here, fuck you and the moon

Hey! Fuck you and the moon

I'm still here under the moon
I'm still here under the moon (still under the moon)



My birthday is November 1,1989. I'm a Scorpio. And believe me I LIVE UP TO IT!
My friends consist of the following in NO order:
Jacinda Adams (upset with her right now)
Tabetha Johnson
Angel Horton
Nicole Richardson
Cameron Ravertt(My brother forever)
Virginia Atchley
Chris Huskey
Josh Huskey
Jessica Simirin
Collin Teague
Shelby McDaniels
Chad Garner
Mary Cline
Amber Snow
Bethany Wilkerson
Clara Butler
Dalton Richardson
Darcie Richardson
Sabrina Cobb
Stephaine Wilson
Nicole Butler
Stephanie Jackson
and SOOOOOO many more. I LOVE YOU ALL!
I have a friend on AllPoetry, his name is Larry and his name on AP is Fading Memory. He is a great writer and I love talking to him!!
My email address is bdoll1317@yahoo.com and XXgothic_scorpio2828XX@hotmail.com, so email me if ya like. I like meeting new people! Well I guess that's it and if there's anything you'd like to know, then get in touch. I won't get mad at any question, except for the one I listed above!

Well everybody jus keep writing and never let anyone get you down!!