DustinsGirl11508• Show poetry

I'm a girl searching for answers in a box full of questions. A girl who hids from the world for fear of rejection and loss. Someone who is scared to search for answers because the truth might be worse than the lies. I picture the glass half empty instead of half full. Black is my favorite color until a darker one is invented. I try my best but its only the worst to everyone else. I'm a broken-hearted loser and I'll never change. You may call me 'emo' you may call me 'goth' and you may call me 'crazy' but whatever you choose to call me, remember that I have a name behind the label. In the end, remember me by Becka, because that's who Ill ohways be.


Physical Attributes:
Height: 5'1"
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Brown
Piercings: 17

Mental Attributes:
Favorite subject: English
Least favorite subject: Biology
Highest grade is in: Carrear Exploration
Lowest grade in: World History
Favorite time of day: Night (lol)
Favorite Season: Fall
Least favorite season: Summer
Education: High School
Relationship status: Taken and In love
Orientation: Straight
Favorite Color: Black Purple and Blue
Least favorite color: Pink
Favorite Genres of music: Rock/screamo/punk/underground/indie and so on
Least favorite: Hip hop/rap



GENERAL:

1. Name – Rebecca
2. Nickname – Becka, Becky
3. Single or Taken - Taken
4. Zodiac Sign - Taurus
5. Eye Color - Brown


FIRST:

11. First Surgery - Ear Tubes-when i was like.. 5 or 4
12. First Piercing - When i was like 6? ears
13. First Award - 9th grade- outstanding community service hours
14. First Sport- Cheer leading
15. First Pet - I think a cat
16. First Vacation - Tahoe
17. First Concert – Hilary Duff

YOUR FUTURE:

24. Want Kids? - Yes
25. Marriage – Yes



WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

26. Lips or Eyes - Eyes
27. Hugs or Kisses - Both!
28. Shorter or Taller- Taller
29. Romantic or Spontaneous- Romantic
30. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive

HAVE YOU EVER:

31. Kissed a Stranger - Yes.
32. Broken Someones Heart- Yes
33. Broken any Bones - Yes
34. Cried When Someone Close Died- Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

36. Love at first sight- Never. Its simply Lust
37. Heaven - Yes
38. Angels - Yes
38. Kissing on the first date – Depend




...Have You Ever...
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[X] Been arrested
[X] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[ ] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Florida
[X] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[X] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[x] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[X]paid for a mean with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[X]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[ ]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[X] Made a bonfire on the beach
[ ]Crashed a party
[X]Gone roller-skating
[X]Ice-skating

[ ] I'm single
[X]I'm in a relationship
[X}I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on )
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[_] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ]I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[x]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[X] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[_] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[X] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[x]I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[_] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[_] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.


Random

[_] I can sing well.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[ ]I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[_] I twirl my hair
[_] i have x's in my screen name
[X] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[] I bite my nails
[] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[_] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest