Earthbender514• Show poetry

Hey. Im Rach. Dont try to find me, cos u wont. I write poetry because I cant write songs. I would but I cant remember tunes...

I love all music, and all books, and all poetry... Im also into Graphic Novels, particularly Batman.

Real life heroes. My sisters friends Carlos, Adam, Sian and Garrett, Heath Ledger (R.I.P), Kerry Ellis and Idina Menzel, Johnny Depp, Keira Knightly, Gerrard Way and Mitch Hewer.

I moved to France a few months back. I'm originally a U.K. girl. From near London.

im the kind of girl who knows a nice life just isnt in the cards for her.
im the kind of girl who people never look twice at, because they dont understand.
im the kind of girl who holds someone and says everythings okay... when it wont be.
im the kind of girl who secretly wants to be loved.
im the kind of girl who acts tough but actually cries every night.
im the kind of girl who has to fight for every second, because if she doesnt, she'll be gone.

Francesco. because u dont write/ read poetry, you wont see this. love you.

Welcome to my life, sometimes my nightmare.

...Have You Ever...
[X] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[_] Seen someone die
[X] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[X] Been on the opposite side of the country
[X] Gone to Washington , DC
[X] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[X] Paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[X] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[X] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[X] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[X] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[X] Ice-skating
[X] I'm single
[_]I'm in a relationship
[_] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[_] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[)] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[_] I've been the cheatee
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[_] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] i've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[_]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[_]I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[_] I've snuck out of my house.
[_] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[_] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants. (I should)
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[_] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[_] Someone i know has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[_] I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[_] have "x"s in my screen name
[_] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I am in love with love.
[_] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I love white chocolate
[X] I bite my nails (when Im stressed)
[X] I play video games
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[X]I'm good at remembering names.
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[_] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[_]I have tried to join a circus and failed

[X] My answers are totally honest